Monday, 22 February 2010

The ass-grabbing Mistress

On Sunday i wake up first, epilate for a long time (i missed that on Saturday), and make porridge – mother-in-law gets the paper. Mistress asked me to make a list of outstanding chores. i give it to Her and She chooses as i make the bed: carrying branches from felled trees to the shelter, and cleaning the inside of Her car so – W/we decided to sell Her small car, and buy me a small one, She takes the Mercedes.

After these tasks it’s time to eat. i get the old leftovers though We have a guest. In the afternoon i ask if i could start finding a hotel for U/us for a small trip in Norway She has been planning. She orders me strictly to back my rucksack instead, and help prepare for a forest walk. She gets me as company which She wants for Her walk. We even pack some food and eat in the forest, me crouching at Her feet.

At home She orders me to find a recipe to prepare something from the smoked salmon W/we have. It evolves into a task to archive all printed recipes i have collected from magazines and newspapers, and it takes all evening. i find some recipes for a banquet dinner for Her relatives as they arrive next weekend for my son’s birthday. i will have to do the parfait already before midweek. She makes me pause to give me a long exciting kiss on the mouth.

i still make smoked salmon salad for Mistress’s Monday lunchbox. i have finally found a suitable recipe in the net. As i am placing segments of boiled eggs on the edges of the bowl, Mistress walks in the kitchen and squeezes my butt, presses on my perineum hard for some time, as i lean against the kitchen surface, and says my supper will be old cooked potatoes and a remaining boiled egg. i eat them in a few big bites using my hands.

As i have cleaned up the kitchen, i report to Mistress upstairs. She orders me to get ready to sleep, and then kneel by the bed, waiting with a hardon, if i am allowed to masturbate tonight. She reads Her family history book, that She was reading already when i reported. After keeping me kneeling in silence for a little time, She orders me to read it aloud. i am allowed to read a couple of paragraphs, until She suddenly tells me to stop and go to bed. No fun today.

Sunday, 21 February 2010

Bidet fun allowed

On Friday mother-in-law arrives, and the next day goes on a Spanish course. In the evening i may use the laptop, but Mats is working on another PC in the same room. i compare small cars in the net to find one for myself. i can only navigate to [Real Women Don’t Do Housework] ( as others watch Saturday Night Live.

In the evening W/we have a long talk. She wants part of my intelligence also in the future. She wants me to read newspapers and magazines and tell Her some interesting new fact each day. She doesn’t want me to talk too much about sex. She wants to hear about sex only when She wants sex. i tell Her that cleaning my penis with a certain bidet jet is making me hot now that i get so little stimulation to my cock. i like it most when i turn my penis sideways and jet the frenum area with circular motions. It’s not possible to orgasm, but i can maintain an erection with it. She says it’s a suitable way to keep up me heat so i may use the bidet as much as i want during the 3 daily toilet visits per day that i do.

Saturday, 20 February 2010

Massaging both girls

i made good use of my permission to masturbate right away in the morning, in the toilet of our office. Shit was smelling, as i succeeded in leaking 3 teaspoonfuls of thick semen from my penis in one minute. After a long period of chastity you get the semen out quickly.

i reserve O/our next holiday. It was totally decided by Mistress. i would have chosen a different type of holiday, but now it is going to be a nice week on Gran Canary.

i get home earlier than usual. Mistress is busying Herself with Her cabinets, not ordering me around, just giving some hints for me. i go to a meeting of a new society i joined, and come back home cheerful as i was welcomed there nicely. i may take some supper and clean up the kitchen, take a shower.

Mistress’s playing upstairs with O/our cat, i make the bed not to disturb Her. i massage Lina’s sore back. She’s happy i rub it for a long time. Then i may (=i have to) massage skin oil to Mistress’s feet and back, and massage Her back on my knees as She lays on the bed on her side. i have to stay in a crooked stance as i massage with both hands, so i have to switch to just one hand, but i don’t stop, i go on for veeery long. Now “go to sleep”.

Friday, 19 February 2010

Masturbation permit again!

In the morning i hug Mistress tenderly, kiss Her on the hand and neck, as WW/we see each other in the upstairs lobby.

i have some extra time, and i am about to go to the laptop, as i wake up and ask Mistress if there is something to do, Mats overhearing. She orders me to clean up kitchen. As i am ready i find Mistress in the bedroom, propose massage (an idea by Elise Sutton). At the same time i make the bed. She orders me to install the camera software now. i do it and some epilating and plucking before i leave for work.

As i get home, i find Mistress – She’s helping Mats with his homework - and try to kiss Her with little success. She asks why i got home only 5.30 not 5.00, i explain. “Change your clothes”. i run to obey. i remember W/we are going orienteering; i ask if i have time to eat, i get 5 minutes for potatoes and mushrooms. They are already waiting for me as i finish, i get to a long walk with Mistress. After that i’m sent to pick up take away hamburger meals for everyone.

As W/we are eating back home, Lina is falling asleep at the table, i’m sent to put Her to bed. As i get back from upstairs Mistress is helping Mats with his homework, She hisses ‘Go away, don’t disturb’ to me, and i go take care of bills on the net bank, install the camera sw on another pc, stay away from Femdom-sites.

Then upstairs, getting beds ready, getting ready for bed, reading the family history book for Her, sitting on the bed, as W/we oversee Mats going to bed too. As the lights go down i get a hug and a permission to masturbate for 3 minutes tomorrow.

Thursday, 18 February 2010

The Pro - STORY

As i first emailed Mistress Severa, in Her reply i got Her strict rules. Very matter-of-factly She wrote that if She takes me as Her slave, i will be placed in strict chastity right away. She will put me in a cb-3000. She will be the only keyholder and the cage will come off only in Her place. She will provide me a weight loss programme with monthly decreasing weight targets until i am under my optimal weight. She will also make me similar targets for improving my condition. Whenever i enter a session with Her, i will be weighed naked and then my condition tested - push-ups mostly.

In case i don't pass ALL tests, i will be let out of the cb only to epilate and wash my genitals, no sexual play in that session. However i will have to serve Her for the whole evening, fix Her a meal, massage Her, maybe wash Her feet, and if i'm very good, he may give me an enema and have me hold it inside for 30 minutes while standing with my nose holding a coin in the corner. Or maybe have me dance can-can in full costume with a slim vibrating butt plug in my ass so i need to clench my buttocks as hell. But no chance to cum. And if i get erect when i should be put back into cb after wash up, i will be tied and kicked in the balls, put in the cb, and sent home.

However, if i meet all criteria, besides a busy night serving Her, i will get a chance to cum, but it will be usually in my own mouth, and only if i manage to cum at exactly the moment She desires. i will be trained to cum on a short countdown 6-5-4-3-2-1-0, at zero exactly. i will lay in the bed on my back, my wrists tied together behind my back and to the middle of the footside board. my legs will then be raised up, and my feet pulled towards the headboard of the bed, and my ankles will be tied taut to the legs of the bed at the headside. my penis points directly to my mouth in this position.

Mistress will masturbate me, and if i can cum exactly at zero, i must catch all my cum in my mouth. In any case, at Zero She will let go of my cock, so even if i succeed in cumming at zero, it will be a ruined orgasm. At the moment of orgasm my cock will only bounce in the air with no possibility whatsoever to create any friction or do fucking motions.

