Thursday, 26 December 2013

Fucking with my sissy clit desensitized with Emla

Mistress allowed me to purchase a tube of Emla cream from the pharmacy next Saturday (It's OTC medicine here in Norway), as i was doing the groceries shopping, and She was buying clothes. i understood W/we could try safe unprotected sex the same evening and put some cream on my glans as i retired to bedroom. i thought She was joining me soon, but nope, She took an hour. i noticed how the cream really had an effect on the sensitivity of my penis as i waited for Her and handchecked the situation every once in a while.

The package read it takes 60 minutes for full numbing effect, but for damaged skin the application time is only 15-30 minutes. i think it took some 30 minutes for good effect on the penis. It's of course a nuisance if Mistress has to wait for Her vaginal sex, but 15-30 minutes is ok and can be used for pussy licking and other play.

As She got to bed She didn't want sex, as She has found me non-communicating and easily irritated lately. But next day She wanted sex in the sauna. She told me that beforehand and said i could bring some stuff with me there. i also applied Emla cream again, but brought a condom also.

i could not be so independent as to decide myself what toys to bring with me to the sauna department, so i brought only the condom, and said i don't need any other stuff. She was angry at first, but W/we got over it and She put on the new suspender belt She bought on Saturday and stockings and looked stunning as She wore nothing else. She let me hug Her and feel Her ass, then W/we settled on some blankets under O/our knees as She wanted me to fuck Her doggystyle (the easiest position for Her to reach orgasm). For some reason i was all the time very excited, and the emla cream seemed to offer no help. i used only a very thin layer of it, though the instructions called for applying a thick layer. i'll use more next time. Emla didn't make fucking difficult, no erection problems. Instead i had to have a few breaks to calm down not to cum before Her. Supporting O/ourselves on the pool rail She came, simultaneously with me, which was bad, as i slowed down too a bit too early for Her orgasm to continue a long time on full level.


Monday, 23 December 2013

Mistress washes me with cold water

Mistress had chosen a modern singing concert for us, and the night was spent there. Next day mother-in-law left.

Mistress has taken a tighter reign on me. It manifested itself last weekend which was intense slaving on my part.

Friday night She had me warm up the beach sauna. She took a swim in the cold sea, and decided we'll also bath the oldfashioned way, showering from a bucket. She made me fetch three buckets of cold rain water and had me pour it little by little on Her as She washed Herself, hair and everything. Then it was my turn. i had to refill the buckets, naked again of course. As She knew i am very sensitive to cold, She asked me to get Her bathrobe belt and ordered me to offer my elbows to be tied with it behind my back. I got a raging hard-on which was totally discarded the whole day.

i had to kneel submissively with my legs spread and head tilted down as She soaped me. Then i had to lower my head to the floor as She washed between my buttocks and legs. As washing my hair with the cold water started i again stooped forward so that the cold water would fall directly to the floor from my head, but She deliberately poured some to my back making me squeal. As She was ready and She freed my hands, i had to put the belt back in place, and put Her bikinis on the clothes line.

She gave me detailed, precise orders. i didn't need to know why i was ordered to do something. i just fetched something, did something, maybe understood later what it was about.

Friday night as W/we were watching TV She had me draw and cut patterns for a new shirt She was going to make, working on the floor in the living room.

She didn't spare me from walking a lot, as She made me fetch plants and tools from the other side of the garden. She planted some of the plants and ordered me to plant some, fetch fertilizing manure (She uses genuine horse shit),made me scatter it around, and finally weed the whole kitchen garden. Then She gave me detailed instructions to take back the tools, and move a plant shed to a new place.

On Saturday night W/we watched a long scifi movie and got to bed late, but She started a little petting and soon asked me to lick Her pussy, which i did, She on He back, knees up, me between Her legs. My tongue exercises have maybe already improved my tongue skills, as She seemed to like my efforts very much. Next She allowed me a few fucking motions without a condom, before asking me to draw it on, and continue doggy style until She came good and loud and i was left without fulfilment.

Sunday morning W/we were going to an amusement park. There i had to join Lisa with some of the most horrible rides, upside down in fast speed, making me squeal, not her.

At home slaving started right away: 'Get me some tea'. As She drank it i prepared next week's menu. She approved it and said quality has improved as She made me start with menus again. i got permission to prepare Her favourite for Her right away: garlic in chili marinade.


