Thursday, 30 July 2009
Once at home after work i report to Mistress and say how nice it is to be Her most obedient slave again. She ponders on making me swim in the cold, autumnal water, but orders a quick change of clothes and eating so that W/we can continue with our garden projects. However, before that, She orders me to make some paperwork and warm up the sauna. W/we kiss, and She says it is nice kissing has again been an integral part of O/our lives. i run for the sauna. We work on the project, then i get to ask my neighbour for advice how to do some woodwork. Then She orders me to put things in their place and take the kids to sauna. Obediently i take a diet cola, not a beer, and do water aerobics in the pool naked, neatly epilated genitals rocking.
Next i have to make a porridge, which requires me not leave the pot while it cooks. i clean up the kitchen at the same time. Then i have to go check up on Mats brushing his teeth, go put him and Lina to bed with Mistress, interrupted by an order to fetch some medicine from downstairs.
Mistress sends me away from the toilet door while She’s there, to wait in the bedroom. There She gives a new standing order: i must open the bed in the evenings, and put the bed lamp on. Then i must read him the architecture book for a long time.
“Stop. Is there other ways to masturbate, or just that horrible pounding?” i start to list different ways: holding just the glans, humping some surface without hands, against a shoe… She suggests masturbating with rubber gloves, with sand paper, i add: with nettles. Mistress mentioned mouth, i state “To one’s own mouth”. i tell Her about prostate milking with Aneros for men who are in a chastity belt and don’t get any genital stimulation. Mistress asks when i have read about that, i say you can find information about that even at sex shops net pages. Then i add wanking with fingertips, or only with one’s thumb and forefinger. That interests Mistress, and She lets me masturbate that way. i ask, with all fingertips, or just with two fingers? She says with all fingertips, She will be progressing gradually. i start, but She expels me from the bed, as i start to rock the bed. i get on my knees by Her, and i state doing it on my knees or squatting are natural position for a slave to masturbate. i drop my briefs to my knees, and i ask permission to also undress my shirt. i get to put the hem of my shirt behind my neck.
What i may loose on the friction side, is twice paid back on the mental side. i get quickly excited with fingertips only. It feels as good as regular wanking. Only i can’t massage my glans. i push my hips a bit backwards. i emit panting noises, which get Mistres’s atttention momentarily, but She continues weaving. i get on the edge, and let go of my penis to see if cum will drop from my penis. Nothing comes out, i let go too early. i rush to continue, but Mistress informs me that will do. She says, i know what happens next. i go and wash myself. i come back with an erect penis not inside my briefs. She tells me to put in my undies. i ask whether i should do push-up’s, She orders 2 times 25. After them She digs my ears, sets my head on the pillow, kisses me froma bove and orders me to sleep.
Monday, 20 July 2009
In the morning i eat with Mistress and She tells about Her dream. i was sucking Her breasts a lot in that dream. i say i would like to do that more often. i also ask whether She would like to be fucked with a larger penis: i offer to fuck Her with a strap-on. She doesn’t want to be fucked with a larger one.
After work i get home and do that work Mistress assigned to me yesterday. As She gets home She says i may stop mowing and make porridge for supper. She stops me to give me a big kiss on the mouth and i kiss Her neck. Mistress fries some chanterelles She has collected. After the meal i clean up the kitchen and pack up the dishwasher. Then i may write this diary.
After brushing my teeth, and changing to pyjamas according to Her order i wait for Her in the bedroom standing in attention. She complains i was not there to say good night to our son. Well how could i, She ordered me elsewhere? She throws Her used clothes on the floor, orders them to be taken to laundry basket. i do it and say Good Night to Mats. i get back and She orders me to open up the bedclothes. She settles on the bed, i settle on my knees by the bed. i remind Her of her dream the night before. She wants me to show Her my penis, i let my briefs fall to the floor. She takes the architecture book, orders me to read it on my knees. So i read four pages, kneeling with my briefs down. i try to use as nice and lively a voice as possible, twisting myself occasionally in an awkward position to show Her the pictures as i read the captions.
She orders the bookmark back in place, sits up so Her breasts are facing my face. She orders me to move closer, and captures my penis between Her knees and squeezes it. She takes off her nightie and i am allowed to repeat Her dream by sucking, nibbling, drawing with my lips, and circulating my tongue around Her nipples. She orders me to remove Her knickers, lock up the door, and get a condom. i may tickle Her bush with my rubberized penis and then She withdraws and settles on the bed, sitting on the edge, supporting Herself on Her elbows. i penetrate Her and She raises Her legs in the air. i ask if i can support Her legs. She lets me and seems to enjoy, as i push and hold on to Her hips. i even start to draw Her towards me during each push. i enjoy so much that i will have to withdraw as i’m nearing the edge. She turns around and raises Her ass up in the air and orders me to lick Her pussy from behind. Then i am required to climb on the bed to fuck Her from behind. Just when i’m starting the first thrusts, Mats knocks on O/our door and shouts he cannot sleep as Lina’s hamsters are making so much noise. Mistress passes there and returns and we continue. Soon we are again in full speed and i can get Mistress to orgasm quite quickly. when i slow down, i start nearing the edge, like it sometimes happens to me. i withdraw immediately, and i can show Mistress a condom with an empty end, and an erection still intact. Mistress allows me to masturbate without orgasm when She ghoes checks the hamsters again, and i move from the bed to squatting on the floor, which i consider a suitable position for a masturbating slave. As She comes back, She says “that should be enough”, and orders me to wash myself and get to bed.