The only stimulation my cock will get during my orgasm is from my own lips, if She allows it, and if i can train myself to be so flexible that i can reach my penis with my lips.

"Even so, I'm sure you will find these orgasms much better than anything you have ever experienced, even if I don't permit you to lick your penis. And even though you may have to suffer pain in some other part of your body simultaneously. I may for example take off your nipple clamps just before i count you down. As your almighty Queen I may also just edge you and leave you high and dry even if you qualify for orgasm. If I'm nice I may give you stimulation like pulling out a butt plug from your anus as you cum, as I would like to train you to cum with anus stimulation", She wrote.

"Once you have succeeded in cumming in your mouth, you will hold your cum in your mouth until you get my command, and you swallow your cum no earlier, no later, but right then. Sometimes for my amusement I will let you cum in some other surprising, humiliating way. If you miss the zero of the countdown, you get a next chance only in the following session. First you will be trained to orgasm on command by masturbating on My order.”

She laid out other rules as well. i am not allowed to script any sessions, She will decide about everything that happens, and i will be Her maid, houseboy or puppy (my favorite themes) when She so decides. Each session (whole evening) will cost $300 $, and when i'm trained to cum at zero regularly,with Her masturbating me, $500, so i can afford only to be her slave 1-2 times a week, and it still costs me 2-3000 bucks a month.

i was of course overexcited about these rules, and hurried to reply that i beg to become a slave in Her stable even though it costs that much. She said OK, and gave me an appointment for next Thursday. She said She will give me all appointment dates, and i'd better make it, and arrange that time free, as i will need to pay double fee for any session i don’t attend, as She will not get Her place cleaned.

As i arrived in Her dungeon, i knew that i must first undress, then find Her and kneel with my knees 1,5' apart, feet 3' apart, forehead touching the floor, my wrists crossed behind my neck palms up and holding 5* 100 dollar notes (two extra for the cb), and say "a slave of Your Highness offers him to Your Highness's service".

First she wanted me to be presentable. She gave me a trimmer and ordered me to trim all my body hair with an 4 mm edge: chest, armpits, stomach, pubic hair, legs, ass, arms, back. When i was ready, She taught me the Stand-position, stand legs 3' apart, elobows high and wrists crossed behind my neck.

She asked me to stand in front of Her and She painted the outline of a small triangle that stands on its top in the middle of my pubic hair. She handed me a women's epilator and told me to start removing my pubic hair around the triangle with it. She said to start at the sides, and progress little by little. A lot later i had learned the trick and had pulled out all hair to the right from the triangle and partly from the left side. Pulling out my pubic hair was very humiliating and pinched a lot, especially when i began, but my cock started to leak precum, so it must have been very sexy too.

Mistress told me to stop, but said i must buy a similar unit, and pull out all hair from all sides of the triangle up to my bellybutton and perineum and crack before i again get to visit Her next Tuesday. i said Thank you, Mistress.

i thought the ordeal was over, but then She gave me a pair of tweezers and ordered me to pluck out all the hair from my balls, and my penis. She said i will use the next hour to do that, while She continues to read Her book. Pulling out individual hairs from my ball sac was different, not so painful as using the epilator, but sharp pain indeed. After an hour i had a hairless ball sac - She said one cannot use the epilator on the sack.

She ordered me to take a cold shower, and after that i was fitted with my cb. i got to do that myself. She gave me first a selection of small wide rubber bands, which were tied so each had two loops connected with the knot. She told me to try them on behind the corona of my penis head until i find one that the bigger loop fits snugly but doesn't press into the skin, to avoid gathering of fluid in the foreskin. The smaller loop i will place on the underside of penis.

She commanded me to get rid of the hard-on by epilating more of my pubic hair. As my penis finally went limp She instructed me to try a certain A-ring by pushing my balls through the ring and then the penis. She checked how much room there was to shove my penis through, and said i can use that size. Then She handed me the locking pin and points of intrigue with smallish spikes on the inside, and told me to put them on as well.

My penis was semi-hard again, so She commanded me to epilate the rest left to the triangle. Finally She handed me the small cage and told me to press my penis into the base of it holding my foreskin from the underside, thus helping the glans to fit in the last bend of the cage.

As i managed to squeeze the penis into the cage and press the pins in place, She gave me the lock to lock the cb. Of course She gave me no key. Then She handed me another small padlock, and told me to lock it to the small rubber band loop showing below my penis head through the bars. This way, if i would succeed in pulling my penis out, which will be more difficult because of the band, i can never get the band back around my penis, so She would notice and punish me so hard i would not do it again, ever.

"As my slave you will be in a cock cage all the time, with the exception of the moments during your training here when i have it removed because of cbt or orgasm training. The A-ring I chose is so wide you can have a semi erection, which will help you to sleep without waking up because of nocturnal erection pain, so you'll get used to being caged in a few days. But if I am disappointed with you or must punish you, I will add longer points of intrigue to your cb. There are 2 longer versions (She showed me), and the middle one will still make a small semierection possible, but makes any attempt to a hard-on painful, and the longest one will make your nights a complete misery, and allow not even semi-hard-on.”

“Before peeing you will pull your foreskin back with your fingers through the bars and dousche thoroughly afterwards, and wash also the space between your penis and balls, as all your precum will end up on your ball sac now. You will be allowed to watch porn while you are away, but you will have to learn to enjoy it without full erection. You will be allowed to dribble precum from your semirigid penis to your balls. When you wash it from your balls you'll know what it feels like being My slave.."

i was locked in the pink cb-2000. She weighed me. i was 85 kg, and my ideal was 70-75kg. She decided my target is 69kg after one year, and each week i will need to lose at least 300g to meet that target. So next week i must weigh less than 84,7 kg and so on. For that end, i will be eating no snacks or sweets. Next She ordered me to do push-up's. i managed 3.

"In a year you will do 30 push up's on My command, each month your target is up by 2 push-up's, and if both targets are not met, you will not get a chance to cum."

i will have to train daily for Her.

Then She gave me a blue woven strap with two metallic spikes, and told me to attach it round my genitals so that the spikes are pressing deep into my skin just under my balls. Then She told me to lie on the floor on my back and throw my legs over my head so that She can inspect the cb and the strap, which is an electric dog training collar. As i perched on my shoulders, She took hold of my genitals for the first time, through the cock cage, twisted it and tested the strap. She let me stay in that position and said She will use the electric shocks and beeping sounds of the collar to summon me when i am working on my chores.

"We are going to test it later, when you need correction. I'll first teach you a couple of other positions you need to learn. When I say "beg" you will kneel up legs together facing me, holding your hands folded before you like paws of a dog, looking straight ahead - no eyes straying at me! Beg!"

Immediately i threw my feet back to the floor again, got on my knees, straightened my back, held my wrists near my nipples, palms down, paw-like. Mistress disappeared somewhere, walked to me from behind and yanked a wide, rigid leather collar around my neck and buckled it in place. i dare not move or say anything, and kept my hands in place.

"Now you'll learn another position. When I say "stay" you'll get on all fours, feet, knees and hands one foot apart, bend your back as much as you can, tilt your neck up, look straight ahead and stick your ass up in the air. Stay!". i put my hands on the floor, spread my legs a little, bent my back as low as it went, stick my head and ass high.

A strong electric shock hit me behind my balls. I jumped and gave a yelp more because of the surprise than the pain.

