Thursday, 29 October 2009
This morning i leave for work later than usual, which means i will make the bed, i get a wonderful, long kiss from Mistress and i have time to epilate 10 minutes. The triangle which is left of my pubic hair is nearly finished. i have been gradually enlarging the area which i keep epilated.
In the evening Women go for a walk, while i’m busy with my chores. My mother-in-law is still on Her long visit to O/our house. They make the meal while i continue with my chores. i eat with moderation, i take care to lose weight myself. i get also a little cheap white wine. i get to clean up the kitchen. Then i massage Mistress’s toes in the living room, even though mother-in-law comes to sit nearby. They start watching telly. i ask if i can go and fell a tree, but instead Mistress puts me look up small, but safe cars in the net. We have been talking about me and Wife swapping cars and me getting a new small car. From tests i find bmw118d, volvo c30, toyota corolla and kia ceed.
Then i must make tea, i bring tea cups to the Women watching TV, mother-in-law says i should have not bothered. i go supervise Mats getting to bed, and leave to pluck my ball hairs with tweezers. It is difficult for Mistress to deal out direct orders when Her mama is there. Then She gets upstairs, orders me to brush my teeth, change to pyjamas, get Her a flashlight for Her nightly toilet trips, do 25+25 abdominals, and read a novel while She reads Hers, on my knees.
The next day is quite uneventful. Women are at a party. i am ordered to move pictures from the camera to the computer and eat leftovers. After that i browse S/M pictures that i have copied from the net, as there are no other orders. They get back, not many new orders. i show my car favourites from the net, i get allowed to test drive them. As mother-in-law talks over the phone, Mistress orders me to prepare porridge and tea. In the evening i have to do some aerobics. After that i wait on my knees for further orders looking Her intensively in the eye. She reads Her book, and is happy for me attentiveness. Then early to sleep, no permission to masturbate.
Wednesday, 28 October 2009
i have been asked about money issues in O/our household – whether Mistress can use my account etc.
Well, we have joint accounts. We both go to work, Mistress works part-time, so i earn most of the income. i handle in practise O/our bank affairs, paying the bills etc, it’s part of my service. my responsibility is also that there is always credit in Her credit card and cash in her debit card.
She can use my earnings at Her will, but i cannot. i am allowed to go to lunch during workdays and i do all shopping for groceries, but according to Her wishes. i am responsible for keeping kitchen stocked. i update a shopping list according to shortages in stuff and menus that She approves beforehand.
Buying candies or alcohol for myself is not allowed. Regular clothes purchases for me are OK, sometimes She supervises that. i don’t use barbershop, She cuts my hair. She is talented in that. i would like to buy a lot of sex toys, but She allows it very rarely, even though we have large investments. i may take care of investments, as She is not interested in that.
All travelling, bigger purchases etc. are decided by Her. i don’t think any 24/7 Mistress should settle for less.
Monday, 26 October 2009
In the morning we wake up at the same time, i make the bed. i am ordered to bring one of the laundry piles i sorted to the washing machine, She says it was sorted right. i put on the new present tricot shirt and Sloggi briefs, it pays, as She bites my nipple that protrudes slightly through the shirt. Downstairs mother-in-law has already done some breakfast; my Wife gives orders to her too. Soon we are working in the yard with the garden project, working a long time with Mistress supervising. She says She might be interested in intercourse today. It triggers some daring talk from me, but She puts me in place by saying She will use a dildo if I’m not good. i come into problems with my work and i swear. Mistress forbids the use of ‘fuck’ as a swear word.
She makes me run errands: concretely running, for instance to get a measuring tape from the other side of the yard. Lunch is done by mother-in-law. Mistress discreetly directs me to eat leftover minced meat sticks. i try as discreetly to ask for a permission to have some dessert. Then i make coffee for all and clear the table, clean up the kitchen. Nobody’s picked up the paper, i may do it, running. Again back to yard, we continue until all boards are used. i am so tired i say all thinking is up to Her from now on. Then i have to put tools in place and go warm up the sauna. i get ordered to go to sauna first. i ask and get permission not to do water aerobics and to take my weekly bottle of beer.
