Wednesday, 29 December 2010

CB-2000 arrives

i'm now back from O/our holiday, and resume posting, but maybe a little slower phase due to other hurries.


i return home late after work and doing grocery shopping. i notice Mistress on the yard and report to Her in the middle of emptying the car. She was going to collect the cb-2000 parcel from the mail office but She lost the receipt. i have to go and prepare the dinner. i make leek-potato purée soup, one of Her favourites, and pasta sauce for the kids, i’m busy as the kids need to be taken to their hobbies soon.

i may retrieve the cb parcel after driving the kids to the swimming hall. At home i present the box to Mistress kneeling, unopened. She asks what i will do to earn it? i say i will clean up the kitchen, it was left very untidy. She says the quicker i do it the quicker the box will be opened. i clean up and wash the kitchen very carefully, i think, but She points a few spots i missed and removes the grating of the gas range for me to wash also that properly.

But She doesn’t let me open the box just yet. She makes me empty the washing machine, and teach Her the use of O/our new camera and install the instructions on Her laptop before bringing Her a glass of wine. Then i may sit on the floor before her to open the box. i read the instructions first. i ordered it from and they have included some nice extra clues as well.

i get a measuring tape to measure the diameter of my genitals: 18 cm, about the same as the biggest a-ring. Mistress does not believe i would have such large equipment, so She orders me to use the second biggest ring. i slide it in place, succeeding with second try. Then i examine the spacers and locking pins but i start getting a hard-on. i insert the longest points of intrigue, but get another erection and the points bite sharply at the base of penis. i get the hard-on down by thinking about work issues and snap! i manage to slip the cage over my shaft and it is ready to be locked for the first time.

i fit in the tiny cb-2000 well, until an erection starts to creep in again, and i have to bend into a heap, legs spread, my penis in agony. Mistress gets excited at once, presses me against a table my butt up in the air and sinks Her teeth once again my buttock, fondling my balls simultaneously from behind. i nearly howl from pain as the points dig into my meat.

i try to give the key to Her, but She tells me to put it in the chest together with the instructions and the surplus parts, and hen i must burn the package, though it is neat and anonymous without Tickleberry name showing. As i busy myself, my penis returns to its flaccid state and the cb is painless. But with the cb being new i get erections every so often and the rather tight (some 17 cm diameter) a-ring that goes behind my balls works as a penis ring and strengthens erections. Then points of intrigue start causing nearly unbearable pain. i notice i´m all wet as i’m squashed in the cage.

Soon i have to leave to pick up the kids – first time in thee cb outside home. No problems. In the evening She orders the cage removed. Weekends and apparently all the time at home i will have free time, but i have to use the tight a-ring. During the night it hurts, as it stiffens the nocturnal erection, but after initial problems early in the night i sleep well.

Sunday, 12 December 2010

A surprising Thursday fuck


As i get back on my yard from work, i still settle the last business issues over the phone. She’s working in the garden. i change clothes immediately and report to Her in the garden. i get directions to eat and warm up the sauna for Lina. i obey swiftly. W/we bath in sauna together and i do full water workout in the pool.

After sauna i pile folded laundry and carry them upstairs without being prompted to. We have some smoked reindeer for supper. As W/we watch Simpsons, Mistress tells me to go and peel Her a carrot. i raise myself right away saying nothing and obey. i bring Her the carrot and return to clean up the kitchen. She goes to put Lina to sleep and directs me upstairs to get ready for bed.

In the bedroom She takes a condom, orders me to lock the door and open the toy chest. i see that She is wearing a short silk nighty and stockings. She orders me to remove my socks and put on ankle and wrist bracelets and put the electric dog training collar on my neck. “Remove the (sleeveless) shirt! Stand up! Turn around! Walk backwards!” She highlights Her commands with various shocks on the collar. After backing up my g-string clad ass is in front of Her face. She rises from the bed where She was sitting, sinks Her teeth in my left buttock and bites hard. She gives me a strong shock simultaneously, i cry out, but She keeps Her teeth in my buttock. She orders me on my back in the bed, the shocks continue. She ties my wrists higher in the headboard of the bed than before, climbs on top of me and takes off Her negligee, revealing a black corset, and wonderful bare breasts in front of me, but i may not lick the pussy nor breasts, before She offers them to me. First She does suction treatment to my ear, then i may raise my head and suck each nipple in turn. She grinds Her crotch against my penis which is still inside my g-string, then removes my thong as i raise my ass, puts a condom on my penis, and masturbates me, pulling my balls with Her other hand – awesome – and lets me fuck Her from below.

Next She fucks me by letting me spread my legs as far as they go, and lay still, as She moves her loins back and forth. i may even bend my knees and draw my legs towards my head. Wonderful! She removes my hands, and lets me fuck Her from behind, on O/our sides, and finally in doggy position, until She cums. i am not fast enough, so i am left without orgasm. i have to hurry and clear everything up and back into the toy chest, lock it up, take the condom into kitchen trash and get to sleep.

i love the fact that W/we make love only after Her initiative, when She wants it.

Saturday, 11 December 2010

She's not into watching me wank


As i get home She’s watching Channel 4 along the hint i gave Her while driving home, as my mobile alarmed me of one tv show possibly interesting to Her. i change clothes, eat. my mom calls me as i prepare garlic marinade for Her. She wants to go for a walk, W/we do, then She sends me to collect the detergent order She made through a network friend. W/we watch tv together, Lina prepares the supper. i put a machine load of laundry to dry. i finish off with the marinade.

At night W/we talk about sex. She doesn’t like watching my masturbate, hasn’t been watching it for half a year now. i get sad, remain in my thoughts. She says humping Her leg might be more likable. A silver lining to darkest cloud.

PS. W/we are leaving for a vacation in a few days, so don't worry if no updates appear before Christmas.

Friday, 10 December 2010

Mistress’s birthday

So many times i have heard accounts of special sessions organized on a slave’s birthday. But i can’t recall any story of Mistress’s birthday. Funny!?

Well, Hers went like this.

In the morning i only give Her the flowers, as She wakes up. Kids have prepared Her gifts also.

In the evening after work i take Lina to her hobby after visiting a grocery store. At home i wash part of the fridge as Mistress has put this on my chore list. i prepare tomorrow’s meal in advance. Mistress lets me put on the frilly lacy apron She bought me during our Tenerife holiday, as i am allowed to cook in my work clothes, W/we are going to the restaurant after that. She grabs my penis through my clothes, as i mention to Her that Her tongue in my ear does not disgust me but gives me an erection.

Then i take Her and Lina to the fanciest restaurant in town, where W/we eat an expensive menu. W/we all eat so much that W/we feel sick the rest of the evening.

Thursday, 9 December 2010

Some sexual harassment

i bring a machineful of laundry downstairs in the morning and switch on the washing machine. As i get back from work i purchase flowers as tomorrow’s Mistress’s birthday. i reserve a table at a good restaurant. i am still engaged in work discussions on my mobile ad i get home, eat and change clothes. Then solving Her email problems. Out, helping Mistress to build a wall to a flowerbed.

In the evening She harasses me in bed. She presses my perineum behind my balls hard with Her finger, sucks my ear, bites my buttocks leaving strong marks, squeezes my buttocks and my balls. My thong stays on all the time, and no touching my penis. She let me also lie on top of Her and imitate fucking Her, but She had no intention going further.

Wednesday, 8 December 2010

Active Sunday

i wake up at 7, shorter time in net, otherwise same morning procedure. i have been soaking barley groats overnight, but making porridge out of them is a long process and unfortunately Mistress has to wait for Her breakfast a bit. i get the paper and serve Her. As W/we eat i go through tv guide and mark Her favorite programs and program alarms in my phone for them. She informs i am not to go to the gym, but out to saw and rake a certain area. After that i will have to get large manure bags She has bought from a farmer and spread the contents in the places She shows me.

Next i prepare lunch, quickly using leftovers, for Her a freshened brie salad, for me mixed oldest leftovers. i practise a very submissive facial expression as i serve Her tea and a cookie, then more tea and an extra cookie. i clean up kitchen As She drinks tea, and i may drink my other daily small cup of coffee now.

W/we go out on the yard again, more sawing, raking and taking trash to the compost. Then She proclaims it’s time to put the rowing boat in the sea, She defines in a detailed way how She wants it equipped. She is not content with my regular rowing phase, instead i must really exercise, and W/we notice that my condition has improved so much i can row us against the wind a longish time without getting exhausted.

She orders me to prepare dinner, it’s chicken masala with rice and self made naan bread. It takes nearly two hours to prepare i, including laying the table, and i also warm up the sauna meanwhile.

In the evening Mistress quite as a surprise jabs my balls. i’m on my knees, She drags my upper body on the bed and bites me in my arm and my ear, sticks Her tongue in my ear. She tells me to pluck the hair from my ears, i do it in the morning.

