Wednesday, 15 November 2017

Extra Father's day session

It was the Father's Day in Finland on Sunday, and Mistress told me in the morning that as a present i will get a 1-2 hour session, nice!

First She told me to undress altogether. Then go on all fours, but not on my knees, to the kitchen behind Her. There i had to cook fishes for O/our cat, and kiss cold fish first, yuck!  Cleaning the kitchen during the cooking was a given.  Next i had to assist Mistress in preparing Her luggage for O/our holiday that starts next week.

i had to act as Her seat as She had Her tea. i was in all fours again, on my knees, and She sat on my lower back, one leg at each side.  Next She told me to carry Her around the big carpet (my knees were bare). i could manage that quite well!

Next it was upstairs, openin the toy chest for Her, taking out trays... She chose clover clamps, and threatened to put those on my tender nipple, but instead but them to my earlobes. There is a chain connecting them, and She fixed a leathe leash to the middle of the chain so She could lead me from the clamps.

First She gathered the leash into a tight bundle, and kept Her hand low so i had to bend double as i followed Her, and keep 30cm from Her right hip! She was turning round a lot, making it difficult to follow and not bump into Her, but it was really fun, i started leaking precum.

She drew the chain over my head to the back now, and started tilting me to the back by my ears, until my back was severely arched to the back keeping me standing still. She had noticed my excitement and She started now masturbating me in my awkward position, and SHe could have made me cum, but She stopped just short of it.

Now She guided me backwards to the bed using the leash, told me to sit and lie on my back on the bed, while She took wrist cuffs, tied them on me, and the cuffs to a belt on my waist. Nw She removed Her panties and sat Her full weight on my chest, looking at my face. There was not much i could do as She raised Herself a bit, and moved to my mouth, i used my new pussylicking skills for a nice long time.

It was the first time for a long time i could lick Her from below like W/we used to in O/our early days! A good father's day present!

Saturday, 11 November 2017

Pony training 2

Yesterday was a session night again.  Normally W/we start at 6pm, but now She told me half an hour earlier W/we could start. i was in the middle of doing customs clearance in the net for Scott Paul humiliator gag system, but i just closed my laptop even though it meant i had to start the whole process today from scratch.

On my knees i get 'Slave ready for service'.  First She told me to follow Her upstairs, where She had took some of Her clothes out of the closet.  She told me to remove everything and put on a condom. She must have decided to put an end to leakages on the floors. Then She pointed at some black cloth: 'Put that on!' They were a pair of half-leg black women's long johns. That was my slave attire tonight.

She had saved cleaning toilets for me.  She told me i will have to ask for Her inspection after each of the three toilets is cleaned. She told me not to forget mirrors, doors, surfaces, bowls and their lids.  Then off i went to clean first of the toilets.  In inspection She noticed hand mirrors were not polished, and also the soup holder was not washed.  Next toilets i did more carefully, but She was strict and made me redo some mirrors etc.

Next was cooking supper. She gave precise instructions what to prepare, and how to serve, including candle light. i could choose from two yogurt types, and a lot of Puerari mirifica was added for me. As i cleared the table later, i already new to clean thoroughly the kitchen as well. i even started to clean the burned down dirt from the oven. i tried different detergents and tools and gradually i started to get it off the glass door of the oven.

At some point Mistress brought me an old rusty strap of a handbag and told me to sandpaper it for Her at the kitchen table. She came to read the newspaper by me.  A few times She inspected the work and told me to sand it further, then She accepted it and i could continue with the oven. She was happy i was finding work for myself.