'Change to work clothes, W/we're going out'. i had to mow the lawn, which took more than an hour and all my strength. Then She ordered me to warm up the sauna and make cold smoked salmon pasta. After W/we had eaten and been to sauna i still reported Her even though i was pretty exhausted. And She still gave me new chores, sending me to make Her a new pot of tea. A fine D/s day.

Tuesday, 17 December 2013

How long is mother in law staying?

On Monday i did all shopping needed in 3 stores for the week's menu so i got home only 6.45 pm. i was a bit tired but as i got on the sofa Mistress ordered me up and to deliver buckets of fertilizer water to rhodos. She also took me to a bathroom, made me kneel and lectured about my service attitude, taking into account my recent treat of a ruined orgasm. She pulled off all the hair in my ears with tweezers, i held my head in Her lap for that. i thanked Her and succeeded in pulling my stunt together. i made chicken kung po for mother-in-law's and kids tomorrow lunch, though it is quite difficult and took me until 10pm.

In the morning i had a bit extra time and asked Mistress how to help. She ordered me to fold the laundry. i thanked Her for the order and did it. Mother-in-law has stayed 4 nights now. i don't know when she's leaving, and as a slave i cannot ask anyone. Things are just happening to me, i cannot affect them. i am not supposed to.



Friday, 6 December 2013

A ruined orgasm reward

On Sunday morning i shaved and partly epilated my crotch again, made coffee and tea, got the paper, and prepared breakfast buffet again. i followed Mistress, and She gave me small errands like getting hair comb, dirty laundry etc. Next She ordered me out, and digging up daffodils, and planting them in the new flowerbed. That took all morning. As i was ready Mistress was chatting in the garden with O/our neighbour and my mother-in-law, and i joined them but didn't get chance to ask for next task. Anyway, it was lunch time, so as T/they broke up, She ordered me to prepare lunch with mother-in-law. After lunch W/we drank coffee in the garden house, with me bringing the stuff and the
rest that i forgot.

Mistress decided to go for a walk with Her mom as the weather was nice. She ordered me to weed the grovel path and blow the trash away. It was a long project which took two hours. After that i didn't have energy for the net and i watched tv the little time before T/they returned and She sent me to warm up the sauna. i also had to brush up the sauna floor and bring in new firewood. She had reinforced today that She wants before 9pm each Sunday a menu for next week before Her for Her approval. We had used the system earlier, but stopped it for some reason. i got it ready as the sauna warmed up, and presented it to Her. She approved it, made a few decisions, as i had two choices for a couple of meals. She thanked me by a forceful kiss which She planted on my mouth after changing the position of my head to Her liking with Her strong hands

As W/we were ready for bed She ordered me kneeling by the bed and after a small chat with me She made me fetch a bucket and masturbate to a ruined orgasm, into the bucket. i set to work happily though it was just 5 days since my 'accidental' cum in my cb. i had to stroke it, kneeling of course, for quite a long time until i edged, took of my hand and let the cum fall directly down from my penis to the bucket. One recognizes a ruined orgasm from the absence of cum spurts.


Sunday, 1 December 2013

Role reversal fun

Next morning was one of the rare ones that W/we woke up the same time. W/we hugged first, then i was made to massage Her shoulders as She sat on the bed, and i also needed to change all bed linen before i got out of the bedroom. i got a permission to shower and after that i put the cb-2000 on. Mistress was putting on make up in the same bathroom, and supervised me. Then i made coffee for me and mother-in-law and prepared a breakfast buffet plus got the paper.

Kids got their school reports today, and i went with mother-in-law to one of the other festivities. Then i made shrimps in tomato-coconut milk sauce with rice for lunch. After lunch She gave me assignment to work in the garden, removing more sheets of grass and planting them in other places. One nicety of D/s is that you get to do other kind of work that you would otherwise do, if you were free. If somebody asked me O/our garden could need also some other type of work like weeding, but Mistress can best to decide upon such things and i don't mean She is wrong, not at all.

While i was working Her sister and her husband arrived a little bit unexpectedly and a most humiliating sequence of role-changing fun began. i was made to prepare coffee table first. Coffee, warm up sweet and salty pastries, cups, plates etc. i overheard Mistress talking to Her brother-in-law in the living room, declaring that She has installed O/our new water pump for plant watering, and that She wanted him to test it now that he's here. She has indeed installed the new pump. She takes care of all highly technical stuff at home nowadays. i was never very good at it anyway, She's naturally more technically savvy, and She's getting better all the time. She doesn't like cooking or cleaning and likes me to do those.