Monday, 6 December 2010

Yes! - She's not pregnant!


Mistress’s period starts in the evening, W/we are happy again and D/s continues.

i wake up before 7am, have time for the net, epilating, making breakfast gruel. She accepts my breakfast serving, which wasn’t granted at that time. Finally i find out the proper they to brew green tea (the water must not be too hot, and the tea leaves must be removed after 5 minutes).

She wants a good quality shredder as Her birthday present, i have to find out the models and retailers, and She joins me to purchase it and do groceries shopping. She buys expensive pants for Herself.

At home i make a shrimps salad. She watches some tv shows as i remind Her of them, and then She wants to take a walk with me. After that Her period starts, and W/we feel so relieved. She already got so worried, She even said She was going nuts as She was crying yesterday. Now it’s all past!

i prepare a dinner of Her favorite brie-fig-salad and barbecue some sausages and corncobs according to Her wishes. After i have cleaned up ktichen W/we watch some Discovery channel together before starting a games evening, which She has decided about. W/we play board games till the night.

Before going to sleep i must do a workout, and as i kneel by the bed after that in my thong, She orders me to turn around on my knees. She watches my butt and – ‘Let’s go to sleep’.

Saturday, 4 December 2010

Kids leave to school before U/us. As W/we are alone, Mistress offers me Her foot to worship. i kiss Her foot, remove the sock and lick the foot. i may also suck the big toe, then to work, giddyup.

On Wednesday evening i move some plants under Mistress’s direction, maintain the chain saw and saw some firewood. i take a quick shower in the morning and don’t warm up the sauna to save time for working. i have to go to grocery store both evenings, which She scolds me for: i have to plan ahead so that i need to buy groceries only twice a week.

W/we go to sleep early on both days. She has got used to using my services even during the night: “Put the lights on!” “Lights off!. i wake up at 5.15 and use the wee hours for Femdom literature i found on


Her period is late. i try to follow Her around, to be available as She may have some orders for me. But She says She’s fucked up with me, O/our relation is in crises during the evening. She doesn’t lead me, so i just warm up the sauna as kids are in the swimming hall.

Thursday, 2 December 2010

Polishing Her boots


Alarm sets off at 5.40, it’s dark and i’m tired. After epilating and breakfast i have to go to the toilet. Mistress ordered me to masturbate today for 2 minutes so i take my laptop with me and reading Femdom Society i sit on the toilet and masturbate. i end up with a ruined orgasm, exceed the time limit a little, i take my hand away and a little pool appears on the toilet floor. i lick it away.


As i get home Mistress controls my schedule strictly: She makes me wash Her winter footwear including soles and polish them. That’s interrupted as i have to leave to pick up Lina from her hobby. Later She orders me gardening work, to cut stems of perennial plants and rake.

Tuesday, 30 November 2010

i have to toil with a sweet smile on my face

She has woken up before me. It’s 6.45. i prepare some gruel and tea first, get the paper, then ask permission to epilate and after that i make coffee for myself and eat breakfast. Then i have work to do: emptying the compost, She orders me to do that smelly job first thing Sunday morning. Besides i’ll have to empty the central vacuum cleaner dust container, remove its filter and clean it thoroughly (outside, it’s so dusty job), which takes long. As it is ready, and the parts and the surroundings vacuumed, W/we’ll leave for the gym together.

Back at home, i make lunch. i have marked a lot of tv shows for Her, She and Lina watch those. After the meal, tea (i bring many cups of tea to Mistress today) and coffee She sends me to do some sawing, after a few log slices She calls me to pick up Mats.

Later in the evening, as kids and Mistress watch tv, i slip into the kitchen to prepare a lot of enchilados. She surprises me writing with my mobile as i wait for the chicken to melt in the pan, and i get sour for a minute. She notices it and starts poking my fingers and nipples with a sharp knife until i confess that the reason may be Her weak condition because of Her pregnancy suspects. Later by bedtime She orders me a punishment, IcyHot gel in my balls, until i confess again my feelings for Her. She gives me permission to masturbate for 2 minutes tomorrow.

Monday, 29 November 2010

Mistress orders me with Her on a long walk around a nearby cape, on the way back She buys a bag of candies and lets me have exactly 10 licorice candies.

After the walk She wants me to prepare a new meal for lunch, we’ll eat the rest of the masala for dinner. i make mushroom-cauliflower-soup and chili con carne for kids, before Mats leaves for his nightover. Before dinner i will still make a chocolate cake and serve it to the W/women who are watching tv. i have made a lot of marks in the tv guide for Mistress for today. Clearing dirty dishes and taking care of the dishwasher is of course part of my duties. i use free time to write my story ‘Pro’ with my mobile.

Sunday, 28 November 2010

Worries about possible pregnancy

Mother-in-law has left and She returns me immediately into the kitchen, i prepare shrimp masala and rice. She’s afraid that She might be pregnant thanks to O/our experiments without the condom. Her back wouldn’t like that.

She’s still worried. She orders me to grocery’s as i return from work, as i call Her and ask. After getting the kids to their swimming She goes through all Her worries about a possible pregnancy at such mature age, abortion etc. and bursts in tears.

Friday, 26 November 2010

Mistress and Her mom having fun as i toil

On Tuesday i have to go to grocery store on the way home, then put the laundry out to dry, eat leftovers, pick up Lina, visit another grocery store, get a bag of mould in to warm, and clean the tumbledryer of fluff. Mistress has been out on the town with Her mom shopping and having fun, as O/our cleaner has been cleaning the house. She has been having lunch using my card, driving the Mercedes i used to drive…

i have to fold the laundry and deliver it to everyone. i have to eat the old food just as a new meal is prepared for O/others. Then She sends me to shower and cuts my hair very short, She’s really good at doing that. i nearly finish Her book that i am reading to Her every night.

Thursday, 25 November 2010

A weekend at Her mom's

On Friday i had a day off. W/we wake up together and i may even try to seduce Her, rub Her pussy and clit and even fuck Her a bit before She tells me to stop.

After breakfast She orders me to make sandwiches for provisions and pack them in a bag: She was going to take me on a long walk. i follow half a step behind Her at Her side, She walks and walks, all the way to a nature resort island some 7km away. As W/we return, my legs are dead tired, i drag them. They hurt still next week.

After lunch i may prepare a lunch from leftovers and then a dinner that takes three hours to prepare: lamb korma, pan of vegetables and self-made chapati bread.

In the night, the petting starts over as W/we are in bed, i may fuck Her, no condom. First on top of Her then on all fours, like She wants it. She starts cumming and i have to withdraw as i would start cumming too i a moment. That interferes with Her cumming, She’s not happy about that.

W/we spent the weekend at Her mom’s, and on Sunday She takes me for a whole day to clean up my dad’s apartment, which was Her idea. She joins me there in the afternoon to pick me up for the dinner according to Her schedules. Her mom travels after the weekend with us, She will stay some time in O/our place.

Wednesday, 24 November 2010

My big blunder

In the morning i get the trailer and pick up Lina’s new bed in a nearby town, drive with it to work. i get an SMS ‘good slaveboy’.

At home W/we unload the bed, i help putting Mistress’s old loom apart to make room for the bed. She orders me to get some rest, She continues with Lina. i write my diary, then T/they order me again to help. i have to wash the surfaces of the bed.

W/we eat some supper, and after that turns out that Mistress is angry: ‘ i couldn’t get you to obey today’. i am surprised, but don’t make a number of it. She orders me to bare my arm and She pricks it with a needle. She pricks my fingertips after that: it feels so sharp! i ask what She wants me to do now. She lets me stay and watch some tv, as She goes to put kids to bed. i make a big mistake and go to my laptop. She catches me, starts the silent treatment, gives up the Mistress role

Her anger is already passing. i send Her very apologizing SMS’s. She even grants me permission to get the chastity belt! She informs W/we are going to the mall together. i pick up Her and Lina and follow them around in the mall.

Tuesday, 23 November 2010

Licking the floor

On Tuesday morning Mistress and me were left alone as Lina left to school. She grabs me by the neck, takes me to the biowaste bin, and pushes me to the floor. i lick in my mouth and eat four onion skins from the carpet, as She first keeps Her foot on top of my head and then moves it to rub my balls. Then i must kiss Her socks – what a humiliation!

As i get home from work i pick up Lina and visit grocery store. At home, as kids are not near, Mistress tells me She’s found another onion skin: they are falling from the confines of the biowaste basket. She points at the floor before Her. i kneel there and lower my head to the floor, give the floor a lick, and as i chew the skin, Mistress presses Her foot to my head so roughly i am afraid She breaks my glasses.

She has arranged that i will go to clean my father’s apartment on the next holiday.

i have to go to my neighbour next to turn his trailer, as Mistress has won an bed auction in eBay, and i will have to pick it up tomorrow.