"Arch your back more, puppy. Your anus, balls and your doggy chastity belt have to show to everyone in the room when I say "stay!"

i arched my back as far down as i could.

"i'm going to hook your asshole to the top of your head and draw them closer if you cannot do better!"

"Beg!" "Stay!" "Beg!" i was drilled to learn two basic dog commands, and i switched from upright kneeling to showing my ass every few seconds until She decided to stop and leave me at Stay.

"Now we'll train fetching. I'll throw the ball, you'll fetch it moving on your hands and feet, touching the ball only with your mouth, understood?" "Yes, Mistress". A new electric jolt hit me, maybe not so strong as before. "When W/we play puppy play, you don't talk. yes is one woof, no – a word you don't normally need - is two woofs. Fetch!" Simultaneously She threw a ball to the other end of the dungeon.

i hurried after the red ball as fast as i could, lowered my head to take the ball in my mouth, and returned walking fast on my hands and knees, offered it to Her in Beg-position. She took the ball from my mouth, i noticed She was wearing plastic gloves and threw me the ball a few times more. As i approached Her maybe fifth time She didn't take the ball but commanded "stay". What a humiliated sight i must have been, raising my ass in the air, arching my back, holding my head high with a bright red ball in my mouth.

"Turn sideways!" My cock hurt again trying to get erect.

"Stay! Now you will learn about the different shock levels of the electric collar. There are five intensities. I give you first the lowest, then the strongest shock".

The first was a frightening, surprising feeling, that made me bounce a little, and i started immediately to fear for the big one, clenching my muscles, keeping my eyes shut, but had to continue to stretch my back and keep on showing my ass and balls that were going to be receiving more electric jolts. The next one was a real shock, it felt like a bolt of lightning, making me yell and jump involuntarily.

"Now I will give you random shocks, and you will guess the level. You will answer me as a dog, you bark three times if you think it was level 3 and so on."

This dog whimpered a lot until the ordeal was over. A shock at my balls, followed by me making barking noises, trying to guess the level. For a wrong answer She corrected me and punished me with a 4 or 5 level shock. For an exact one i got a level 1 shock as a reward.

Finally She clipped a leash to my collar, and started leading me around, continuing to jolt me, and me continuing to bark after each jolt. After a few rounds in Her dungeon She lead us to a closet, where She produced the sort of loin cloth that Tarzan uses, asked me to put it on. i raised myself to upright kneeling, fixed the cloth around my waist, and continued to kneel upright hands straight by my sides. That was a mistake.

"Slave, when you don't know what to do next, you kneel one meter from Me, on My right side, facing Me, press your face to the floor or ground and cross your wrists behind your neck, with your elbows near, but not touching the ground. Now get into that pose, and I'll but IcyHot to your balls so you remember better this position, it’s called the Basic position."

While i knelt there, She went away, came back, and reached with Her hand between my legs to slide someting wet to my balls - the loin cloth was so small She didn't need to raise it to get access to my balls in this position... Her first touch to my skin...putting IcyHot to my balls... Right away the heat grew, and went really intense, a menthol-like burn continued and continued, while She dragged me from my leash to Her dungeon kitchen.

She had me stand up and showed me where everything was so that i can learn to serve Her tea, wine, soft drinks or snacks. She told me a lot of things about how She wants to be served, and i tried to memorize everything.

"Now let's rehearse. Make me tea and biscuits".

As i didn't answer, She continued with a dark voice: "Boy, thank me every time i give you an order and after each punishment".

"Thank you, Ohh, Mistress" in the middle my burning balls were jolted.

She went away to Her couch and Her book, and i boiled water, poured into a pot, added a cylinder full of tea leaves, let it stay there while i collected a fine tea cup, plate, and a small basket on a tray, and put a selection of cookies and biscuits neatly in the basket. My cock was straining against the sides of it's cage, the burning in my balls continued, and my perineum remembered the jolts.

i removed the tea cylinder and approached Her, curtseying before Her according to Her orders, no matter how funny it looked in the loin cloth, set the tray on the coffee table, lifted the teacup, plate and basket before Her, poured tea into the cup and went directly into kneeling in Basic position, my forehead down. Wrong again.

"When i am drinking or eating something you made, you will not wait in Basic position, you silly slave. How can you offer more to me if you cannot see how much I have left? While I eat, you will stand behind my right elbow, your hands clasping the other hand's elbows behind your back, feet together, and not move an inch, until it's time for that. DON'T MOVE UNTIL I TELL YOU TO! (I tried to move to Her back) Your gaze will be fixed on my drink while you stand perfectly still.”

“Later you will be equipped with little bells, and if I hear a bell ring when it shouldn't, your chance for release is over and instead you'll face very long and painful bondage. I've trained enough slaves to know that absolute discipline is what you wankers need most. You want to please me, and I must tell how I exactly want to be pleased. Now get up *** JOLT *** and take your place!"

i quickly rose and took my place, very excited, i would have had a huge erection without the cb. i grabbed my elbows and felt my cock ache in its prison.

"When I have tea or a drink, you will wait until I have only tea left for one sip, and ask me POLITELY "May i pour You some more tea, Mistress". When I have wine, juice or some other drink, you fill my glass every 3 sips I have taken. After i have eaten, you ask "May i bring You something more, Mistress?"

i stood behind Her concentrating not to move an inch.

"Starting from the next time you have a chore list, that you automatically complete. My slaves are all low maintenance. You will be in charge of the dungeon kitchen. Each time you are here, you clean and wash it thoroughly, all tasks will be listed so you don't need to think."

She had now nearly drunken Her tea, so i asked in a soft voice if i can pour Her more tea.

"No piglet. We will now start training you to cum properly. Clear the dishes, and handwash everything first."

i got an immediate stab by the points as my penis grew. i brought everything back in the kitchen, put bisquits back in their place, filled the tub, and handwashed the china, dried them, checked everything was in order and clean, and returned to the dungeon, knelt and pressed my face to the floor near Her again.

i heard a clinging sound as a key landed on the floor near my head.

"Open up the cb".

i raised my head, grabbed the key and with trembling fingers opened the lock and removed the cage and other parts while kneeling up. My penis filled the cage entirely, so i really had to pull the cage off of the penis. I laid the parts down on the floor and pressed my face back to the floor again, which was right, i didn't get zapped.

For a moment She let my erect penis dangle free between my spread legs, and then 'Kneel up, legs together'. i knelt up hands at sides.

"First I will teach you some basic masturbation. As I say "Wank" you take your current position, in front of me, in 2m distance, immediately start masturbating, trying to get off as fast as possible, but when you are nearing orgasm, you slow down, but keep yourself on the edge and say 'I am on the edge, Madam'. If I would say 'Go on' it would mean you can continue and ejaculate on the floor. You have 3 seconds from the "go on" to shoot, if you cannot, you have not kept yourself on the edge like instructed. You will watch the time yourself, and cross your wrists behind your back as you start cumming or after 3 seconds from my command, whichever comes earlier.”

“You will never, under no circumstances, be allowed to stroke or even touch anything with your penis while it emits semen. Furthermore, you must be still while you ejaculate. No squirming, no thrusting of loins through the air, nothing. If your hands are free you cross your wrists behind your back, look straight ahead - no glances at your penis - back straight, and let your goo leak to the floor. That is the way my slaves ejaculate.”