As i had the coffee table ready, i took care not to interrupt any adult's speech as i informed that the coffee is ready. After coffee She went with him down to check on the pump, and ordered me to clear up the table in the meantime! i'm sure the guests did notice how my role is not any more a male role but a maid's role in O/our household.


After the guests had left, Mistress ordered me out to board the new flowerbeds where i had removed the lawn.

Thursday, 21 November 2013

My foreskin piercing is no more


my piercing turned out a temporary pleasure. It has now migrated. One day the ring just dropped off, as the skin layer on top of the piercing grew thinner and thinner. The problem was it was done horizontally along the skin, not through the foreskin. W/we are not making a new one soon.

Friday is a holiday and W/we spend some sweet time together with Mistress. She's also at home and so is Mats who's holidays already started.

She takes Mats to a barbershop and leaves me work to do: clean up the kitchen and fold laundry and take it to right closets. As T/they get back She wants me to accompany Her to the town. She has a list of things to buy, and i carry the bags, no free roaming for me. She takes me to a cafe as well, orders openly for me and forbids me as i am about to start eating and allows it only after a considerable while.

She allows me to talk sex, and i describe a queening stool for Her, suggest buying or making one, and also Emla numbing cream for my penis to enable unprotected sex, as well as buying a remote controlled tiny vibrator that would fit inside my cock cage, and which She could use as a 'good boy' bone for the dog. As my piercing migrated, and as it turned out that i can actually get off in a cb-2000 (even with points of intrigue installed) i have been depressed at times, and considering various new options of escape-free, orgasm-depriving chastity. i have now come up with a perfect solution for inescapable chastity. my solution is a combination of a cuff-type device like my own cb-2000 which i use daily, and lockable plastic pants. i have suggested to Mistress that W/we buy such pants from a British adult baby shop, and cut a hole in the front, that allows only the narrower top of the cock cage through. This way i can not access the a-ring nor pull out. i plan to stiffen the hole somehow (maybe sowing a ring round it). Another hole is needed in the back, allowing pooping and wiping.

At home She gives me small tasks openly. Lina gets home too, and overhears as well, but the kids are already so accustomed to me being ordered around by Mom, that they don't notice. i'll have to prepare a nice chicken soup and arrange things as Her mother is coming to U/us for a few days..

After W/we have eaten i bring coffee and tea on a tray to the glass house, and clear the dishes away afterwards. Then She sends me to dig off a few square meters of lawn and move it to another place. During this Her mom arrives. She and Her mom walk around admiring the garden and then go for a walk. The quicker i complete the work, the quicker i can go inside and continue writing my D/s novel. i work my ass off, and after 1,5 hours hard work i can retire inside.

After supper Mistress whispers that if i clean up kitchen well, a treat awaits me. That was really an effective way to motivate me. i even brush the floor and wash
the table and other surfaces.


The treat came as W/we were heading for bed. i was gong to sleep in a t-shirt and Mistress made me kneel by the bed and give Her the watch. Then i was allowed to masturbate for a period of time whose length only Mistress knew. i didn't have enough time to edge, but it was fun, as was to cuddle with Her afterwards.

Saturday, 2 November 2013

Cumming in a chastity belt

i got a flu and W/we had to take one week's break from D/s. As i started to get well i had become really horny, and used early mornings in X-rated net. 

On Tuesday morning i was so horny i woke up at 4am after i had dreamed about a new gender called 'newmale' that Female supremacists would create. i had read all male training essays at the Dreamlover labs site the day before. 

i was so excited that i started experimenting if i could somehow masturbate with my penis inside the cb-2000. The combination of locking pin, points of intrigue and spacer is such that the spacer is 2mm thinner than its gap. It means i can move the cock cage along the locking pin 2mm to and from . Moving it towards the A-ring means compressing my penis into a bit smaller space. i held the A-ring back with my thumb and used my other fingers to move the cock cage back and forth. my penis stiffened as much as it could, the smallest p.o.i. didn't harm. As my penis hardened the friction got stronger, and i started thinking i could get off inside cb-2000. i was not supposed to orgasm, so i stopped that and read on. Then i became so horny i just had to remove my pants, get on all fours and start masturbating with the cock cage again. i wanted to know if it is possible to actually cum inside a cb-2000 and i was now so horny it would happen now or never. i was pretty sure it couldn't be much of an orgasm if i take my hand away early and ruin it.