Next She ordered a pear and as i got it for Her, i stayed by Her feet, and She spit stem in my hand and i had to run to the kitchen to deposit it to the waist basket and then again the core. Then started a long, long session of me reading Her book to her aloud, and finally it was my session time.  First it was pony training. She seems to like it. She told me to remove the pants, the condom became visible now. As a humiliation She improvised a head harness from a strap-on harness, and told me to keep my hands folded on top of my tits (which i however kept forgetting).

i had to bring downstairs her riding crop and a long spreader bar She is using as an obstacle. First it was rounds of low gait, then high stepping, then canter, then canter with an obstacle each round. She raised the bar each time until it was about 50cm high. It was becoming exhausting, and my sissy clit was flopping against my thighs, which made Mistress laugh. i got an erection a few times.

Next She told me to go find a dressage competition video, and plan a dressage show of my own to some music. A big carpet was cleared in the living room, that was the show area.  If the show was good, i would get a treat, otherwise a punishment. i planned and performed a show using the music from the dressage competition video. There were piaffe, passage, diagonal trot from corner to corner, Spanish walk, piaffe turning around, high stepping, regular trot etc.  A few times i had a problem with my balance but i think it went well. i was astonished when Mistress told me it was lousy, and i had not improved from last time. She told me i could rehearse the gaits during my free time, which i plan to do.

Well, next order was bedroom, where i was ordered on the floor on all fours. Only my wrists were tied together with wrist cuffs, head harness stayed on. A blanket was tossed on me, like the horse i was. i sweated under it until it was removed and Mistress fixed our newly arrived silicone electro loops around the middle of my sissy clit, keeping still the condom on the lower half of the sissy clit, and around my ball sac.  She used many different programs, going from mild to extra intensive. First all programs made me yelp, but i got the hang of it, and stayed clasping my hands together, the harder the more intensive the program. Some intensive programs drove me towards a forced cum, but She decided to stop before that, to keep my horniness intact.

Wednesday, 8 November 2017

I had the first laser treatment "Brazilian"

It's official, my crotch is permanently laser hair removal treated now!  Of course it should take 3-4 more sessions to get it 100% hairless. i was surprised how quick and easy it was.

i went to the nice laser clinic last week, where i had already been to a discussion and test earlier. Now i had booked time for a brazilian treatment: laser hair removal for the entire bikini area, front to back.

The nice lady nurse is a straightforward person. "Take your pants off then and on the table". I could keep my socks and shirt.  We discussed the area a bit, she was a bit surprised at the big size of the treated area, and also wanted me to confirm that i wished even the ball sacs treated, but of course i wanted, those are most difficult to shave!

She drew some lines on the skin, and put the cool air blower on my crotch and started.  The smell of burning hair was eminent right away even though i had shaved everything off that same morning, like instructed.  The smell comes from the burning hair follicles.

My white skin, dark hair combination seems perfect for laser. Luckily i have no grey hairs yet.

As she had treated my front, she told me to stretch my penis to the side, as she treated the side of it. So she did not touch my junk herself at all.  Next i had to stretch it the other way, and then towards my navel, as she treated the underside of penis.

During the test i had been able to stay 100% limp, but to my horror i noticed that i was getting semi erect! i could however hide it those crucial moments under my hand, and thinking about work stuff i could get it fully limp again. Close shave!

She asked me to say right away if it bites too badly, which i did as she started to treat the area between my penis and balls. She turned down the intensity for that area, i think.  That was the only area there i noticed burned hair a few days later.  i had to stretch my ball sac skin next that way and the other as she went through it as well as she could. When the machine does not give sounds, there is no more hair to be treated, and then she moved on.

Next she told me to take me knees to opposite directions, so she could work my perineum and the crease between thigh and perineum.  At no stage did he order me to lift my legs from the table.

Mostly the treatment hurt only a little, but a few times i jerked from pain, like when in the final phase she had ordered me to turn around and lay on my belly, and she opened up my buttocks and treated my ass crack and the area right around my anus. The darkish seam between buttocks hurt namely a lot. the reason is that darker skin also sucks up part of the energy.

Now after 6 days it seems to have worked very well. Some hairs are left, some fall out and next i will contact the nurse again, and ask if i should keep the hairs that grow back intact or shave them. But overall i am very happy about the results, and maybe some other areas like my chest will be treated.
Smooth as a baby - forever!!

