Monday, 28 September 2009

Epilation thoughts

Each morning i painfully pluck hair from my nether parts using an epilator. i have succeeded in keeping the area smooth and clean. i am growing a triangular form of hair lined from all sides by hairless skin. The most painful part is plucking hair from the inner sides of my thighs, up near the balls and perineum. You must draw your skin tight as you epilate your inner thighs, as the epilator easily grabs loose skin, and creates a lot of small bloody cuts.

Also epilating around the asshole is difficult. i don’t have time to do it daily. Every once in a while i take tweezers and pluck hairs from my anus area with a mirror to complete the asshole area. Regularly i epilate all sides of my pubic triangle, including between penis and the triangle, the sides of my genitals and the perineum. Besides i epilate round my nipples, and frame my thigh hair by epilating everything that would show above my stockings.

Mistress gives little attention to my well groomed genitals. During the last month She has touched my penis once, and She never feels my hairless crotch, but through clothes. A couple of times She has surprised me during this month, grasping my ass and balls from behind. She did that last weekend while i was cooking by the stove, and made me wet immediately. i like kitchen work anyway more than any other house work. i don’t remember Her touching my bare buttocks during this month.

So am i doing all this grooming for nothing? In a way, but epilating is the only long period of time reserved for me touching my undercarriage, and i get direct sexual stimulation from epilating – the pain caused by it to me nether parts – so i get wet from epilating. i wouldn’t be doing it daily though (5 mintues per morning and longer once a week) if Mistress hadn’t imposed that on me. That alone is a big enough reason for keeping my pubic area clean and smooth, even if She would never take a look there.

Thursday, 24 September 2009

Slave's birthday

It’s my 42nd birthday today, on a Sunday. I am the first to wake up in the morning, but Mistress is wakes up too. i ask whether She wants sandwiches or porridge. She lets me suckle on Her nipples and masturbate with my fingertips until She orders it to stop. I get up, lay my bed, dress, put the porridge kettle on the stove and go epilating and shaving for 5 minutes while it cooks. i get back to the kitchen and wait until the porridge is ready. Mistress comes down, i greet Her eagerly. i get Her the morning paper. As i go, i take care to close the closet door neatly, i had a bad habit of leaving them open, i try to get rid of all my sloppy behaviour as i might get punished for it now, i don’t know.

i put the paper on the kitchen table by Mistress’s place. As She comes, i draw the chair for Her. A hot steaming tea cup is ready for Her too. Soon i sit by Her and eye Her paper.

She doesn’t mention my birthday, but then She gets me a parcel and i hug Her. In the parcel there is a red and grey striped tricot shirt, long sleeved, and sloggi briefs. She wants to see them on me at once. i ask if i put only them on, She says: “Also your pants”. i go and change. The shirt is very tight. It is going to me my new slave costume. You don’t get macho in a red striped tricot shirt. In the birthday card it reads “Have a surprising birthday”, it gets me excited.

As everybody’s eaten there is excess porridge, i have to eat it from the kettle so that nothings goes to waste. Now Mistress inform me and Mats that it’s time for a game hour. Mats chooses Carcassonne, we play one game, i win 120-98. Next She orders me to turn the car, as i try to get back in, She says to wait by the car, i return there. They come out, they put a blindfold on me right on the yard! The kids are taking part in this, dad will get into the back seat blindfolded and he will be driven to a secret place. The blindfold is thick and tight, a bug scarf, i can’t see anything. Anyway i am able to track the movements of the car well at first, but it goes on tens of kilometres, and finally i am totally surprised when they remove the blindfold and we are in the middle of fields. They still don’t tell me where we are, they take me on a nature hike, in the forest. We look at various objects, gradually i start to get a hint of where we are.

She hints me to go not on the track but by the track and pick mushroom the sort She likes. i move off the track immediately. She instructs me how to serve O/our snacks, i get a choice of old instant coffee or tea. After the break She instructs how to pack O/our bags and off we go. W/we have another break, i arrange seats for all, Mistress orders me to pour the drinks, and says openly that i get a drink only if there’s something left after all Others. There is none left.

When i eat, Mats gives me his present, self made toffee sheets! They had not forgotten my birthday, just lured me. Normally i am not allowed to drink alcohol and eat sweets so i ask Mistress when kids don’t hear, whether i may eat it and how much. Mistress gives me permission to eat this candy my whole birthday. After being without candy for weeks this IS a good present. Of course i share my gift with O/others, T/they too like it.

The trek continues, i try to move as quickly in the woods as T/they on the track and then on the road. We get back to the car and as a chauffeur i may now drive the family to a nearby design shop of Mistress’s choice. i ask Mistress if i my sit in its cafĂ©, i may not. It starts t rain. i offer to fetch the car to the door, and drive the family back home only a little wet. Mistress reminds me discreetly about the rule to always stay exactly on my lane on the road – i had forgotten that already.

At home starts hard work. i must clean and peel the mushrooms – whole 10 litres of them. A bit embarrassed i ask permission to make coffee for myself. Normally i may not ask anything for myself as i shall want what Mistress wants and no more.

Mistress helps me with the mushrooms at first, then goes do some woodwork. What a lovely, public, humiliating switch of male and female roles! Next i am ordered to make a full dinner: salad for starters, mushroom-veggie casserole, cooked vegetables and steaks. Simultaneously i need to heat up the sauna. i really need to hurry, there are so many dishes in my birthday dinner.

We eat, i clear the table, we go to sauna. Mistress just visits it briefly, i stay longer, drink my allowed diet cola, and do the long water aerobics. Later i may work on this diary while She puts the kids in bed. i report to Her, change to night wear, wash up and report again. She sends me to wish goodnight for Mats who is reading in his bed. Then back to bedroom. i am made to read aloud for a while sitting on the bed, but Mistress is tired.

She allows me a birthday wank, with whole hand, on my knees on the floor, pyjama pants in my knees. i get to the edge quickly, and as i slow down because of that, Mistress orders me to stop. This birthday stays in my mind long, because of the fun “kidnap” section.