By bedtime i read a couple of chapters from Her book on my knees. Then i may get under Her blanker and press myself against Her warm breasts in the dark.

Monday, 22 November 2010

Due for a punishment

i wake up early and have some net time before epilating. At work i receive an SMS saying She has found some onion skins on the floor, and will make me eat them.

At home She orders me to eat the oldest leftovers. i ask permission to have a hot dog later, with Lina overhearing.

Sunday, 21 November 2010

A hard day - falling asleep kneeling

i wake up only at 7am and use my morning net allowance for porn. Then i epilate, prepare gruel again, get the paper, lay the table etc. Mistress wakes up and tells me to collect red laundry for the washing machine. Then i may take care of the bills. i will go to the gym, Mistress joins me to have a walk.

Back at home i start preparing lunch. After lunch i may serve the tea and have my cup of tea. She says She likes me in a pair of jeans, a t-shirt and black leather belt. i’ll have to scurry upstairs to get Her knitting. She doesn’t seem to have time to go through my proposals from tv guide for Her.

At 4pm W/we go out on the yard. i have to continue cutting the apple trees for an hour. Then i have to hurry to get the dinner ready in time: lamb curry and bhuna potatoes. They require quite a lot of effort. i have to peel a lot of onions, and Mistress wonders why i’m not using Her technique of dipping them in hot water. As i peel them dry some skins are falling on the floor. i promise to clean the floor up. She encourages me by saying i have to eat those skins that She finds on the floor!

i lay the table and invite everyone to eat, go to put some more firewood in the sauna oven and get more from the wood shed. Then i join them eating, clear the table afterwards, go to sauna with a plastic mug full of wine that She gives me.

In the evening i’m reading the book again on my knees, fighting not to fall asleep in the middle of a sentence.

Saturday, 20 November 2010

Hard working Saturday with a prize

i wake up at 6.45 so i have time to epilate and prepare gruel and eat and plan the weekly menu and go through Her tv schedule for the week a bit before it’s 8am and i have to be outside cutting apple trees as per her order. i also get the Saturday paper, but don’t open it. No net time today.

Cutting the branches is hard work. She had ordered me to continue 1,5 hours. i look at my watch, only half an hour gone. My neck aches more and more, as i must look upwards all the time. i little before 9.30 Mistress shouts for me to stop and return. As i am back inside i notice my shirt is all wet from my sweat and i feel so weak i suggest Mistress would drive U/us to O/our Spanish intensive lesson. i get better and have to drive.

In the lesson i wear proudly Mistress’s “Reserved” tag in my neck chain. As lunchtime comes, i warm up Mistress’s meal, bring it to Her and then warm mine. After the lesson W/we stop at a grocery shop, at home i out the groceries in cupboards, and then She tells me to continue cutting tree branches for one more hour. She gives a few liquorice sweets in my pocket and orders me to take one each 15 minutes. Yummy, i have been missing liquorice so much.

Next is dinner time, i prepare salmon soup and a chocolate cake for dessert. A mud cake type, that has become O/our family favorite. After dinner She orders me to divide Her seedlings into separate pots.

By bedtime, after reading Her book aloud for a long time, i try to seduce Her. She likes me in my sleeveless shirt, as i seem more muscular in it. She orders me to lock the door. She sits at the edge of the bed and i may kneel before Her and push my penis in Her pussy and do a few thrusts. Then She orders me to get a condom and put it on. Then i may fuck her on all fours. She wants to change the position and W/we try on O/our sides, with me partly on top of Her. Quite soon She starts to cum. i am not yet on the edge, and i’m left without. She says it’s good, as i require so much discipline after my orgasms. ‘Take the condom away and bring me a glass of water!’

Friday, 19 November 2010

Homemade ball weight

She asks if i am wearing the small strap around my ball sac. No, i have forgotten. She ordered me to put it on yesterday. i put it on now. i get the spicy shrimps ready with a little help from her before it’s time for me to take kids to their hobbies. She joins me as a surprise. i don’t know what She’s up to. She wants to walk from the sports center towards town. She says ‘A dog heels at the side’ and ‘It’s a pity I forgot the dog collar.’ She walks me a long route. i have not the right clothes on for that but i don’t mention that to Her. She asks about my musings. i say i dream about being Her sissy maid. i follow Her to O/our car, ask where to drive. ‘Home.’

At home She sits on the couch, orders a hot chocolate. It is not rich enough, i have to add more powder. She tells me to wait, kneeling up, knees a bit apart (a standing order). After a while She takes Her socks off. i may kiss Her feet. It’s wonderful, first i kiss the sole of each toe, ball of the foot, arch, heel. Then sides, toes from above, nails, instep from above, then repeat with the other foot. She tells me to get the wart medicine and salve, and grease Her feet, She applies the medicine to a wart.

She orders me to lower my pants, and She kicks my clitty a couple of times, watches. She tells me to get a stone and thread, She ties the thread around the stone and orders me to tie the thread to my ball sac strap a little beneath my balls. It weighs maybe 200gr. After tying it up i swing it a little by wiggling my hips making Her laugh. A lot of precum flowing, She orders me to put on my briefs with the stone hanging outside the briefs. Then i have to pick up kids. The stone rubs against my thighs in my pants. By bedtime i may remove the stone, the strap stays on. Then a lot of reading the book, and an order for tomorrow morning: i must cut the apple trees on Saturday starting 8am.

Thursday, 18 November 2010

Reading aloud while in CBT

In the morning i may leave for work late. Mistress reminds me of Her order to peel the onions. i do it before i leave, then She fries them. Later i get an SMS saying i had cleaned kitchen poorly. i call, apologize, say that i deserve everything that’s in store for me. i do grocery shopping after work. At home it’s changing clothes, food, cleaning the kitchen, warming up sauna, massaging Her in sauna, full water workout for me. She bends me backward to kiss me. i get a hard-on. Lina’s taking a shower behind a glass door.

After sauna i may peel Her an apple. She orders me to kneel in a bathroom to address me, though Mats is in the neighbouring room. Washing up kitchen thoroughly, preparing gruel, supper, doing homework in Spanish, peeling another apple for Her, and offering it to Her in slices. More homework, lights off, preparing for bed, reading a book. As She goes by i stand up. Then i will read Her book for Her, a long time on my knees. Nearing the end of the chapter, She lowers my pyjama pants, and i must continue reading, as She bites my buttock, and simultaneously starts pulling my balls down. i have trouble continuing reading, but i get used to it. As She tells me to stop reading, She also commands me to remove my pants and sleep in a sleeveless shirt and socks only. She wants me on my back, and She climbs on top of me and dry humps me thoroughly. As She climbs off me and precum starts leaking: ‘Go to sleep now’.

Oh and i forgot, She has started kicking me between my buttocks as She sees me bending over.

Wednesday, 17 November 2010

Getting off, finally


i get home at 6. She orders me to first get Her a hankie, then change to casual, warm up the sauna and then sit by her as She reads poems. i have to pick up Lina from her hobby. i go to sauna first and do full water workout in the pool, then write my D/s story with my mobile. Later i may wash Mistress’s feet. i get the different oils, get a wash basin by the couch, She puts Her feet in the basin, i get under the table and wash and oil them. Next She tells me to put out the lights, clear the water away, clean the kitchen and W/we go upstairs there i may change to my pyjamas.

i will read Her book on my knees, and She starts to put on her corset, and after i find her stockings, She puts them on too. The chapter seems to never end, She lets me read for a long time. Finally She orders me on my back on the bed, She straddles me. She bites my nipples, orders me on my side, sits on me again and bites my buttocks hard as i bite my pillow. i may get a condom, take off my shirt and socks and get back in the bed. She sits on my clitty. Then She raises me to a sitting position and offers Her breasts for me to suck. i may take off my briefs, and my penis finds its way to Her pussy by a joint effort. i fuck Her briskly from below, banging Her buttocks with my thighs. She invites me to doggy style, then wants to continue on Her side. i can’t get the rhythm right, it’s either too slow or too rapid. She wants me to hold her loins. She wants to return to doggy style, and i may kiss Her buttocks and thighs, but not her pussy as i change position. i find out the reason later: She’s still having her period. Finally She cums, as i have her again doggy style, with a more careful style, and holding Her loins, and breaking and varying the rhythm. i cum simultaneously, which makes Her scratch and grope my thighs reaching back with Her hands. i’m a little afraid of the scratching part. i get no prostate pain after the orgasm, like i many times get.

Tuesday, 16 November 2010

Smiling eyes make the maid

i get home from work through a grocery at 6 pm. i will have to start preparing a tortilla meal right away. After W/we have eaten i may watch some tv and then clear the table. i remember to smile at Mistress whenever O/our eyes meet. W/we go to bed early, i may read Mistress’s book to Her on my knees. Mistress says She could take advantage of me, but doesn’t do it. Instead She orders me to put IcyHot on my balls.

