Wednesday, 19 December 2012

Handwashing Her used panties


This is an update on O/our Tenerife holiday. i have started using the red thong as my nightdress.i have not taken epilator with me, so i use a long time each morning to pluck my hair with tweeters. i try not to give up against the stubble, though i have never tried to keep my belly and upper thighs hairless with tweeters.

On Thursday Mistress tightens my servitude. i wouldn't dare farting in Her presence. i can also easily refrain from masturbating, even though W/we have not taken the cb with U/us. She starts to control all my eating of sweets, giving me just half of a chocolate croissant after lunch as others get a full one. Instead She has poured me a glass of red wine and made me drink it up quickly - my first taste of alcohol here. i have to prepare and serve Her some 4 cups of tea each day, and occasionally serve Her a glass of red wine according to Her whims. If W/we are alone, i curtsy after laying the cup in front of Her. After preparing each meal (breakfast and lunch are prepared by me, dinner is mostly takeaway) i have to immediately wash the dishes. In the afternoon others decide to go shopping and i am left in the apartemento, i pluck hair all the time i'm alone.

On Friday morning i “epilate” long and shower, then it's time for me to get the fresh bread. After breakfast i am allowed to go to the beach while Mats still sleeps and Mistress and Lina go shopping. Mistress and Lina join me, Lina stays with me to swim in the sea, and later Mats joins me, i write my diary and finish reading The Villa of Friday. At 2pm we have got enough and go back through a supermarket, where i buy chicken and hamburger steaks for lunch. i fry the hamburgers and chicken, and afterwards old rice, potatoes and chicken for myself. i have to eat oldest leftovers so that nothing goes to waste, but Others can eat only fresh. Then tea for Mistress, coffee for me, washing the dishes. In the evening, after a walk and reading some books, i am sent with kids to get an Indian takeaway meal. At the apartemento i lay the table, pour the drinks and W/we eat. As i am clearing the table, kids get ice creams. Instead of dessert She makes me eat all the remaining relishes, the side dish that consists mainly of fresh onion. It is difficult, but manage to get it all down! Then to sleep. She orders me to kneel and sniff and choose that pair of Her used panties that has gathered the most odour. i sniff through the panties. Most of them are surprisingly smell free but one pair has clear Mistress's smell. 'you will handwash that pair in the morning as you have then good time for that' No other explanation.

Friday, 14 December 2012

Humiliating play during Tenerife holiday


Second evening i find a bright red men's thong - a thing you never normally come across - for 2 euros, and i get Mistress's permission to buy it. After W/we have eaten Indian takeaway, with me laying the table and providing the drinks, kids are tired and retire. Mistress takes me upstairs (W/we have a two floor condo) to show Her the contents of my bag. i have to get on my knees first and undress totally. i get a stiff hard-on right away. Then She orders me to take out the contents. i lay them out for Her: 9 clothespegs, 2 big clamps, 2 clover camps, ball weights, Her dildo, electric dog training collar, a leather hood with nostril holes only, a corset, stockings, a PVC skirt for Her, and 3 condoms. She thinks there's a lot of stuff there. First She orders me to show how i can make use of all the clothespegs. i put them all on my ballsac, except two on my foreskin on either side of the ring. Last one i place on the back of my ballsac. Then She orders me to add the two big clamps. i find places for them at the root of my penis, on both sides. Finally i have to put on the clover clamps on myself. i have saved my nipples in case i have to place them on me, so i touch on my nipples to get them erect (Mistress laughs on my efforts). She makes a test for me. She says She needs my weewee horizontal for it. With a little effort i can raise my penis till full mast. She puts a condom, still in its package, on top of my hard-on. i have to balance the package on my sissy clit. First it is easy, except for my penis bounces a little, the pegs and the ring at the end weighing in a pleasurable way at each bounce. As minutes go by, Mistress decides i need further challenge. She starts to manhandle the begs at my balls, twisting them and slapping them lightly. That's not a big problem, i can still balance the package, though some swaying occurs. Next She grabs the chain connecting the clover clamps and tries to hoist me off my knees by the chain. The pain is abdominal but the condom stays put.