“I know how much your penis desires stimulation during orgasm, and your best way to show obedience and subservience to me is to always make sure it gets no stimulation at all during ejaculation. It is more pleasurable that way even for you, as you will suffer practically no downtime after such ruined orgasm. Now wank for me!"

I tried to do it right so i backed one meter so i was in the desired position, and started masturbating quickly with my right hand. It felt wonderful. She stared in my eyes and i felt also Her eyes on me and it made it twice as wonderful. i kept a steady pace. In about a minute i was ready to cum and spoke out "i'm on the edge, Madam".

"Stop!", She shouted back at me. i took my hand away, hesitated for a moment, and walked on my knees a bit towards Her and pressed my mouth to the floor in Basic position, as there were no new orders.

"Wank!" i quickly rose and backed on my knees, stopped 2 meters away and resumed wanking. Now it took only 5 seconds to be ready to inform Mistress of my edgy state again.

"Stop at once!". i took away my hand, quicly approached Her and pressed my mouth to the floor.

"Now we will try the Countdown for the first time. When I start the countdown, you will jump to your wanking position, start wanking and when I say “zero”, it means "cum" to a slave. You will stroke so that you are ready to shoot at zero. Zero is an excellent way to describe your orgasm, because it is as meaningless as a zero.”

“If you cannot continue wanking till zero without cumming prematurely, you stop it and your chance to cum is over this time. Your cum may not show before I say zero, and when I say zero, your hand will leap from your cock immediately and you will cross your wrists behind your back for that wonderful moment of your ruined orgasm which you will spend motionless like I said. If you fidget, that will prolong the time till your next chance to ejaculate.”

“This time I will help you by saying “prepare“ before starting the countdown. Prepare, 12,..." i jump into up-kneel position, back off to desired distance from Her while She says "11", start stroking kneeling upright, knees together, She counts down quite quickly, maybe one figure per second, and i cannot get near orgasm by zero, and draw my hand to my side.

"OK, boy. It seems you were not horny enough to need an orgasm this week. You only get to cum while you desperately enough need it, not more often than that. remove the training band, clean up everything, put on your clothes, your next session is next Tuesday at 5pm."

When i was ready, she told me to go to the bathroom to put on the cb. I tried not to think about anything exciting as i cleaned up. As i knelt down, i noticed my penis was flaccid. I managed to put on the a-ring with the pin and the points before it grew somewhat.

"Do you remember what happens if you can't get yourself soft?"

"Madam, you will tie me up and kick my balls until i get soft"

"Yes I will, but this time I'll allow you to epilate your perineum for 5 minutes to get rid of that stiffy, before i do that."

i started work with my sensitive perineum, epilating it little by little, working towards my anus. In a few minutes i lost the erection and quickly caged my penis carefully not thnking about sex.

"At last, next times you won't get this kind of mercy. Kneel up, here. Open your mouth"

She let me watch Her collect saliva in Her mouth and then spit it so most of it went into my open mouth but some splashed on my cheeks, nose and jaw.

"Let it dry up where it landed, as a memoire. Now get lost, sucker"

She sounded angry, so i hastily raised my pants and scurried out a little bit concerned whether She really wanted me to leave, saying "Thank you, Ma'm". Next i was in the garden, going to my car.

Next days i was so in love with my demanding Queen that the new cb constantly held my growing erection back. I was really horny being denied so long. i bought the epilator and continued to epilate myself until my perineum and crack were hairless and a tidy triangle stood on top of my cb. Nights were awful as nocturnal erection woke me up each night between 4am and 5am. i seldom got any sleep after that. Evenings i jogged and went to the gym, and didn't eat any sweets. I weighed myself regularly, and tested push-up's daily, and progressed well.

Then came next appointment, but that’s another story.

Tuesday, 16 February 2010

Additions to the blog

i have added ywo sections to this blog. You find them on the right panel.

First is a link list of some favourite Femdom stories collected over a course of years. The second is a list of good Femdom essays and other educational reading.

Have fun!

Sunday, 14 February 2010

Getting Mistress mad

It’s late evening on Tuesday as i get home from negotiations with a couple of business moguls. The sauna is warm, i get directly to sauna, do the water aerobics and exfoliate my crotch. After supper i slip into the web. That’s a grand mistake. Mistress comes, very angry for me being away most of the evening and then disappearing into the net. i apologize. i can’t do anything else. She says, that She will also ignore me, not even give me a punishment.

i make the bedroom ready unprompted, i get back downstairs there She is, clean up the kitchen. As She goes to the bedroom, i follow Her there, close the door and kneel, looking meekly down. i know what lies ahead: a silence, without orders, on my knees. Finally She speaks to me, orders me to make a note to load software into the brand new exquisite camera She bought. i have many times praised this joint moment of O/ours before going to bed. Now She asks me, what’s so special about it? “O/our time together”, i can think of. She asks if i have something to say. i say, i am truly sorry, i apologize, i say i wish i could expiate it and W/we could get over it. i promise not to go web browsing without Her permission. As i cannot use web at work, it means good bye to Elise Sutton and my other favourite Femdom sites.

The last Femdom site i had found before this was [Real women don’t do housework] ( . i used this sites to stay in the submissive mood, subspace. i had last read at Elise Sutton site about [introducing Women to Femdom lifestyle] ( . i make up my mind to try offering massages, possibly pedicures and manicures to Her.

Then She puts out lights, early.

Friday, 12 February 2010

STORY missy - a maid to a dominant couple

i am “missy”, a live-in slave to Master Tom and Mistress Katia. i am a well-off executive, and i own a large house. As Katia took me as a slave, i didn't know Katia had a boyfriend Tom, an obvious alpha male, who soon became my Master as much as Katia is my Mistress. Together Katia and Tom took over my mansion, and made me serve them as a chastized sissy maid.

My duties include waking up at 6:00 to remove my cb-2000 with a key in a box with a time lock which keeps the box open only 6:02-6:15, epilate my genitals, perineum (except a triangle, angle down, above my genitals, trimmed short), pull out all hairs from penis and balls with tweeters, lock the cb-2000 back on and return the key to the box that soon locks itself. Then i epilate my asshole area, ass cheeks, thighs and legs, and stomach and chest, make up (eye liner, lipstick), do my hair. Now it's 7:00. i may now surf for porn until 7:15, eat from my bowl and leave for work.

On weekends i put one electric dog training collar round my neck, electrods at front, another round my genitals, electrods at the root of my penis, fetch the newspaper, then don a corset, stockings, (no panties), high heels, and the French maid uniform, which is very short, sleeveless, with shoulder straps. Then i place a wide leather collar around my neck, hiding the electric collar, and narrow cuffs to my ankles, wrists and elbows. They are really seldom used to fix me, but they remind me of bondage all the time.

i prepare breakfast for Master and Mistress, lay the table, including one dog training remote control by His plate (neck) and by Her plate (balls), empty cat litter box and tidy the kitchen. Once a week i will also browse TV guide for Mistress's and Master's favorite TV shows. i present the list for their approval, and set alarms in my mobile so that i can remind them about each show. i also prepare a weekly menu for Their approval, and i have an excel-file showing a lot of duties i need to do at certain intervals, like cleaning Their cars inside, cleaning air conditioning filters, maintaining the pool, like backwashing the filters, checking water quality and adding chemicals. i will do some of these tasks or dust or wash floors (something that does not disturb Mistress and Master) until They wake up.