Getting back home

W/we sleep after the party at mother-in-law’s. i use her wlan in the early morning until she summons me for breakfast.

After breakfast W/we discuss my visit to my mom. She tells me to get back earlier than i suggested, and i comply without talking back, with everyone, also mother-in-law listening. As i get back i have to eat quickly, as i am a bit late after popping to the gas station.

W/we leave home, i ask about my schedule for the evening in the car. i may drink my coffee at home emptying the dishwasher, then the gym, preparing dinner (curcuma potatoes, fresh salad, marinated lamb, self baked chapati). It takes time and i can only start warming up sauna as O/others are already feasting at the table i laid.

In the sauna i write my story with my mobile about a man that is a slave to a couple. As Mistress enters She notices precum dripping from my (of course flaccid) clitty. Luckily no-one else paid attention to it. After sauna She tightens Her grip. As i return from sauna, everyone’s eating ice cream, i am not offered any. She tells me to empty the washing machine, luckily i had done it already. She gives me an apple to peel for Her, then i must clear the table, wash the surfaces and the table. As i make a hot dog for my supper, She points out sarcastically that i succeeded in being spontaneous. Then preparing for bed, reading a book for Mistress while kneeling by the bed.

Sunday, 14 November 2010

At a party

i wake up at 6.45, use the net, epilate until i hear someone’s awake. i rush to put the tea water in the electric kettle, She arrives, W/we hug. i get the chance to ask Her what She wants for breakfast, i prepare semolina gruel and lay the table. i ask permission to get today’s paper, only then i make coffee for myself. After breakfast She wants me to prepare a morning sauna, make the bed, prepare menu proposal for the week and program Her tv shows in my mobile for the week.

In the sauna i drink diet coke. Lina notices it and asks, if i am allowed to take my weekly sauna beer later. i say that i must ask Mistress, but then i say i was just kidding. i do full water workout.

After sauna Mistress approves the menu, but wants additional side vegetables. i warm some soup for lunch, then i iron my shirt carefully, W/we are going to Her cousin’s birthday party. i carry the bags to the car, and the rest of the day is vanilla. In the party i get Her more tea and cake, and Her brother in law does the same according to mt example.

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

In a harness

Straight to food mart from work. i call Mistress for instructions and She orders me to buy Her also a new book. At home She keeps strict discipline and makes me prepare a garlic marinade, which only She likes. i have to peel tens of garlic cloves.

After taking kids to their hobby i hurry home: now begin the rare moments during each week that W/we are alone. She orders me to close the curtains. i kneel before Her, in kitchen. She looks at me for a while, orders me to put on a full body harness. It’s old, since the time W/we did only scenes, made by Her, consisting of straps that go vertically in the front and back, go between my legs and above shoulders, and connected by horizontal straps and a waist strap. i scurry to put it on and return, get on my knees again. She orders me to continue peeling the garlic. i get a new batch of garlic from the basement, take care not to be seen (We don’t have curtains in all windows).

i continue for maybe 30 minutes and then i feel some pricking in my butt. She has taken a pin and pricks my buttocks with it, because i am too slow. Then She trains me to peel garlic more efficiently by soaking them in hot water. i do that, it gets a bit quicker. She gives me a sheet of tissue, and an order to wipe my penis with it, and an ultimatum to wash the cupboard door if i leak on it. i am working naked, my penis against the cupboard door. She asks me if i like chores more this way, i agree wholeheartedly, say i am really happy. She starts to use my buttocks as punchbags, hits away with abandon. Then She gropes my balls and butt.

As the garlic is peeled i make the marinade. As i am ready the next chore is to remove applicators from tampons i bought as She prefers ones without applicator. i wipe my penis every once in a while. Then She orders me to leave the harness on, put regular clothes over it and pick up the kids. Under my tight shirt the outlines of the straps may be visible but that’s just my concern.

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

IcyHot for unpermitted net usage

In the morning i water the seeds, empty the washing machine, no net time. In the evening i have to call Her and ask permission to be a bit late. She has to pick Mats up.

It’s wonderful to be back home again, She has started warming up the sauna, orders me to continue that, as i report in Her study, then change clothes and eat. She and Mats join me eating. i try to suggest getting in sauna, but She orders me to shovel the rest of the snow. Snow is now wet, heavy and makes me sweat. Then i may go in sauna with a diet coke and do full set of water aerobics watching Her and Lina in the bathroom.

After sauna Mistress makes amendments to the rest of the weekly menu, and i get orders for tomorrow’s trip to grocery’s. i may remain in the kitchen, cleaning it as Mistress goes upstairs to put kids to bed. i misuse the situation and go to net as i get the kitchen clean. As i get upstairs Mistress asks me: ‘Did it take this long to clean up the kitchen’ i admit that it didn’t. She orders me in bedroom, IcyHot gel on my balls and penis, and to continue getting ready to bed without letting it show. The gel burns as it did yesterday, but i use toilet, brush my teeth and get Mistress the cough medicine She needs from Her purse. i may read my book on my knees as She reads Hers, then head to pillow, as She puts it.

Monday, 8 November 2010

IcyHot on balls


i remember to masturbate only as i’m driving back home. i check the two minutes from the car clock.

As i get home i get immediately a great kiss, then i’ll have to make tea for Her and put my own meal in the microwave, She chucks me out to change my clothes.

After eating She doesn’t let me become inert but orders me on my knees before Her, fillips Her finger against my nose and gives me a few slaps on the cheek. She makes me fetch Her knitting from upstairs. Then i have to service the air conditioning, dust its filters outside, and burn cardboard trash in the fireplace. Some intellectual conversations now and then.

i start preparing shrimp korma for tomorrow and W/we have supper. Next i alarm Mistress as a Picasso doc is starting on the telly, and i watch it with Her until i fall asleep on the couch. As the program is over i say that is i should be watching tv on my knees if i wanted not to fall asleep.

i may rub gel on Her shoulders in the bedroom. It turns out it is like IcyHot, so i have a good chance to mention that MsRika has a custom of rubbing it on a male’s balls or letting them wank with IcyHot in their hand. She orders me to put some right away on my balls. i do, and soon odd hot feeling begins. However my penis stays erect, a fact mistress points out joyfully. After a while She orders me to rub more gel on my balls like the package suggests. My balls are still feeling anguished and hot but i obey. Then She orders me to sleep, but the effect lasts for at least half an hour as i lay in the bed.

Saturday, 6 November 2010

Petting Her to sleep

Lina wakes up early, that cancels my early morning net time. As i get home from work, i have to take Lina to her hobby right away, no time for even taking the coat off. Lina suggests W/we go buy some burgers, but i say Mom decides about that. Back home, eating, then to pick Lina up. At home Lina talks Mistress into going out skiing. Mistress orders me to shovel snow. Then it is time for me making porridge for supper, and cleaning up kettles and the kitchen.

By bedtime i’m on my knees by Her bed, She reads and lets me stroke her hair until She sleeps. Before that She promises me 2 minutes of masturbation time tomorrow. Yes!

Friday, 5 November 2010


i report at Her hobby room after taking the garbage out. She sends me upstairs to ask Lina if She wants to go with us to town. Lina says Ok, i hurry back to Mistress to inform Her. She sends me to eat. Then W/we set out. T/they go to pet and clothes stores, make me purchase groceries. After i have done it i will have to wait for them outside a clothes store.

Back at home, Mistress puts me into preparing enchilados for tomorrow. That takes up the majority of the evening, then W/we eat. Next i must empty all trash bins and cans in the household, as the garbage truck is coming tomorrow. i may watch a bit of Clash documentary, then shovel the snow from paths, take out the rest of the garbage and change a light bulb in the garden at 10.45pm.

As i finally get to bed Mistress orders me to massage Her shoulder. She falls asleep right after i start rubbing it. i continue a while, then carefully stop and withdraw my hands without awaking Her and fall asleep.

Wednesday, 3 November 2010

She reads my fantasies

Mistress has a holds a strict reign the whole day. i wake up at 6.30, epilating and hygiene, a little MsRika reading. i prepare porridge and tea, lay the table, hug Mistress as She arrives downstairs. i draw Her a chair, serve the tea, get Her the paper, serve the porridge. She’s my sole focus on weekend mornings. After breakfast i may empty the washing machine and do preparations for the lunch, cutting onions and washing potatoes.

She tells me ‘W/we are going for a walk, but first get me a sack of compost from behind the garage’. i get first the wrong sack and She’s strict and angry about that. On the walk W/we go through O/our relationship, i say i’m happier. i apologize for my habit of reading today’s paper that has returned. She doesn’t think it is a problem. She chooses the route, cuts in if necessary. i get excited.