i continued and gradually worked my way up. It started to be really fun to masturbate into the hard, small plastic device, and i edged, a few more strokes for good measure and in took my hand away. i was cumming! my penis could not get erect in the cb. i was afraid the cum would be blocked by the tigthness of the cb, and it may hurt. Well, it didn't. It was pleasurable. i had took my hand away, but the compression of the cb emulated the tightness of a vagina, and the spasms continued and semen started pumping out. i was on hands and knees, gobs of semen started dropping from my penis. No spurts, but big gobs, a large pool of thick grey semen formed on the floor between my knees.

The ejaculation went on longer than when 'shooting in the air' in a ruined orgasm. It didn't feel like a full orgasm, but did the constriction offered by the cb cause a longer subdrop than a ruined orgasm? i was merely hoping for a small ruined orgasm, i would not have tried it without an order if i had known that wearing a cb actually makes it more of an orgasm.


Well, luckily the sub drop was comparable to a ruined orgasm, and i could recommend this way of getting off as one of the two ways of sissy masturbation. (The first one is on ones belly, penis pointing to sissy's feet, flicking only one fingertip across the frenum sideways). Both are excellent, as a sissy can't get off if she isn't really horny - chaste for 1 to several weeks.

Wednesday, 30 October 2013

She's calling the shots

Next weekend was again action packed. On Saturday Mistress ordered me outside. She gave me detailed orders, first to get certain type of earth, and then plant Her newest purchase to a hole She made me dig the previous weekend. Next She sent me for a wheelbarrow and spade and made me dig up certain flowers and move them to another flowerbed. Maybe i would have liked them in the old place, i don't know because She never asks for my opinion on anything in O/our house. She made wood chips out of branches with a noisy chipper-shredder, and i had to distribute the chips in certain flowerbeds. Then
She sent me to make shrimps in tomato - coconut milk sauce for lunch.

After lunch She ordered me to dress in slacks, a certain neat shirt She chose, and a trendy pullover. She didn't say where W/we leave. She's dressed smartly in boots, short pleated skirt, black tights and a short jacket. She orders me to drive to a nearby village famous for design studios. At the destination She tells me W/we are attending an opening of an exhibition. i get a thrill from Her taking me to places like this.

Sunday morning She orders me to put on sports clothes. She orders me to drive to a nearby running path in the woods, and decides W/we take two rounds. i cannot run the whole time, She waits for me. She's in better condition. My lungs hurt, i must slow down and walk, but She makes me try again and again until i'm exhausted.

After a fajitas lunch i prepared W/we take to our beach and She warms up the sauna. She sends me to the house to get towels etc., and also a condom. After warming Herself up in the sauna She takes a dip in the sea and orders me in the water as well. It is cold as freezing hell , but She guides me in the water so deep that She is satisfied.


O/our lovemaking doesn't succeed as i cannot make Her cum. The rest of the day i spend weeding the flower beds.  

Friday, 25 October 2013

Maid's dress arrives!

Next day W/we had meetings in the evening, so the only D/s action happened as i was in my thong going to bed, She was sitting on Her edge of the bed and She ordered me before Her, and to turn around. Then She bit me long and hard on my right buttock, and as i started to whine from the pain, She grasped on my genitals between my legs. Then to bed!

i had saved for 3 months from my allowance to purchase my first maid's costume. It arrived last Friday. On Wednesday Lina has left for a camp and Mats is at his rehearsals so W/we are home alone, and She orders me to put it on for the first time, without anything else, no stockings etc. as the time frame is short. The dress is short and wide, can be easily lifted, it's black and white, with a lot of frill and lace, partly pleated. It's from SissyHeaven.com where it is made according to measurements.

Mistress is hilarious as She sees me in it. It looks ridiculous. Well, that's the idea, i try to say, but She doesn't understand the parody aspect. i am not happy about the dress myself. The workmanship is very good, fabrics are of good quality and there are a lot of nice details like a separate, white frilly and lacy apron, two-layered structure and ribbons for neck or hair made of the same chequered fabric, but the dress looks very wide at the shoulders, with puff sleeves. It is a long sleeved version because Mistress doesn't want me to shave my hands. Long-sleeved dresses tend to exaggerate the upper body. The dress is also a bit tight at the upper back, but Mistress rightfully notes that it should be uncomfortable.