So She decides to move on, and orders me to put the condom down for a moment, put on the electric training collar, electrodes to the front, and put my head in the leather hood and draw the zipper, hand Her the remote and replace the condom.

Now the game continues. She sends varying electric shocks to my neck, with varying intervals. i try to guess when the shock is coming, judging by the sounds i hear, but it proves unsuccessful. Each zap gets me by surprise, and makes me jerk. Anyway, the package apparently stays put, though my jerks probably put my penis in motion too. This goes on for a long time, and i still balance the condom successfully. Finally She says the package seems to be glued to my penis, as it still stays there though my penis is not horizontal any more, but pointing downward in an angle. She starts to take off the pegs, knowing how they hurt as they come off. The ones at my foreskin are soaked with precum, She doesn't want to touch them and leaves them on. The nastiest ones are the clover clamps. i whine as my nipples are freed from them and the blood returns. Finally She orders me to take off the hood and the foreskin pegs, put down the condom, and allows me to masturbate while She silently counts to 20. i start gratefully, this is my reward. However i don't dare try to edge, as She didn't mention anything about that. She continues to zap me while i jerk off, giving me finally a big jolt, which is the first to make me cry out, and orders me to stop, put everything away and put my night clothes on.

i ask Her about the setting of the last jolt: it was maximum - the only maximum jolt She gave. W/we talk about the session, and i praise Her for the idea of offsetting my pleasure with electric pain.

In the aftermath i start feeling pain in my prostate. It is an old trouble i've had. Years ago the prostate pain struck me after each orgasm. i even had my prostate examined back then by a doctor, but he found no overgrowth. As my orgasms were regulated and rare, the pain became absent and didn't hit me even after my rare full orgasms. Now that i am allowed orgasms more often, maybe the pain is coming back. As a coincidence, as my hairline is retreating, 4 months ago in August i got myself a prescription for finasterid, which is originally a drug for the overgrowth of prostate, but as a side effect stops balding. It caused some of the testosterone to change into estrogen so other side effects are breast growth and impotence. Sounds like fun. Well, my breasts have grown significantly over the last few years, but i cannot tell whether it has gained speed during the last 4 months. But what i am more interested in, is whether my prostate pain is also being cured by finasterid. Cannot tell.

Saturday, 8 December 2012

Quality cuckolding reading


On Tuesday it's time for O/our long awaited holiday in Tenerife. i took a random book from O/our bookshelf as my travel reading, Alberto Moravia's book of short stories, Friday's villa (La villa de venedri). i was surprised to find it exactly the right reading for me. The main theme is adultery and even cuckolding. The first story is about a couple, whose wife spends all weekends with her lover. Also some S/M included. Next story is about sexual encounters of a 18-year old and a nymphomaniac wife who cuckolds his husband with a multitude of men. Also some of the following stories include cuckoldry scenery.

Mistress has informed me that all meals, shopping for groceries and handwashing dishes in O/our apartemento are for me to do.   

Monday, 3 December 2012

Learning the modes


Next week goes uneventfully in Mode 1, and on Saturday Mistress is away on a fair. On Sunday She orders Mode 2 again, i make rice porridge for all, and after that Mistress wants U/us to take a walk. She decides the route, i follow, one step behind at the crossroads. Back at home She makes me iron Her skirt and my jacket and hang laundry. Then She wants U/us to go to a Christmas market in O/our town, She decides what W/we buy. Back at home, i am ordered to make lunch, and after that prepare cookie dough. This time Mats is making the cookies. There's a lot of cleaning up for me to do after that. In the evening i am allowed to do some of my professional work with my laptop, no fun. However, She asks me to prepare a bag full of S/M gear to take with me on O/our forthcoming holiday!