At home i may help Her in the garden until it’s time to make lunch. Smoked salmon and potatoes, neatly laid table. Then i may prepare tea and coffee, She gives me precise instructions how She wants Her tea prepared in the future. i serve the tea and drink my coffee while cleaning the kitchen.

i have to bring folded laundry to cupboards. i do it running as She has ordered me to leave asap into gym. As i leave, She orders me the regular gym routine.

On my way back home i pick up Lina from her sleep over , and as we get back i start reading the paper. Mistress’s order makes me jump up immediately: “W/we are not going to read any papers now. Take a damp washcloth, W/we are going to reorganize the bedroom.” Lina was sitting beside me as She said that. With a semi erection in my pants i get the washcloth, and follow Her upstairs, where i move under Her strict command 2 big cupboards, emptying them beforehand, i wash a lot of walls and shelves, remove nails etc.

Right after that i will start preparing dinner, red rice and Goan shrimps, and i empty the dishwasher while at it. As table is laid and the food is on the table, i have to go warm up sauna and join others for dinner only after that. i clear the table and go to sauna as others have been watching tv. They join me later in the sauna. i think i’m getting a flu, so i don’t do water aerobics, just concentrate on finally reading the paper.

At bedtime Mistress orders me to prepare for bed and get the laptop. i guess that it is about reading MsRika’s treat ideas, as She mentioned on the walk that She wants to read them. i get excited again and try to get the laptop while brushing my teeth, but She denies that. ‘First get ready to bed, then get the laptop’. After getting the laptop i have to wait for Her getting ready to bed and putting kids to bed. i rise up each time She goes by (i’m reading a book) and finally i follow Her into O/our bedroom, open up the bed and give Her the laptop. i kneel up as She reads my translation. i see myself from the mirror that She had me move today. After reading half an hour She wonders how perverted i am and asks what my favorite treat would be. i mention first ‘into my own mouth’, and then also masturbating on dog food and having to eat it all afterwards. i start to get embarrassed, i wobble on my knees, pres my head to the bed occasionally. i say i don’t suppose i would get a treat like that more often than maybe once a year and that i am perfectly happy without getting any at all. Then i may turn off the laptop and join Her in the bed.

Tuesday, 2 November 2010

Saturday night drilling

i wake up at 7 and epilate with Mistress watching over as She wakes up early too. Then i prepare porridge, get the paper. Today’s the day of O/our Spanish intensive course. My tag “Reserved” on my neck is well displayed all the time. Teacher asks about O/our holiday wishes. Mine’s the same that Mistress described before me. During the course i prepare more than one cup of tea to Mistress, and warm up and lay out Her meal at the lunch break. The other students are all women, and i think they suspected something.

Kids have made tikka masala from a mix at home, and W/we get to eat that as well. In the evening i make smoked salmon sandwiches, and i eat the leftover breakfast porridge. It’s difficult to wash the kettles, kids have burned them, but i scrub them clean. There are quite many tv favorites for Mistress today. For next week She chooses just a few for me to program in my mobile.

She gives a standing order: i must make all the recipes as double, kids are eating so much.

In the evening i kneel again by the bed. She asks about my expectations, i just reply, that i wait for Her commands. She starts to drill me! ‘Up, on your knees, turn around, lift your shirt, on your knees! Proceed here, turn around!’ A tight bite at each buttock while i bite the hem of my shirt and succeed not to cry out. Still a bit more drilling and to the bed. Fun!

Monday, 1 November 2010

D/s seems fading?

my club visits the house of parliament, i have asked permission from Mistress to participate, so i get home late. Mistress has started a fajitas meal, orders me to change clothes and finish preparing the meal. She has also started warming up the sauna, after the meal i get permission to go to sauna first, She joins me later, and i raise myself as She enters, so that She can choose Her seat. i do the water aerobics, after that nothing special: She goes early to sleep, i may stay up and browse the net.

i think i am slipping. In the dinner table i read the paper. i did ask Her a couple of days ago, if i should pee sitting or kneeling. She chose sitting. But otherwise the D/s relationship has faded somewhat. Well, W/we have not been at home at the same time much.

Saturday, 30 October 2010

Masturbation permit

In the morning i leave a bit later to work as i go straight to a meeting. She goes jogging, allows me 2 minutes of net and masturbation time. i get a ruined orgasm nearly right away, some semen spills on my work pants, i have to put them to the laundry.

As i get back from work through grocery store, i bring fresh flowers to Mistress as She is starting an 007 movie with mats who has been home ill. She orders me to cut the stems and put them in a vase. i change also clothes and eat some of the oldest leftovers. As i report to Her again, She orders me to sit on the couch, puts Her feet in my lap, so that i start rubbing them. Later She asks, should i always be performing something? i say i enjoy performing and accomplishing, but acknowledging is most important, a contact. i love being ordered to stay, e.g. on my knees.

i will have to make semolina pudding for supper. In the evening She allows me extra net time, tries to go to sleep early, as She slept so little. But She can’t get sleep. As i join Her in bed, i may rub Her head until i fall asleep myself.

Friday, 29 October 2010

Will work get in the way?

My morning routine consists of epilating my crotch, save for ballsac, which i pluck daily, shave, comb my hair, empty the cat litter box, wipe the hairs off the bathroom floor and wash sink, then breakfast (2 sandwiches and a small cup of coffee only) either standing up and emptying dishwasher while eating, or by the pc browsing. This morning i was also in charge of Lina waking up.

After my working day i do groceries shopping and take Mistress’s mail to the post office. She has an evening meeting so i make kids a meal right after i get home. Then i pick up Lina. After Mistress gets home She orders me to read my Spanish homework. She gets angry as i think not too enthusiastic to go through with Her the parts She had found difficult (She’s completing the same course). W/we go through them anyway, She’s the boss. Her meeting has not been successful, She’s absentminded and sleeps only two hours next night. i am afraid if O/our D/s will be ruined next year as She returns to full time work.

Thursday, 28 October 2010

Open D/s in front of Lina

She has ordered me to pick up her stuff from an office in a distant location, i am there 7.55am. i call Her to ask for further instruction and to check if i should still wear the ball strap: “Yes”. i did take it off only for shaving.

Already before returning home after work i remind Mistress of a couple of tv shows in Her weekly tv digest, to inform i will be a little late and to ask instructions about grocery shopping and printing some of Her stuff at work. In the evening She watches Lord of the Rings video with Lina, and i may join them, change clothes at a certain moment and later She orders me to bring a chocolate bar. i get it, don’t get a newspaper for me or anything else, i don’t touch the chocolate myself, though i am hungry, but bring it to Mistress, who breaks it into pieces and after She gives some to Lina She gives also me one piece. Then She tells me to go and eat, and bring Her a portion too, not noodle soup, but something else. i bring on a tray sweet and sour chicken and report what i was going to cook for tomorrow – She changes the menu, She says She doesn’t want the nettle pasta i had on the menu. i go to have some noodle soup myself.

i go back upstairs as my mobile alarms me of a gardening show on tv for Mistress, and inform Her. She starts watching it, i feel happy i was of use. i go to stand by Her, as i would like to suggest Indian pea dish for tomorrow, but She says i will not disturb while She watches tv. Lina is by Her, hearing. Instead She tells me to get Her woollen socks, and put them on Her feet.

Later at suppertime i help Her fill an application. i improvise a small fruit salad at Her approval. After supper She watches some more tv and i come to sit by Her fet to run some newspaper. Then She informs W/we are going to bed. i make some weightlifting until She tells me to go to Mats who is still reading in his room, take his dirty laundry to the laundry room and get Her a spoon for a cough medicine. i wait by the bed wearing my thong, i may dive under Her blanket to kiss Her thighs, but it tickles Her and She trembles, hurting me a little. She orders the ball strap off. It goes back on only if She so orders.

Wednesday, 27 October 2010

Sunday with ball strap

Sunday morning i wake up only 7.30, a little bit in the net, epilating and plucking, washing the sink after me like always, then hurrying to prepare porridge, as someone’s already awake. i have time to only prepare tea water before Mistress arrives. W/we hug. She asks whether i have the ball strap or not. Oh dear! i have forgotten it, i scurry upstairs to put it on. i lay the table. W/we eat. She goes through my weekly tv guide picks for Her. i clear the table, wash the worktops. She orders me upstairs, to divide laundry into fractions by color. She inspects and approves the divisions and chooses the pile to wash first. Then She sends me to the gym, but as i am leaving orders me to do double abdominals. She is minimizing my down time after orgasm.

Double abdominals make me quite exhausted (and the muscles are sore even tomorrow). Back home, putting laundry to dry, preparing lunch. i must warm up and eat what’s rest of the porridge, so i cannot eat much more. Making Mistress more tea, taking Lina to a birthday party, in the mean time Mistress eats what’s left of the chocolate cake. She goes through my proposal for weekly men, i transfer Her tv weekly as alarms into my mobile, i empty the clothes dryer, pick up Lina.