When my Superior wakes up, i say "Good morning, Master/Mistress" and try to kiss His/Her hand - sometimes They allow it. Then i am to follow Him/Her to the breakfast table, draw a chair out for Him/Her. i have placed the newspaper on the table so He/She can start reading it while i pour coffee for Him or tea for Her and serve porridge with jam or something else they ordered the night before. Now i must ask Him/Her whether He/She wants a shoulder or foot massage while He/She eats, and act accordding to the wishes, e.g. kneel under the table, remove His socks, and massage His feet until i get a new command or The Other Superior arrives. then i repeat exactly the same procedure which i went through when the First of my Superiors rose.

Only after both my Superiors are eating breakfast, i may start preparing my breakfast. i have a water bowl on the floor with lukewarm water. The water is never changed, i may only fill it when it is empty. The other bowl is for all my food. The bowls are placed near my Master's seat so that He can watch my balls and cb-2000 hanging between my stockinged legs, if He orders me to keep the hem up while i eat. i am allowed to make half a cup more coffee for breakfast than my Master normally drinks. As He has finished eating i finally (i have been awake for 2-3 hours by now) may begin my breakfast. i will now pour all remaiming coffee into my eating bowl combined with leftovers from yesterday's breakfast. i will always scrape all major leftovers of breakfast (i am allowed to make large portions for Them so there are leftovers) into my doggy bag in the fridge. If there are some other leftovers - old bread etc. i will put that to my bowl too and mix everything - coffee, cold porridge and leftovers - into a slimy mixture. That's what i get to eat every morning, when i first kneel head down before my Master and ask permission.

He may keep me waiting 0-5 minutes before He gives me permission for my breakfast, which is a long time for someone not eaten in 12 hours. He may also say: "No, but you may suck my big toe as i read the paper." That means i will immediately drop to my knees, duck under the table, remove His sock, put His big toe in my mouth and suck it until i get a new command: "Now you can have your breakfast missy". Then i am to kneel, put my knees 2' apart, my ankles 3' apart (sometimes Mistress meters how far apart they are, so they better be pretty precisely all the time) clasp my hands behind my neck, lower my mouth to the bowl and eat and drink using my mouth only, not moving an inch while i eat.

If they see me move my butt or legs, they may order me to stop eating or zap my balls or neck full force. These are the ways my Superiors punish me. They may also put IcyHot on my balls or beat my buttocks, or the insides of my thighs, or my penis, if They remove it from the cb. They use riding crops, also cane for my buttocks and thighs. Every time They whip me it is for punishment, not pleasure, so they gag me and let me scream my lungs out. But mostly way just punish me by taking away my priviledges like food, sleeping in the house or orgasms.

Always when my Superior has finished eating, i clear His/Her dishes, put leftovers in my doggy bag and lick the plates clean. As i clean the kitchen i am allowed to scrape all food from kettles and pots and eat it. We don't throw any food away normally, bananas that have gone black are my candies as are overripe plums.

As i have tidied the kitchen after W/we have all eaten, i continue automatically with my chores. i am not allowed to just wait for orders all the time, even though i am at my Superior's disposal all the time. They can whistle to get me kneel in front of them any time. But unless that happens, i check laundry piles and wash if necessary, dry if necessary, and iron if necessary, and put ironed laundry back in place when necessary. i vacuum, clean windows, dust beds, make beds, draw blinds...

On Sundays i must ask permission to go to the gym where i workout with Them or alone if They don’t come, but anyway according to Their instructions - normally a regular set, sometimes They instruct me to double up some parts, as i kneel before Them to get approval to change my clothes and leave.

i always need my Superior's explicit permission to leave the house. i also make two 3 course meals per day on weekends, one on weekdays after i return home. i need Their approval to work overtime and for any work-related evening program.

Menus are normally quite compicated, including fresh bread baked by me, Indian food made without any seasoning mixes, plus side dishes and elaborate dessert like a cake. But i am allowed to make a lot and offer the same dish in different combinations on two meals (before it ends up in the doggy bag). i am not allowed to raise my voice ever, so i don’t shout to Master and Mistress that meal is ready, i approach Them and kneel before Them to announce it.

Dinner is a bit more formal. After announcing the dinner, i follow them to the candle lit dining room, with flowers and nicely lain table, draw a chair for Mistress and Master respectively, serve wine and food like a professional waitress, wait standing by the table while They eat, fill Their glasses after every three sips, offer more food, clear the dishes, bring new food - like they do in a high-class restaurant. i'm totally ignored like a waitress which i am. They focus on each other and the fine food. After dessert i ask whether i can bring Them drinks, or give massage, bath, foot bath, blow job or something else.

Normally They relax reading a book or watching TV while i first massage the shoulders of Mistress and then Master. This is the only way i can catch a glimpse of tv. You may wonder how i manage to find time for all this and also work as a full-time executive. The explanation is i don't have any hobbies, i don't read anything but cook books and TV guide (for Them) at home, and never watch tv, and eat very quickly (and little, I'm losing wait).

Sometimes They use me as Their chaffeur. i get to drive my big car only as Their chauffeur. i will dress in regular clothes, open doors for Them, ask where to drive, drive with both my hands on the wheel, drive carefully according to signs, drop Them at the front door, open door for Mistress (Master opens normally His door in public), go wait for Them at the parking lot, and pick Them up at the door in less than 20 seconds fter They appear, so i must be awake all the time. i may do groceries shopping by myself, with my small car. I am responsible for keeping the kitchen stuffed.

Every other day i warm up the sauna for Them, and bring Their favorite cold drinks there, and one glass of diet coke for me, i never get alcohol. In sauna i will be naked except for my cb-2000 or according to Their wish also wear swimming trunks. Massaging is more efficient in the warm, so while They enjoy the sauna i sit in the hottest place behind Them and massage Them. i can never stop massaging without Their explicit order, and in the sauna it can get really difficult. i wash Their hair massaging Their scalp and dry Them. Then i take a coldish shower, as Master opens my cb-2000 briefly allowing me to wash my genitals, and sees that i lock it up again. Unpermitted erection during this would be a capital offense (never happened).

In the evenings i open Their bed in master bedroom, draw blinds and wish Them good night. This is the time for my feedback. If i have been serving well all day, Master or even Mistress may slap my face hard, but not angrily a few or even 10-20 times while i kneel and keep my hands clasped behind my back saying something like "missy, tomorrow you will need to try even harder. You have shown talent as a maid, but We will push you each day deeper and deeper into real slavery. You will need to serve us more slavishly tomorrow, you know. Not a day without progress. Now you may massage my shoulders until i fall to sleep, and then you move quietly to that corner, kneel there and fondle your balls with your left hand and your nipples with your right for 30 minutes without making a sound and retire to your slave bed" my bed is an old coach in the cellar. There i am to sleep naked wearing only cb-2000, under a coarse deck.