Friday, 3 November 2017

Carrying a bucket of water with my balls

During the next "my" sessions, She has restarted an old habit W/we had, me reading to Her. She is reading a book, but during a session She shows me where to start reading and i read out loud to Her. i know nothing of the book, have not read it, but it is not for me, it is for Her. Some tens of pages at a time.  The "pre-session" when i serve Her according to Her every whim, has been becoming longer, yesterday it was 4 hours, starting at 6pm till 10pm.

After that She goes through the idea pics, (i could post all the idea pics if you like), and decides what to do to me.  This time i was told to fix a ball weight, when tied standing up legs spread and tied to the corners of a bed, hands behind my back and tied to the collar. A blindfold was added. She added some weight to the ball weight, then i understood it was an empty bucket, because i heard Her pouring water and there was more weight to my balls.

After 1 litre of water my balls were in agony. However She added half a litre, and left me to suffer.  i asked if i could sit on the footboard of the bed, and She allowed it. Even though the bucket was still above the  floor, that eased things up, and i said now i can even take some more. She added half a litre, but told me to stand up!  That was agony, and i asked if i could sit again, but She said no!  i had to carry 2 litres of water with my metal ball weight. Then She took a whip (turned out to be a riding crop) and started hitting strategic places of my body in random order: clit, ass, balls, tits, back...

She uses these pics as a model.  my hair is shaved like in the pic, and also the weight is similar, though i have rings in my ball weight which were used to carry the bucket.
Finally i started to feel sick, which She noticed and let me sit on the footboard bar. However that didn't help, and She called the session off.

Going down on Her

Mistress used Her option for Her own sex session yesterday. First W/we relaxed in the sauna. Next She settled on the floor and had me grease Her dry skin from neck to toe, and had me pay extra attention to Her toes.
Massage made Her well relaxed and She put on stockings and a suspender belt, nothing else. She wanted me to swipe the tender skin of Her legs and thighs, then concentrate between Her legs. After a lot of sweeping i could finger fuck Her, first one, then two, three fingers. She does not like to be actually finger fucked, the fingers need to be rotated inside Her.
Finally She asked me to lick Her clit lightly, again no flicking, no fast moves, but slow, continuous licks, and my fingers inside Her as well. She finished Herself off Herself.

Friday, 27 October 2017

Pueraria Mirifica

W/we have purchased a big lot of pueraria mirifica and i'm taking some 500mg daily. It's a big source of phytoestrogen so it's hormone replacement therapy and keeping my estrogen levels high. It is in the form of powder and i put it in my sandwiches on top of margarine.

Saturday, 14 October 2017

Ordered to edge myself

We had O/our weekly session already, as Mats is joining U/us fr the weekend.

Mistress said that She was looking forward to the session, and She might want more than one submission session per week. She requires absolute obeience during the session. As she had me strip, put on a leather bikini and a lacy white apron and kneel up, my hands fidgeted under the apron. She strictly ordered me to kneel still and look straight ahead, and had me kneel there until i was perfectly still a long time, including my hands, while She was talking about small boys with ADHD.
She had me spread newspapers on the living room floor and told me to fetch Her long boots from the basement and shoe polishing stuff. As She browsed Her phone and listened to some news from it, i knelt at Her feet and rubbed Her boots with shoe polisher. Twice She dismissed my work, making me continue polishing until i spread polisher all along the surface to the very top and rubbed them again totally.  i had to go through all Her shoes after that and clean all pairs that needed cleaning or polishing, and She inspected them all.  One pair of white plastic shoes has scratches, and i couldn't get them good even though i tried to clean them with soap after Her instruction. 