Mistress orders me to make my Spanish homework, i continue until it’s time to start preparing naan, sweet and sour chicken, rice and fresh salad for dinner, and to warm up sauna. This is beginning to form a Sunday routine for me. Dishwasher is filling up again, i always fill it up, run it and empty it. W/we eat. i clear the table, deal out folded laundry, and get permission to go to sauna. i do half water aerobics session in the pool, and stay the longest. As i return, Mistress is angry: ‘Why the dinner table is dirty, not washed up? Why are you just standing and looking stupid, you should be doing something to it now!’ i wash it up, excited about Her sudden harshness and the attention i got.

Later everyone goes to bed early, She orders me also to retire right after supper, again strict and stern. i brush teeth as told to, lift weights a long time, She checks up my ball strap (i took it off for the shower and put it back), and W/we discuss the day while i’m on my knees. Then She tells me to move on my knees before Her, and She sticks Her tongue in my ear, rolls it around. She is gradually taking over the male role and She likes to penetrate my ear, She keeps repeating that every once ina a while. Then: ‘head to pillow’.

Monday, 25 October 2010

Simultaneous cumming allowed

In the morning i pluck carefully not only my balls but also the crack and around asshole, as i don’t have my epilator with me. i look with two mirrors, and my asshole area is smooth and hairless.

Mistress sends me to a groceries shop and pharmacy, then W/we return home. She informs W/we are not stopping at any roadhouse. The only stop She allows is for yeast i need for baking.

At home i make right away egg noodle sauce and fresh salad. i love being back at home in the kitchen cooking and cleaning. i make teas for Mistress. i have been cutting down my coffee consumption, now it is one small cup twice a day. i make a chocolate cake for dessert. As it has cooled on the attic, Lina and Mistress have started Lord of the Rings video #1. Lina wants me to bring the cake upstairs where W/we have the video. i ask what T/they want to drink. i bring everything to them on a tray and serve them. i view the movie a little, but i have overdue chores. i must go through tv weekly and make the menu. Mats agrees to make a curry sauce from a can with rice. i have to show him how to do it. W/we at, i clear the table. Mistress teaches us to make black currant juice. Her flu is soon over.

In the evening while the O/other family watches tv, i pop in the net, and find some lovely sample videos of the English mansion while i search with ‘sissy chores’ and ‘maid chores’. i succumb to a little dry masturbation. i confess that later in the evening. As a punishment She orders me to get clothespegs from the utility room and put them on my balls. Then i have to read Her book aloud for Her on my knees a long time and get Her the lip balm.

She orders me to go to sleep, but in the dark, under the blankets She orders me to fondle Her buttocks. i start cautiously with the panties on. ‘Preferably under the panties, please’ She says. i continue inside the panties, even lower them, brush Her outer pussy lips with my fingers, whch get Her to sigh enjoyably. She feels quite sensitive down there. i try between Her pussy lips, but ‘Not there!’. i continue squeezing Her buttocks, until She orders me to take my briefs off. Then She brushes Her crotch with my naked penis, and even lets me inside Her, some small thrusts even. i think i could maybe withdraw from orgasm even while fucking Her without condom, like the day this whole thing started (see he earliest post). But She orders me soon to get a condom and put it on. i cover the glans with foreskin under the condom, as She gives no further instructions about it. She lets me fuck Her on all fours, then on the side. i ask Her if i may orgasm, if i am simultaneous with Her. She cums soon, and i accelerate and cum only a second later. i aske Her later if i was simultaneous enough, and She says yes. She orders that i put on a ball sac strap tomorrow morning.

Saturday, 23 October 2010

A visit to Her mom's

i find Mistress on the sofa as i get home. i kneel before Her, and She gives me a sensual kiss. i may eat, then She orders me to pack my bags, She has decided W/we’ll go to visit her Mom tomorrow morning and She had ordered me to use a couple of my holidays. Next She wants me to prepare Her a few CD’s, and later massage Her right elbow for about 20 minutes, as She is going to bed and lies on Her side in the bed. i get no reward afterwards, just another of Her sensual kisses, and then it is sleeping time.
We travel to Her mom in another town. There’s practically very little possibilities for enacting D/s there. Mistress’s also ill. Of course She rules what W/we do: both days She sends me to visit my mom, who lives in the same town in a senior house. On Thursday She sends me with Her mom to hardware store, and makes me fix Her new mailbox. Then She decides i take Her mom and Lina to movies, then come back to visit my mom and later to pick up mother-in-law and Lina, bring them home and go to watch a movie with Mats.

Fr She sends me to do some shopping with Lina and then take kids to a spa. In the evening W/we watch tv and in the bed i may paw Mistress’s butt, put my hands even in her panties, then take down Her panties, hug Her pussy and then She holds my clitty through my undies, and holds my balls that have slipped out of my briefs.

Friday, 22 October 2010

SMS slip-up

At work i answer Mistress’s SMS asking if i watered the seeds, signing it “Servant”. i get home early for once i have a chance to do so. During my way home i hear from Mistress that the rest of the family has lent a car and travelled to Oslo to charge their batteries, in cafes, museums, shops and eating. i call and i hear Mats was using Mistress’s mobile and read my message signed ‘servant’. i get embarrassed and sad. i don’t get it at once that it could be just signed off as humor. Mistress already did so. i get directions to get home, prepare food and try to melt the brake of the Mercedes.

i change clothes, put on overalls, crawl under the car to melt the brake cable and skid with a ht blower. With third try the skid comes off with a snap. Then i put the tools in place, go to net and even commit to some masturbating. i prepare minced meat sauce then, and warm up the sauna before the rest of the family get back home.

Mistress comes a bit later, after returning the car to O/our friends, and orders me to remove Her boots. This is becoming Her habit, She just had me remove Her boots the other day. i gather oldest scraps as my dinner. Then She orders me to go to the sauna with kids, remain to do the water aerobics and wash again the rim of the pool with a special detergent. i cannot use my left hand which i damaged on Saturday, so my right hand wears out, but i make myself continue and complete the job. After washing myself and exfoliating my crotch, dried and i’m already putting clothes on, Mistress comes to sauna, orders me to undress Her and myself, wash Her feet with soap and her pussy without soup, bringing the towel and drying Her with another towel, including drying Her feet and soles. i confess now the masturbation, and W/we discuss about getting me a chastity belt for birthday present (these days i am still on a honor system).

Upstairs kids are watching the last part of Lord of the Rings now, and Mistress orders me by her on the couch, to rub Her. Then She lets me get some supper and bring tea for Her. i have only a sleeveless shirt, briefs and socks. Then She orders the video to be switched off and W/we go to bed. Unfortunately no T&D today.

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

An effective T&D surprise

i wake from a dream in which i’m being taken to a board meeting in a sinking boat. In the morning i have no time for net, i empty the dishwasher while i eat breakfast, and epilate only so long i get to my real board meeting in time. i forget to water the seeds, and send a humble SMS to inform about it. Mistress acknowledges my humbleness in Her reply.

During the day the hand break of Mistress’s (my old) Mercedes gets stuck. Tough luck for Her, i never had such problems with it. As i get home everyone’s watching Lord of the Rings video, i have just enough time to eat and change before taking Lina and Mistress to the library, mail office, get a cd that a photo service lost and found, to buy hamburgers and groceries. She wants a lot of chocolate,She says She's frustrated. i get no candy, in the evening i get an orange and diet coke with my burger. W/we continue watching Lord as W/we eat the takeaway burgers. i take the paper and start reading it on the floor near Her feet. Every once in a while She puts Her foot on top of my thigh or rubs it a little. i start rubbing Her toes, get no permission to remove Her woollen sock. She orders me to take the plates down and get Her tea. Then i ask and get permission to rub Her shoulders, which She makes me continue a long time, on my knees as She sits. Lina starts to complain of Her shoulders, wants to daddy to rub them too. Mistress: ‘You must get your own mia [my name]’.

Finally She lets me stop and guides me down on my knees and scratch each other. i clean up the garbage after the movie, get dismissed and retire for bed first. After i have brushed my teeth i confront Mistress who is playing with the cat using a sturdy line, a kind of lash. All of a sudden She starts whipping my chest and sides with the lash, for no obvious reason. As She joins me in bed i say i’m awake. She says ‘Good’, and pulls my Sloggi briefs up my crack from behind, as i lie on my tummy, and bites awfully hard on my buttock, and pushes Her hand between my thighs. As i open up, She grabs my balls through the Sloggis. She keeps Her teeth sunk in my buttock the whole time, i can’t handle it, i let out a cry, and She stops – Mats is also awake and near. However She continues to rub my balls and especially my clitty through my smooth undies, and i kep panting, it feels soooo good. She keps it up, i lift my hips from the bed, face still buried in the pillow, She continues until my hips get tired. Her other hand wanders near my asshole. i get terribly excited, though She never takes my clitty out from my briefs. She gives me a little praise for taking it, as She stops. Then to sleep. i can do nothing. An effective T&D.