After sauna i have to lay the table for supper, clean up the kitchen, lights off, kids to bed, washing my teeth. Mistress orders me to lock the bedroom door, strip, get on my knees to Her. She rises, turns Her butt to me, lifts her skirt, Her bare buttocks in front of me. Order to kiss the butt (and nothing but Her butt, e.g. not Her pussy). She orders me to get a condom, put it on. i take care the condom keeps my foreskin in front so it covers my glans. That’s my secret way of making me last longer than Mistress. She orders me in the bed on my back. She sits on my waist, uncovers Her breasts and lowers them on my face. i suck each nipple in turn, stretching them with my lips and biting them with my gums.
She settles on my penis, and fucks me a few thrusts, then gives me permission to fuck Her from below. keeping Her supported by Her hands, which rest on my wrists, pinning them to the bed. She lets me suck Her nipples simultaneously, but i have to raise my head from the bed to be able to, and strain my neck.
The bed is too noisy, She doesn’t want to disturb Her mother, She moves the blankets on the floor and orders me lie on top of them. Now the cupboard starts to squeak. She orders me back on the bed, on my side. Finally we get into a steady rhythm, with me behind Her, partially even on top of Her. i accelerate gradually. When the rhythm is quick enough, i lengthen the thrusts, until i’m fucking Her with frequent, deep thrusts. She orgasms before i’m even close. She spasms long, stopping my movements, holding me in place by digging Her fingers in my buttock. All of the sudden i’m getting close to orgasm, but i manage to hold it until She withdraws. She asks whether i was close, and orders me to lie on my back and masturbate my condomed penis with my full hand, kneading my nipples painfully. i edge two times until She notices and She orders me to bed.
Saturday, 24 October 2009
On Saturday morning i slept late, made the bed and got the morning paper. Soon we left for Her mother’s place. i drive like Her chauffeur. i ask her what route She wants. She tells me not to pass to many cars, and i obey. Lots of small chores that Mistress assigns to me: carrying stuff to car, putting things in their places.
In the evening then kids are in bed, She makes me sort dirty laundry. For every mistake there’s going to be an additional punishment. As i’m ready She already in bed, and i have to go kneeling by the bed as She reads Her book and ignores me. My eyes start wandering, She tells me to stay focused. i have to wait 20 minutes at least. Then She commands me to sleep without allowing me to masturbate.
Saturday, 17 October 2009
i’m working in the evening tonight as well, so nothing happening with my Mistress. During the night She awakes me. “The cat is meowing, let it out”. i am a very hard sleeper, when the kids were small, She couldn’t get me up and take care of them during the night. She has now said that if W/we had been in D/s already during that time, She would have used me to care for the kids, and as a consequence, She would have agreed to have more kids. What a pity, i would have liked that.
i hit a door trying to walk out the bedroom to find the cat. i close it into a room in the other end of the house. i am glad She used me.
On Friday it’s back to business. Mistress selects me certain leftovers for my meal. She uses me as Her worker in the yard, at Her beck and call, digging plants from the ground and moving them to other locations. fixing the climber plant stand, putting things in place.
Then it’s time to take kids into their hobby; we are going to have time together with Mistress! First She orders me to undress to my briefs and don an apron that leaves my butt uncovered. then i need to run Her errands, arranging things around the house and i must pass several windows while at it.
Next She supervises an aerobics workout for me: “on your back on the living room carpet, raise your legs up, let them down slowly… more slowly!. Push-ups, keeping my neck up without support. She makes me take a break to make tea for Her.
i’ll fetch kids and prepare sandwiches and tea for supper. Lastly i may masturbate one minute sharp, taking time with my own watch, first time with two fingers only, on my knees of course. i belong to Her again.
Thursday, 8 October 2009
In the morning Mistress supervises my daily epilation. She has waken up because Lina had an early start, Lina’s already left. She’s again my strong Mistress, gives orders about things to do, talks about redoing together, just the two of us, the 11th August trip that started all this D/s. We notice that my newest belt is too large for me – i’ve lost so much weight. She informs me that She will increase my gym workouts, but i will get solid food. i’m enthusiastic again.
i get back from work assignment which included a trip to the theatre with our bankers only when Mistress is already in bed. i tell Her about the play: Beauty and the beast from a D/s perspective: subdued servants, a Candle figure holding his hands up and a Cup which wears a sailor suit, and spends most of its time on his knees, walking on his knees etc.
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
Tuesday. That day i had been Mistress’s slave for one month. (It has took me now 8 months to post my diary entries form that month, sorry).