Mostly Mistress and Master just have me serve Them as a polite and meek maid. They don't normally scene with me or pay attention to me. Meaning of my life is to concentrate on Their well-being. i am very happy and grateful to them even if They don't do me, i mean use Their precious time to fulfill my wishes. But They are very clever to establish Their authority over me with things that take only a little of Their time, but do a great impact on me. They dominate me by making me serve in a maid's dress, collar and cuffs, making me curtsey whenever i enter or leave the room Master or Mistress is in (twice if both are in the room), making me say "Thank you" each time way give me an order instead of thanking me. i love the way They dominate my eating, the orgasm control way use on me. my favorite kink is sissy maid, so i am as happy as can be with the arrangement. i love the silken feel of my legs in stockings, my bare, smooth thighs, feminine dress, and the drastic contrast created by the leather restraints in my narrowest places where a Lady would wear bracelets.

Mistress Katie has never allowed me to have penetrative sex with Her. She allows me to lick Her cunt, but only to get Her wet for Master. She can't get off easily on licking. Master has taught me to give Him blowjobs and deepthroat Him. Mistress doesn't give head so when Master wants a slut make him cum with her mouth and swallow his cum, it’ll always be me. Unfortunately that doesn't happen as often as i would like - maybe once a month.

i soon got used to wearing a CB-2000. my Superiors keep me in denial for varying periods, from a few days to a few months. i never know when and how i will again get release. Sometimes i get to masturbate in Mistress's or Master's presence, but often They don't care to watch me so I am ordered to do it alone in a toilet. my penis gets only stimulation from my own hand, or by humping floor or some furniture. On some rare occasions Master or Mistress masturbates me while i am licking the shoe, sole or foot of my Other Superior. After i met Mistress i have not cum once without an explicit order from Her or Master. As i am nearing orgasm, i must ask that the stimulation is stopped or i cum. Nearly always i get the permission, as They like to keep me in a constant state of arousal and They edge me often. By the time my ejaculation begins i must stop stimulation, so all my orgasm are "ruined orgasms", even though as pleasurable to me as normal orgasms. Only if i need to aim my semen to a cerrtain place i may hold my penis while i ejaculate.Also since meeting Mistress Katia i have consumed every drop of semen i have been ordered to ejaculate. Normally i lick it off the floor.

Once i got a call from Master as i was driving home from work with the small car they allow me to use. He ordered me to put on a video camera which i need to always carry in his/my car. i was instructed to film everything from now on, drive to a gas station near Their/my house, open a bag secretly hidden in the car. In the bag i found a small container containing 5 cl of Master's pee, a key to cb-2000, vicious clamps, a vibrating butt plug and instructions: "go to a toilet booth, lock it, set up the camera, take the pee in your mouth, and keep it there. your mouth must be full of pee all the time, you may only swallow as much as necessary not to spill any pee out. Then you must drop your pants, remove the cb, attach five clamps to your ball sac and two to your nipples. Then you will fill the container with 50ml of your semen during 30 minutes, provided you can keep out others who want to use that booth. you will need to orgasm first by humping the basin." But:"you are given only 2 minutes to succeed, or you will spend the evening without any food, and next night in a sleeping bag in the shed!" i had not been allowed an orgasm for two months, so it is easy to get off once, with minimal stimulation, even with a lot of pain. So i lean over the basin to get my penis pressed between the cold enamel basin and my stomach, and begin. First i am unable to create the right kind of friction, but when i press my thighs together, i notice an orgasm starting to build, and i catch my first cum in about a minute. The container becomes half full.

i read further. "you may now remove the ball sac clamps and for your next orgasm you are allowed to use your left hand, but you will press your forehead to the floor, and turn your ass to the camera." With my right hand i must keep the container within millimeters from the penis head, as the container is quite small, and i will need to ejaculate directly into it. Working gradually with my left hand i am able to get it up again, and then stroking the penis vigorously i am able to produce more slime and semen, but the orgastic pleasure is limited by having to concentrate to shoot accurately in the bottle. Now i had some 35mm collected.

When i am ready for third round i hear someone enter the other booth. my mouth is full of pee so i could not say anything if somebody tried to enter my booth. "you may now remove the nipple clamps and insert the butt plug and switch the vibration on". i put it on does just as the other wc user leaves. "Use any method you can to cum a third time or you will sleep in the shed and spend the evening hungry, making dinner for Us wearing a lockable gag. If you can fill the container, you will get a good meal as a reward and you will have the priviledge to share the Master bedroom with your Superiors."

Having read this i am very motivated to get my dick up again even though after cumming twice i wouldn't be thinking about sex again for some time. i stretch my ball sac, feel the butt plug vibrate against my prostate and i begin to stroke my dick with my right hand. But the penis stays limp. i try to slap it, fuck my ass with the plug and rotate it. Slowly it starts to become semirigid and thinking about my servitude, Her boots and His authority i manage to climax again in this weird way.

The note says i must swallow the pee now and lock my wee-wee back in the cage, which is easy now. Then i hurry to my car with my closed jar, including half a decilitre of my cum. my instructions end with an order to call Mistress when i'm ready. When i call Her, She congratulates me and says i may now go to McDonalds and buy 3 plain hamburgers, my treat. At home i greet Them by quickly kissing Their feet. Mistress uses the opportunity to take possession of my cum bottle. She also orders me to place the hamburgers on the kitchen table so that they get nice and cool when it is time for my reward after They have eaten dinner.

i change into my French Maid costume, full with cuffs and high heels. I start cooking the dinner, get interrupted by Master who wants to check my CB. i turn to face Him, curtsey, thank Him, smiling all the time (like i should) lift my skirt with both hands from the front to expose my genitals and stocking tops. He says: "OK, kiss my feet and continue". i thank Him, kiss His both feet, curtsey and continue cooking, lay the table in dining room, wash pots and pans, clean kitchen, light candles, dim lights and announce dinner, draw Their chairs for them, pour wine, serve hor's douvre, stand by the table while they eat and chat about Their things, not asking anything about my sexy moments in the loo. i refill Their glasses after 3 sips, then serve main course, stand and wait, remove empty dishes, serve dessert, take Their orders for drinks.

i am very hungry by now, and welcome Mistress's order to bring my bowls and the hamburgers. i curtsey deeply, and thank Her from my heart. i bring the items and kneel up before Her holding them as there's no routine to hold on to now. "Fill your feedbowl with all your hamburgers and prepare". i put the bowl down by a wall, take the hamburgers out of the bag, press them into the bowl, notice some ketchup in the bag, turn to Mistress and Master to ask what to do with it, before i ask, She says "wait a minute", presses my hamburgers into the bowl with the sole of Her foot, and continues "empty those on top". I'll make a small ketchup pile, and assume the standard position: "looking into the bowl, on my knees and elbows, hands clasped behind my neck, knees and feet apart in the desired position, not moving, my ass showing to Them.

Now i must wait for the command to eat. In my other bowl there is water, which is my only drink. Now Mistress approaches again. "your feed seems awfully dry. I'll give you some fresh dressing" and pours my grey slime all over the hamburgers and ketchup in front of my eyes. Then She holds the jar for me, "lick it clean". I say "thank You", extend my tongue to the bottom of the jar, and lick it for a good few minutes until She removes it.

"you may eat now". i shove my head into the bowl, take good bites of the hamburger-semen-ketchup mix, gulp it down eagerly. This is far better than my usual feed which is many times dog food, or even oat meal spoilt with vinegar. i may only move my mouth, my ass and legs must stay still as i eat. i lick my feedbowl clean, drink water from my water bowl, turn to Mistress and Master and thank them wholeheartedly for the superb treat They gave me.