Washing up my car for Her

i wake up already at 6.30, use up my net time, epilate. Lina wakes up, wants semolina gruel, i make some, get the paper. Then i hurry with warm water and a sponge out into the snowfall, where i wash and vacuum my old Mercedes for Her to take over. As i am kneeling down scrubbing the rubber mats i get nearly an erection: i have to carefully tidy the car my Domme takes from me. i use a small car from now on. And Her car is now much tidier than mine. Mistress comes out and asks how long it is still going to take and guiding me how to arrange things in Her car.

As i am ready, W/we leave for the gym according to Her wishes, but i have to put Masala chicken to marinade first. As W/we return i prepare a tikka masala lunch. In the afternoon, She orders me to peel ALL of the garlic in the house (She likes them marinated) as We watch Volver. She cherishes the thought that though it takes a long time to peel them, it takes only a little time for Her to consume them.

i get Mats from his sleepovers, start preparing naan bread with him. i also make mushroom soup and wiener sauce with pasta for kids, and busy myself preparing all these simultaneously and warming up sauna also as She ordered. After getting everything ready and laying the table, i ask permission from Mistress to warm up old shrimps sauce & rice for my own meal. While W/we eat Mistress praises how tremendously my cooking has improved.

As i have cleared the table and done the dishes after sauna (Mistress ordered only short water aerobics as W/we were already to the gym), and i clean the kitchen, Mistress marches over to me and orders with a strict tone warm water with honey and smashed garlic, Her favorite drink to fight a flu. Of course i cannot do anything else but ‘Yes, Mistress’ and start preparing it and soon i bring it with a saucer to Her upstairs where She is putting Lina to bed. She orders me to put on the coffee table in the lobby.

After a little tv and reading some of today’s paper (Nowadays it’s good if i can browse the paper before night), i ask Mistress to let me go to sleep early as i have to wake up at 5.45 tomorrow. She grants permission.

Monday, 18 October 2010

i may cum simultaneously with Her

i wake up at 7. i have lots to do so i don’t have any net time. i put fire in the fireplace (it’s a cold morning), epilate, make oat rice porridge according to Mistress’s wishes, get the paper. i start preparing almond cookies but don’t start the mixer yet not to make noise. Instead i do the weekly menu and shopping list after Mistress has woken up and approved it after some cut downs. She thinks i use too much time for cooking. As i start the mixer i am stupid and cut my finger in the blades and get a couple of wounds, which She treats.

i take care of the fireplace, read the paper, then the chores return to me gradually, i make salmon steaks for lunch, take Mats to his sleepover place, get movies that Mistress and Lina have chosen.

In the evening Mistress orders a portion of my shrimp sauce for supper. For myself it is scraps of Mats’s lunch directly from his plate that has been preserved in the fridge for me. Lina goes to sleep early, W/we continue updating Mistress’s CV.

Then She orders me on my knees in front of Her, and, sitting on the sofa, She feels my clitty (in my pants) with Her foot and then with her hand, makes fun of it (‘Is that your mobile?’), making me erect at once. She raises my tight tricot shirt revealing my nipples, fingers and then painfully bites each, i manage to stay silent. Then her feet are back between my thighs, i spread my legs, ask if i can hump myself against Her feet. She gives permission! i start quick humping, but as my breathing becomes too heavy, She orders me to stop. Then She yanks down my pants until they are about to slip down over my buttocks and leaves them there, groping me harshly all over.

i must switch off the lights, and follow Mistress upstairs. i prepare toothbrushes as She is having a pee and bidet wash up. I wait for Her near the toilet and then W/we brush teeth. She is already naked with only Her corset on as i enter the bedroom. i must find Her dark stockings. She orders me to wash my crotch, i use the bidet and return. She has the stockings on now, sits on the bed, i kneel before Her like i must whenever W/we are alone and She sits as i report to Her. i keep my pants on with my hands in the position She left them, but She orders me to remove them now. Then She orders me head down, i may kiss the wonderful bare skin between the corset and the stockings, from every angle, i even reach behind Her for the buttocks. Then She opens Her legs, settles lying on the bed, feet on the floor. i may lick Her pussy on my knees. After a while She points at the bed, making me lie down there on my back, and settles Her pussy on my face. i lick it and See Her breasts wiggle somewhere up. She orders me to put on the condom, foreskin drawn back. i am allowed to have orgasm, but only simultaneously with Her. W/we start with Her on top, then She drops on Her side, guides my clitty in Her like She always does. It doesn’t work out so She wants me on all fours on Her, and She starts cumming soon. i control my orgasm so that i cum only while She is cumming.

Then W/we talk, how to keep me servile regardless of my orgasm. She says i must finish cleaning my old Mercedes for Her tomorrow morning right after dawn!

Saturday, 16 October 2010

Mouth to mouth


As return home from work Mistress opens the door for me, kisses me on the mouth, but there’s a catch: She pushes a half-eaten hard candy from Her mouth into mine. i get also a few candies Mats has discarded, i’m really happy for that. Mats does not go to his hobby, so W/we don’t get O/our usual weekly time for just the two of U/us. She seems clearly disappointed for that, She had planned something.

Instead i have to clean my old Mercedes that i have had to hand over to Mistress. As Lina is in Her hobby, She orders me to prepare Lina’s supper, so that She could get Lina quickly to bed and there could be time for sex (?) before W/we are dead tired. However nothing turns out, i have time to mark Mistress’s weekly tv favorites and program the alarms in my mobile.

Friday, 15 October 2010

A perfect little T&D

Mistress has already warmed up sauna as i get home. She’s been at home the whole day. i change clothes, eat (i get discreetly also scraps from Lina’s plate) and W/we go to sauna. i read today’s paper in sauna, and i say i have been slipping from my chores lately. She agrees, says Her big felting job i have been doing in the bathroom is still unfinished, and the Mercedes is still not yet cleaned, and She needs me to prepare Her a petition for a grant. Lina is also present and She defends me, says that’s Mom’s job, not mine. Mistress says to Lisa She has problems with Her back, Lina answers She should do such jobs Her back allows. i ask Mistress, if She would like me to start felting now. No, She wants me to do water aerobics and help Her with the forms after that.

Later i work on the menu, prepare shopping list for myself and take food from the freezer for next day. W/we eat supper, but i’m very tired and She orders me to bed at 9pm. As She joins me in bed later, She yanks my briefs between my buttocks with a strong tug, bites both my buttocks long and hard, as i bite the pillow not to cry out, drowsy. She continues, grabs my balls in my briefs from behind, i help by spreading my legs and raising my hips from the bed as She pulls my ball sac, scratches my sides and squeezes my nipples. ‘Good night’, She says as She stops. What a perfect T&D!

Thursday, 14 October 2010

She's having worries

Mistress informs me that i will have to pick up Her work in Oslo, which means 100km driving for me. i call Her to inform of a tv program She might be interested in, as my mobile gives me alarm i have programmed as part of Her weekly tv schedule. She is having troubles at Her work, She’s going to have some wine. i purchase groceries on my way home from Oslo. As i get home She’s watching another of Her tv favorites. i forgot to remind Her of that, as the alarm went off at the cashier desk.

i empty the grocery bags and offer to massage Her neck right away to cheer Her up. She allows me, until She orders me to prepare us portions of my chicken korma. i clear the dishes as W/we have eaten. The dishwasher is broken, She’s ordered a repair man. W/we start browsing eBay for a bed for Lina.

After supper i go tell Mistress who is putting Lina to bed, about an art program in tv. She doesn’t have time. i offer to put Lina to bed instead of Her, but no. i start preparing shrimps in an Indian way in pumpkin sauce. She comes down and watches tv, doesn’t want anything. As She returns upstairs i follow suit and kneel by the bed. “Get ready to bed”, afterwards i return to the kneeling position. She is in bed already and orders me by Her. Then She plays lightly with my nipples, my buttocks, stroking them lightly all around, even near my asshole. “Start sleeping”

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

i'm Her servant


i may stay at home to prepare food as Mistress go to an exhibition opening and takes Lina to her hobby. She eases my load and allows me to make chicken korma from a mix. i will also warm up the sauna, empty ashes and get three loads of firewood.

Even in the sauna it is not what it used to be. i make my diary there and know i must soon do the water aerobics. Diet coke to drink, not beer any more. i dress in briefs and sleeveless shirt after sauna. She’s on the phone so i continue with making veggie soup for Her tomorrow lunch. As She finishes Her call She takes some soup, and starts watching Jane Austin’s Emma, sending me upstairs to put Lina to bed. i thank and go. Nowadays i always thank for Her orders.