She used me for getting all the odd jobs done, arranging stuff, taking stuff to its place, even put a coat on top of my attire and run to my car to fix stickers to the windcreen.  She also gave me two minutes to suggest three jobs that needed to be done around the house.  i quickly teetered about to find things to do, and could manage to put together a proposal in two minutes: arranging and clearing magazines, stuff on the chairs, and floors that needed cleaning.  Then She made me do part of those and sent me to prepare supper for Her.  i have to concentrate hard as She itemizes things to use for Her supper, everything has to be right.  Cleaning kitchen fully is expected with every kitchen duty.

i made a couple of mistakes which made Her mad. She notices i had read a magazine while waiting Her tea to settle, and as She gave me permission to have ice cream with Her, i started eating before She gave me permission to start.  She is really strict nowadays with stuff like that and really scolds me.  Now corporal punishment this time though.  A lot of kneeling upright by Her feet of course.
She had me wor for Her for more than three hours, like She is used to, before telling me to remove my apron and get to upstairs in the leather bikini. i was told to remove that too, bring Her a batch of parchment paper and sit by the wall in lotus position, my back tightly against a cupboard door. She pushed a ball gag in my mouth and added a blindfold.  The parchment paper was placed under my crotch. Then She gave me the Hitachi vibrator, and told me to play with it, but no cummies!

It was fun!  i understood i could not touch my sissy clit with my hand, only with the wand. i found it easier to try to press my clit against the floor, which felt right too.  The more i pressed, the quicker i got to the edge, then i had to raise the vibrator.  She grabbed my genitals every now and then and twisted them violently do that i whimpered. She also teased my nipples which are sensitive due to my new Pueraria Mirifica use. The clit slipped easily so it was not so easy to do this with one hand. i tried also to press my clit against my belly but that was even more difficult. Eventually i had to lick the paper clean, i had leaked a lot of precum, but no cummies like said.

Tuesday, 10 October 2017

Laser hair removal

W/we have agreed that i will be undergoing full permanent hair removal on my bikini area. Today i auditioned for the treatment.  Of course it was a young female who i talked to. i had asked beforehand for a kink-friendly clinic, so i knew they would not raise their eyebrows on my wish.

Everything went fine.  She wanted to do a test, and had me remove my pants, and lay on the treatment table. Then She positioned the laser tool on top of my penis/clit and treated a small area.  I could only smell burned hair, the feeling was not strong. My hair is dark and skin white so i can well be treated with laser.

She told me to wait a few days because a few people get some side effects like rash. Let's see how it goes...

Friday, 6 October 2017

Pony play session

Last Friday the session started right at the appointed time at 6pm.  She educated me first in the exactly right way to clean a toilet. We have a few toilets and bathrooms in the house, so She superised the first bathroom, and then made me clean the second one while She watched, and made me clean a few spots again. The rest of the toilets and bathrooms i was made to clean by myself. She made me do a thorough job and follow Her instruction precisely, using certain rags for faucets, toilet bowl, sinks and so on.

Much later, after preparing Her more pesto and doing other chores it was time for my "real" session. she sent me upstairs befre Her, and made me undress everything on the spot. She fixed a collar on me and a long leash.  Soon i understood the theme for today was going to be pony play as She, with her whip handy, told me to march up and down in O/our bedroom.  i had not been part of actual pony play before, even though i had fantasized a lot if that subject.  She also took the long spreader bar, and soon used that as an obstacle i had to jump over.

Next She moved O/our play to the living room, where i could also walk in a circle between kitchen and living room. First She told me to walk, then gallop, and during each round at one time She made me jump over an obstacle, which She gradually raised higher and higher. Quite soon as i understood what She was doing to me, i got a hard-on and precum started flowing, and as i had no underwear i tried to wipe it and prevent it from falling all over the floors, succeeding to some extent.

It became even more difficult and i had to concentrate hard, and She ordered the  half-pass, meaning a diagonal trot, and different variations like half-pass to the left and changing it to the right after each step.  All the while i had to keep my hands at my chest like paws, and it was so hilarious she broke out laughing a few times, saying that She is alowed to laugh but me not.

There was no climax or even genital teasing this time.