One day Master read about a high heels running contest that was arranged for women somewhere. He told Mistress about it, and Mistress said how chauvinistic such things are. Master suggested: "Why not do what we can for the equality of sexes, and arrange a race for our little sissy here". i was standing behind Her giving Her a nice long shoulder rub.

Our neigbours don't have a view to our back garden, and next Saturday after clearing breakfast dishes i was made to fetch 2’ length of chain, 2 riding crops and join Master and Mistress at the backyard not wearing my dress. i hand the riding crops to Master and Mistress. Master orders me harshly ("slut” She calls me) to remove my dress. i fold it neatly, Master orders me to fix the chain between my ankles. Then i kneel up with my hands clasping the opposite elbow behind my back, in my corset, stockings and heels, collar, epilated, chastized genitals showing (the basic position).

"I think we still need something more. Bring thumbcuffs and handcuffs, slave", says Mistress. i hurry in my heels, hobbled with the chain into the house and to the toy chest, bring them and kneel up to offer them to Mistress. She places the handcuffs to my upper arms before me. "Put your hands behind your head" then She fixes the thumbcuffs, trapping my head between my arms. "Now go bring me another 2' chain and 2 leg cuffs. If you can't fit them in your mouth, bring them one at a time. Now, move"

I would have gotten a huge erection because of the extreme humiliation of being ordered around in this totally exposing outfit, but cb-2000 more than efficiently controlled that. I already got used to running hobbled in high heels as i made my way to the toy chest and managed to get hold of the chain and one cuff with my mouth, brought them to the back door running, offered them to Mistress kneeling, then returned to pick up the other cuff. "Stand up", Mistress hisses after grabbing the second cuff from my mouth. i stand up. Mistress fixes the cuffs below my knees and connects them with the chain.

They admire my humiliation for a moment. Mistress: "The track is from here to the shed, round it and back here". You will first rehearse for a couple of rounds, and then we will take time. She draws a line to the sand path. "Ready, STEADY, GO". Off i go. Running with hobbled, high heeled legs is not easy. i tried to tread fast, keep one leg in the air, but my balance was not so good, on the uneven grass. The cuffs clang all the time. i hurried round the shed, my hands balanced me better this way than if my wrists were just connected to my collar. i was excited, my cock strained against the walls of cb-2000. "45,9 seconds", said Mistress when i crossed the line again.

"Before we'll rehearse it again Master will toss you the ball a few times. What will do you then?" "Mistress, i will fetch the ball in my mouth.” Outdoors i was allowed to fetch running if i wore stockings, i didn’t need to do it on all fours. After a few tosses into difficult places like bushes, She called “Get ready for your next run. If you don’t beat your earlier time, you’ll get a punishment in the evening: Master will deliver it using a cane”. i stood by the line as She counted down again and with "GO" i felt the sting of the riding crop, hitting loudly at my left buttock. i repeated the exercise, putting more effort into it, panting loudly, swaying my hips. “44,1 seconds” Good! you escaped the punishment, but you must in the future beat this time.”

"Now crouch under the tree, keep your nose pressed to the trunk” She removed the thumb and handcuffs, cuffed my hands and thumbs behind my back. Then She placed a coin for me to hold with my nose, and They left me there for the rest of the morning, until They needed my maid services again.

Thursday, 11 February 2010

Little teasing at bedtime

On Monday Mistress requires i go groceries shopping after work. At home i empty the bags, change into my birthday present tricot, make the beds and collect Mistress’s dishes from yesterday while upstairs. Mistress kisses me sensuously on the lips. She makes me eat yesterday’s leftovers and clean up kitchen. Then i will have to prepare carrot casserole for tomorrow. It’s kids favourite so i never get any myself.

There are candies on the table. Mistress gives me permission to eat them, it doesn’t matter that Mats hears Her domineering. Next i must put clean laundry back in place. i get scolded for mixing up Mistress’s and Lina’s black socks. Officer work with the laptop. Emptying the dishwasher.

After supper it’s my job to clear up the dishes, clean up the kitchen again and wash the surfaces. i ask Her if there is something else for me to do. She asks me if i have any work to do. i point at the laptop. She asks whether i like Her company or the laptop’s. i say i prefer Her company whenever She has time for me.

i do the jobs assigned to me, peep into Elise Sutton’s pages, and get upstairs, where She is still talking to Mats on O/our bed and Lina is playing with the hamster. She sends me to get Her cell phone. i may wash my teeth, put on pyjamas, take off my socks. i stand in stand-by, waiting for orders. T/they go wash T/their teeth, i pen Her side of the bed. As She finally gets back to bedroom, i close the door and kneel. She undresses to Her knickers, i get hot. i may collect Her clothes and take the pile to the laundry room.

She gets on the bed, i may put Her socks on. She turns Her back on me, and orders me to massage Her back, first with both hands, but i have to kneel in a weird position and my back starts to hurt and i can only continue massaging with one hand, and i go on for a long time, until She tells me to stop. She kisses me on the mouth and draws my pyjamas down my back squeezing my buttocks. i have a continuous hard-on, i mention that to Her. She grabs my penis roughly through my pyjamas, and masturbates me for a while. i am min ecstasy. i have not got any penile friction for nearly a week, and of course i have not masturbated without permission, even though i didn’t have to wear chastity belt these days. Strong slurpy sounds give away my wetness. She says She has considered making love to me, but that She is too tired now. She makes me read the family history book or Her aloud, pants down, kneeling. Finally She orders me to grease Her feet, and She kisses me once again forcefully on my mouth. Sleeping time!

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

Need for apologies

Mistress decides the comings and goings, the wheres and whens and next day She has decided W/we leave for a trip to my mother-in-law’s to another town. She also decides what W/we do there. i get with the others to movies and a spa. i am glad no-one pays attention to my trimmed pubes.

On Sunday W/we are back home. i wake up early and spend a lot of time epilating my crotch and plucking my ball hair as i couldn’t use the epilator at my mother-in-law’s. i make breakfast sandwiches and tea for Mistress, empty the dishwasher, clean up the kitchen. While i am out getting the paper Mistress has woken up, i go hug Her in the bathroom, draw Her chair as She sits down for breakfast.

She wants to go for a forest walk and pick some mushrooms first. i must prepare a backbag with hot tea. As W/we enter the forest, i walk a little behind Her a few meters to the side so that She can choose the direction freely. i volunteer as Her seat, but there is other possibilities in the forest, She sits on a fallen tree.

After the trip to the woods i am sent to groceries with a shopping list. At home W/we make lunch together, me doing a chantarelle sauce, but She gets mad of me not doing the whole lunch. Her angriness transmits to me, and i leave for the bedroom to sulk. She gets me from there to eat, i make the bed before i get back. She asks what’s wrong. i apologize for my behaviour, say i am sad for it.

i return to sub space, clear up the table, ask permission to have coffee, Mistress rushes me to drink quickly and take out garbage and saw a tree that’s fallen to the sea. i do these and report back to Her. Now i get orders to do firewood from the tree and warm up the sauna after that. i work sweat headed and get the logs in a shelter.

For dinner i get really old, mixed leftovers: rice, corn and fried onion. In the night i ready the bedroom, open up He side of the bed, wait for Hers standing, kneel as She arrives. i get to massage oil to Her feet and read aloud about the history of women and children, until my knees are really sore. Then to sleep, no rewards today.