As i get back She gives me Her empty plate to take to dishwasher and orders some tea. Mats is sitting beside Her as She does that. i ask what sort of tea She would like. i bring green tea and a coaster. As there are no further orders for me, i prepare some supper for me, dried bread. Then She sends me to bed, staying up Herself to watch the rest of Emma.

Monday, 11 October 2010

My small car arrives


In the morning i drive U/us to the car retailer to pick up the new Honda Civic, Mistress gets O/our old leather-seated Mercedes now permanently. She informs i will still clean the Mercedes thoroughly for Her!

i drive home with my small car at 7pm. Mistress and Lina come out to admire it, i take the summer tyres to the shed. Mistress decides a test drive is not necessary now, i may go in and eat. However, there is no food, i must prepare turkey pasta for the whole family, empty the dishwasher and lay the table. Later She keeps me close giving me small errands. She watches a little TV as i watch Her for the most part.

W/we retire early, some weight lifting, as She enters the bedroom i remove bedcovers for Her. Then She makes me rub Her feet through Her socks as i kneel and She sits on the bed. She rubs my thong clad genitals with Her feet. She orders me to close the door, give Her stay up’s. She undresses, i’m totally hot. i must kiss Her thighs and ass, stroke the sensitive insides of Her thighs. i my get on top of Her and pretend to be fucking her still wearing the thong, penis trapped. i say i am so excited i could cum in my thong. ‘Get a condom, clothes and socks off, get here by Me’. i get to kiss Her breasts, i also suck Her nipples. Then i may put on the condom, and get on top of Her gain, my penis slips in right away, She’s excited too. i fuck Her, then She turns, gets on top. i may fuck Her from below sucking Her nipple, i think She may be cumming. She wants some doggy style, and it doesn’t take long until She cums. i bang into Her buttocks as wildly as i can, i don’t need to hold back a bit. However afterwards She says She lost part of Her orgasmic pleasure because i held back. i explain i didn’t need to do that. She figures out Her top orgasm needs those irregular motions i make during my orgasm. W/we agree that i try to cum at the same time She cums, and that is the only moment i am allowed cum.

Thursday, 7 October 2010

A busy Sunday for me

i wake up at 7am, browse some porn and succumb to masturbating without permission. i confess it to Mistress as She wakes up and ask for help. She considers purchasing me “the pink thing” (CB-2000) and i suggest wearing it only at home from evening till morning. (W/we don't own one at this stage yet)

As i am epilating, Her mom has woken up and made coffee and got the paper, i prepare gruel and tea water. i eat with Her mom and read the paper. As Mistress wakes up, i prepare Her tea and give Her the paper i was reading, Her mom watching. Mistress informs me that i am not to go to the gym, as W/we are doing a whole family hike in the nature. i take a look at my chore list and go to do pool maintenance. i bump into Mistress, She points at the floor. i kneel and She slaps my face, talks humiliatingly to me. She tells me to take her mom to Her bus stop, She’s returning home. i will have to carry Her bags and wait for the bus with Her.

Next it’s time for the hike. She decided naturally the target. It’s a small camping site in the middle of a nearby large forest. W/we walk to the site and as W/we are getting back, She sends me and Lina to fetch the car and pick Her and Mats up. Lina would like to have some candy, but i say to Her, we would need Mom’s permission, and we have been given a task.

At home i warm up some lunch immediately. i ask whether i should put the old veggie soup to the freezer, but as Mistress says to throw it away, i eat some of it myself and other oldest scraps. After the meal i prepare the menu proposal for next week. Mistress has time to go through my TV watch list proposal, but not the menu yet. Then i start preparing naan bread and sweet&sour chicken, warm up the sauna. i am very busy trying to do all this at the same time, resulting with me burning the rise. i apologize for that while W/we sit at the table. After the meal i do the dishes. i ask with Lina overhearing, if i can use shorts and a sleeveless shirt after sauna, and if i can take my weekly beer now in sauna, even though i took a little wine at the party yesterday. i may and i may. In the sauna i do the longest water aerobics set so far.

In the evening as i am falling asleep Mistress surprises me and feels my back, thong and butt and bites each of my buttocks once, hard. i bite the pillow not to cry out.

Wednesday, 6 October 2010

A little treat


Mistress has ordered me to drive to the center after work to pick Her up. i carry Her bags. As W/we drive home W/we talk also about my slavery. She has not yet read the “treats” section of my MSRika translation. She wonders if i get bored of slavery as it gets routine. i don’t think so. i suggest a standard daily “dry” masturbation time slot, so that it would become my responsibility to remind of it. She doesn’t become enthusiastic about that.

At home i take Her things to Her study, change to home outfit, take care of problems with kids’ hobby group, W/we eat, i prepare a TV schedule for Mistress for the week, and remind Her right away about a gardening program, but only Her mom comes to watch it (Yes, She’s still with U/us). i take kids to the hobby, do shopping in two grocery stores while i’m at town.


i wake up at 6.10, browse some porn, epilate, epilate also insides of thighs and trim the pubic triangle. i go back to my laptop until i hear sounds, and quickly start preparing breakfast. Mistress has woken up, W/we hug a long time. i get the paper, and while making tea Mistress grabs me from behind, inserts her hands in my pockets and Her fingers massage my genitals. i touch Her with my hand. She puts her hand under my shirt and rubs a bit, finding my nipples, She presses me down with Her chin and She squeezes my nipples. Wonderful!

Her mom wake sup too, W/we eat and i clear the table. The evening goes in a party, i am the chauffeur, and dressed so smart with the plate “RESERVED” clearly visible on my neck.

Monday, 4 October 2010


Mistress and me are in the process of preparing a rulebook for me, and i want to share it with Y/you even though the contents are still evolving and the final version will be somewhat different, according to Mistress's wishes. i have made this version trying to just write down the practice W/we follow and the standing orders in force as of today. You will find link to the rulebook above right.

Sunday, 3 October 2010

Washing up the pool

In the morning i drive Her to the railway station. W/we talk about the emission earlier this week possibly causing a sub drop, but She thinks it’s something else, random.

As i leave home from work i call mother-in-law and inquire about groceries to purchase. After delivering them at home i leave again to pick up Mats. W/we eat a dish i made, Her mom has baked though. Mistress gives me a lot chores: warming up sauna, spraying and watering plants, delivering folded laundry, fetching firewood, washing up doors, organizing cd’s, no time to even take a deep breath.

i have found in tv guide a program about handling ingrown hair, and i switch it on, watch it while i tend to the sauna. Her mom uses sauna first, i vacuum the closets in the hall in the mean time, and do my Spanish course homework. As it is O/our time to use sauna, Mistress orders me to wash the calcium deposits around the rim of the pool. i have to spend a lot of time in the pool scrubbing the tiles, and my penis shrinks in the old water. However as i get up from the pool to add water to the pool and return, the water feels quite warm.

Thursday, 30 September 2010

Mistress requires better quality service

After work i have just enough time to down the oldest remains of food found in the fridge before i have to drive Lina to her hobby and Mistress shopping. i ask if i can change my work suit – ‘Nope, no time for that’.

i am not paying attention enough, a faraway look in my eyes. Is it my troubles at work or did the ruined orgasm all the same give me release in a similar way as a proper orgasm? i am a bit grumpy during the shopping spree. In the car W/we talk about me giving Her pedicure, but it doesn’t get realized.

At home i tend to the laundry, then i pick up Lina. i prepare a supper and slice salmon and put the pieces in marinade for tomorrow’s dinner. Mistress starts nodding and goes to bed at 8pm. i stay up to look after the kids, to browse the net, to clean the kitchen and to fry the salmon bits.

In the weekday mornings only D/s is usually epilating, as i am busy to leave for the work, and i normally leave about the same time as Mistress wakes up. Next morning Mistress wakes up earlier. i go to my laptop again as/although Mistress reads the paper at the breakfast table. That’s a mistake. She reprimands me: ‘No kissing good morning, not even staying in the same room, and what did you do all last night? Even the kitchen is not properly cleaned!’ i answered that i had indeed washed the surfaces and kitchen table last night, but otherwise i just kept apologizing. i try not to repeat the same mistakes.

In the afternoon i pick up mother-in-law, She comes to stay with us the rest of the week as Mistress travels for a two day training. So there’s less chores in the evening, i don’t need to prepare meals for next day, W/we eat the fish dish i made yesterday. W/we go through my chore list for Mistress’s absence. Later Mistress orders me to supervise kids going to bed. i do my aerobics also and unmake the bed. i wait on my knees for Mistress to arrive to bedroom, then She tosses me Her dirty laundry to take to the laundry basket. Chatting with me on my knees, order to go to sleep.