The day starts well, as Mistress rises up before me, and i can make the bed as i wake up. i told her yesterday about a funny fantasy game: let’s paint a target in my butt, and She starts to hit it with a slingshot, shooting little U-shaped pieces of wire into my buttocks. i decide to do a slingshot for Her for out 1 month anniversary, i think i can do it without her permission as it is my present to Her. i cannot find materials for that in shops, but luckily Mistress has programmed my evening so that i take Lina to rehearsals first and then Mats to orienteering, as She goes to an exhibition opening to the neighbouring town.
i take needles and thread with me, thin green rubber coated wire, scissors and a knife. During the orienteering i walk in the forest looking for the perfect branch fork to make a slingshot. i keep looking, 20 minutes go by, and i have to settle for a living willow tree as Mats calls me that he’s already finished. i cut the fork part off. So i didn’t have time to prepare the slingshot in the car waiting for Mats as i had planned. As i am ready with the fork, to my great dismay i notice that the stealth of the knife is missing, i must have left it in the woods. i try to look for it but have to stop as Mats is waiting for me.
At home i carve the slingshot, i make a nice handle, i stitch a rubber band into place, i make 10 shots, and put everything in the bedroom in a present bag. i have also warmed up the sauna, i go to sauna with Mats and do water aerobics for a long time. She arrives home, goes to sauna quickly while i continue my aerobics. As i join Her, i am somehow stuck because of her weariness yesterday, and maybe the novelty of this D/s has worn off for my point of view as well. i am also annoyed by the loss of the shealth, and i am not the usual puppy enthusiastic about its Mistress. Instead i sigh. Mistress and even Lina notice my sigh. Lina imitates it. They have already made supper sandwiches for themselves. Kitchen is dirty, has been the whole evening, i have not had time to clean it up. i start making sandwiches for myself. Mistress comes to me and returns me to my subdued position by saying “Oh you are going to eat. The laundry basket needs to be taken upstairs” while Mats is in the same room and listening. “Yes” i say, and start taking it upstairs right away, putting my and Mistress’s laundry in place in O/our closets. Then i am allowed to eat.
i clean up the kitchen completely before reporting upstairs. Good night to Mats, brushing my teeth, Mistress already in bed. i may give Her the present, She tests the strength of stitches, and debates if i would have needed a permission – i had used Her equipment. i also disclose the stealth is missing. She is very annoyed, it was Her “Missyknife” and now the edge may get damaged. She says i will have to go looking for it again. She doesn’t thank me, says that if i imagined it being used right away, i will have to get disappointed. She points out it’s is fresh wood, the wooden handle being still damp.
i warm up the soles of Her feet against my balls as instructed, on at a time. She says that She nearly fell asleep yesterday, while i was doing the same thing. Then She commands me to get her woollen socks and put them on Her feet, and settle on my knees to l read Her architecture book. Now and then i wriggle into a crouching position to show her the pictures. i read aloud half an hour, then She orders me to stop. She wants water, i have to get a glass downstairs. i may have some water myself, i am thirsty after the sauna.
Then i may masturbate with my fingertips. She says She doesn’t like the bed swaying. i say it’s ok to do it on my knees or crouching on the floor. She wonders about the crouching position, wants me to sow it to Her. i take my pyjama pants off, and tell Her it’s strenuous to be crouching, it puts a time limit into masturbating. She thinks it’s weird, but She lets me masturbate crouching. The expression on my face becomes soon ecstatic and i start to stare into space, so She makes me stop shortly. Then to bed. i may not kiss Her now, but i am allowed to feel Her neck etc.
Sunday, 4 October 2009
Monday. As i get back from home, Mistress is cooking, and i am sent to pick up herbs from the kitchen garden. After that i may work in the study, and then dig holes in the ground for Mistress’s new pergola’s supports, and help Her erect them.
Back inside, i must make supper with Lina as Mistress is helping Mats with his homework. i make sandwiches, tea for Mistress, i clean up the kitchen and empty the vegetable dryer. Up, i prepare the bedroom. Mistress has PMS, She’s is irritable. She’s not in a shape to order me around today. Normally She likes me report to Her after tasks, so i keep following Her, but She gets tired of that too. i say “Now it has lost its taste” i’m depressed: She has grown tired of this after all.
She notices the situation, and tries to make it all right by cuddling. Then we have to put things in place together, as O/our cleaner woman is coming tomorrow. Mistress notices that i have been eating my birthday candy again today, She notices that i need permission for that from now on. She order me to put on night clothes. After brushing my teeth i have to read the architecture book to Her while kneeling by O/our bed, pants in knees. Then to sleep.