Sunday, 7 February 2010

Fucking while guests in the house

Monday is my day off to take care of family financial issues. Kids are home on winter holiday. In the morning i prepare breakfast for Mistress and get Her the paper. i get happy as a dog when i see Her come downstairs, and i draw Her a chair as She sits down by the table i laid. She orders U/us to bike to the gym, where we work out until noon. Then i make lunch, ginger salmon and chili, and Mistress helps by frying beetroot.

Mistress gives me a cookie with coffee. Later i may ride us to the amusement park, where W/we chat as the kids run from one ride to another.

In the evening i make supper sandwiches for Mistress and i need to go directly to bed with Her. She gives me a permission to masturbate 2 minutes at work tomorrow. Unfortunately i am so busy i cannot complete it.

On Tuesday kids have sleep over guests. In the evening as i set on my knees by the bed, Mistress asks about the 2 minutes, and i say i wish i could use it the next day. She orderes me surprisingly to lock the door. Then i kneel up again, and get ordered to take Her socks off and massage Her feet. Next i get to lick Her pussy while She sits on the edge of the bed, me kneeling. She orders me to get a condom, put it on and lie on my back in the bed. Then She straddle me so that my hands get trapped under Her. i must raise my upper body to suck Her breasts. Flicking her nipples with my tongue gets Her moaning. i must fuck Her from below to reduce the noise as W/we have guests. Then on O/our sides, from he back. As She is nearing, i can accelerate the pace three times to crescendo, until She comes, stops and starts to writhe. Her writhing gets me on the edge as well. i can barely make myself from cumming by withdrawing.

Saturday, 6 February 2010

Busy Sunday with the boat

Sunday morning i prepare porridge like always, tea for Mistress, coffee for myself, clean up the kitchen, get the paper, lay the table for breakfast. Then W/we eat and She decides W/we’ll raise the boat from the sea for the winter.

First i change energy saving bulbs to O/our yard lights and take out garbage, then Mistress heads us to empty the boat. She’s angry as i have not prepared a place for the boat, because of a misunderstanding. She’s much better organizer than me, and She is better than me at all so called men’s jobs. She dishes out commands about tools to take with U/us, fixes battery leads, starts the motor and drives the boat where W/we take it from the water. She sends me to drive the trailer there through a gas station where i must check the tyre pressures.

With Her as the manager W/we get the boat up quickly, then back home and it’s time for a job better suited for me: preparing lunch for the family. The lingonberry parfait is the dessert. Cleaning up the kitchen again, doing the dishes, Mistress goes to fix the boat for the winter and put on tarps. It’s raining, i must put on rain coat and plastic pants, wool gloves, sheer plastic gloves on top, and wash the boat with warm soap water. As She leaves me at the boat, She says i must continue to wash it exactly 20 minutes.

Next i must make meringue with Mats and for dinner raw pickled salmon in thin slices, cooked potatoes, salad. Mistress comes and is not happy with the dinner idea. She wanted fried fish - and i haven’t made sauce. She makes bearnaise sauce from a mix. i apologize later for the disappointment i was.

In the evening W/we watch a movie, i serve Her tea, She watches another movie, i’m browsing FemDom during that. A small talk at the bedtime with me kneeling on the floor, then to sleep.

Thursday, 4 February 2010

Back to basics

Saturday. i write this stirring a porridge kettle. Yard work next, i have to brush the stairs and the paths, put the trampoline to bits with Mistress. She has decided with kids that W/we will be heading Ikea today, me pushing the cart, paying, not initiating any purchases.

Back home, Mistress chooses a recipe for a lingonberry parfait in a magazine, i will have to prepare it. After warming up sauna, putting laundry to dry, delivering dried laundry back to cabinets and cleaning up kitchen i may use some free time by the PC.

With kids in hearing distance i ask permission to get everyone ice cream and the weekly small bottle of bear for my sauna beverage. i complete full water aerobics in the pool, Mistress joins me. In the evening i may browse the net as others watch TV.

Upstairs at bedtime, Mistress is reading to Lina, i change the cheapest new Ikea duvet for myself and get a mattress according to Her instructions. Next kneeling by her bed, waiting what’s in store for me, She is reading old magazines. She orders me to do buttock exercises on the mattress, abdominals, 2 times the “toilet seat” exercise, then to bed.

Monday, 1 February 2010

My big blunder

On Friday i commit a very major blunder. With both kids trying to get to the front seat, Mats pushes Lina who falls against the car and hurts herself. i lose it and push Mats, who falls and hits her hand somewhere, a bruise. As i get back from taking them swimming, i have to face Her about it. My explanations don’t help. i am going to get two punishments.

She tosses me a basket, orders me upstairs and follows me. She tosses the keys to the toy chest on the bed, i have to open it. She orders me to put in the basket wrist and ankle bracelets, straps, ball gag, posture collar with a few D-rings around it, leash, leather helmet and the cat-o’-9-tales. Then downstairs. She puts on warm clothes, the temperature is around zero Celsius. She orders me to put on the collar and leash, and shoes. Then She takes the leash and marches me out the front door carrying the basket, wearing only my tight, thin tricot shirt and jeans. The yard lights illuminate the otherwise dark garden, i could be seen from at least one house. She didn’t choose O/our secluded back door, even though She directs me around the house, and all the way into O/our cold shed near O/our beach.

There She orders me to undress, keep only socks and shoes, put on ankle and wrist bracelets and the ball gag. She makes me stand against a support column of the shed, and put on the black leather helmet – you know, without eye holes, only small nostril holes, made by Herself. Next She ties my hands around the column very tightly, and ties my ankles so that i must put one foot on either side of the column. Next She pulls a strap around my neck and the column, forcing my cheek flat against the coarse wooden column. Finally She tightens another strap around my waist, forcing it against the column as well.

Next She freaks me out with Her words. i start shaking with cold, naked in wintery weather. That’s forgotten soon, as She starts to do me over with the cat-o’-9-tales. i get it ruthlessly on my thighs, buttocks and back. She keeps long pauses, i cannot estimate the blows, i cry out into my gag from fear and pain each time She hits me. As you know, i am not used to corporal punishments. The pain gets even more intense, as She bites hard on my both buttocks – like really biting a piece off them, Her bites leave marks – as does the whip. She also teases my nipples that show by the column. It feels like clothespegs, but probably it was something else, as i don’t feel them removed.

Finally She removes my neck and wrists straps, and i may remove the other straps myself. i must wash the gag naked in the sea, put the clothes on, get the toys back to the basket and carry it to the house. She walks me on the leash again, and again pulls me to the front of the house, and in through the front door. Inside i must put all toys in place. We discuss O/our son.

She orders me to put a mattress on the floor for me in Mats’s room! So that’s the other part of the ordeal? i get the kids back from the swimming hall. i am allowed to take them to McDonalds to get some takeaway. As we get home, Mistress binds me and Mats together from the waist, leaving 40cm of rope between us. So that’s some more punishment: we have to spend all the evening tied together. That’s Her formula for making us bond better. First W/we eat. i get some French fries and the remains of Lina’s hamburger only.

We brush our teeth together with Mats, change to pyjamas and decide to go to sleep. Mistress points out that if we plan to take it so easy, we will be tied together tomorrow as well. So we don’t get top sleep, i go for a pee (with him), and get my book, we read sitting on his bed, until She allows us to remove the rope and go to sleep. Some imaginative Mistress and Wife She is.