Anyway, i was allowed to clean up kitchen in a maid's dress, another dream come true. Right then the man Mistress is employing for improving O/our house called and said he wanted to drop by and leave some documents to Her. She said OK, and kept me working in the kitchen, preparing carrot cassarole, until the man arrived, and it turned out the man's family had come along and they all waited in the garden. Mistress ordered me to wait in the kitchen corner in my maid's dress, not visible from the front door or windows, as She discussed the building project with the constructor guy at the door. i was supposed to pick up Mats soon from his rehearsals, but They just talked on and on. Finally as he went for his car, Mistress ordered me to crawl from my hiding place to the bedroom so i couldn't be seen through windows.

As i returned from picking up Mats, i was made to complete the cassarole, and i did, but then as Mistress spent time with Mats, i sat and watched TV and Mistress had to alarm me to take the cassarole out of the oven. Fortunately it had not turned black yet, and was good and crispy. But i got a punishment anyway. To enforce Her new stronger dominance She ordered me to sleep on the floor by the bed with no mattress, only my thin pillow and two ornamental pillows from a chair under me as my padding. my pillow is so thin i hurt my elbow as i supported it on the pillow. One of the ornamental pillows was very large and i put it under my thighs and the smaller pillow went under the small of my back, and i got a bit comfortable. My thonged ass lays flat against the hard floor. i was able to sleep quite well, though i woke up many times to roll over.



Friday, 18 October 2013

After work slavery

On Monday the tight leashed control continues after i return from work. She lets me read the newspaper but stops me soon and orders me to prepare to go out. i wait by the door dressed, then She comes and orders me to move big sacks of manure She has bought from a farmer, to certain flower beds, then orders me to scatter the manure in four flower beds. She orders me to do it with my gloved hands - suitable for me to work with manure.

My back hurts and i have to breathe heavily with my mouth open as i have scattered all four
sacks. She orders me to put everything in place and fetch two glasses of wine to the glasshouse. There i may sit with Her, drink a glass of wine and tell Her briefly about my day (She stops me in the middle as it starts to bore Her) and my thoughts of O/our relationship. i say i like it better the less She cares about my wishes. i mention especially interrupting my reading. Then She orders me to bring basilica seeds to the glasshouse and sow the seeds to pots.

After the moment in glasshouse i'll have to collect the glasses and stuff, go back inside, fold the laundry and bring to closets, make Her tomato-lettuce sandwiches for supper. Before going to bed She says She's going to inspect the cleanliness of kitchen. i ask Her to hold on, and clear supper stuff and clean all surfaces and oven. Then She inspected my work. As all the work was done i could join the others and watch the end of the movie.



Thursday, 10 October 2013

A foot tease & sissy masturbation

On Sunday i wake up early, still eager from yesterday's teasing sex. i epilate and shave to shorten the 'landing strip' into 5cm long and thin. i put on the cb-2000 quickly to stay chaste. i write on my diary until She wakes up, then make Her tea and serve it, eat my breakfast on my knees by the table, clean Her and my dishes, curtsey each time i bring something. She makes me put on the dishwasher, i do it though it is not exactly full yet, no need to question Her.

She orders me on the yard first to utilize the small time before leaving to Her mom, and orders me to clean up the rest of the flower beds by cutting dead stems and raking everything up. i would rather rake grovel back from the lawn to the paths, put i do what and when She decides. Don't be a smart ass!

She comes out to inspect my work and orders me to deposit the waste away and get inside where i will iron Her skirt. After a long while of ironing She again inspects my work and approves it. i say i love that She uses me for ironing and cooking and takes care of technical decisions, like construction decisions, ordering electricity workers and planners and workers for O/our building projects Herself without consulting me. i get a thrill to be ordered ironing or something else as She discusses these tasks with workmen.

Next She orders me what to wear at Her mom's and then W/we go. She drives U/us now everywhere, i must sit passively by Her, like the guy in the sidewinder in MadMax. First She drives to a plant megastore and leaves me to pay and carry 1000 kronor worth of plants.

At Her mom's i must clear the table also, and take care of her pc, but otherwise it's free time. i even get a beer, my first for weeks.

At home i must first warm up the sauna. She praises me as i am sweeping the bathroom out as She enters. i undress too, and She orders me to kneel up on the wooden hard sauna bench and massage Her neck and arm in the hot where the massage is easiest as She lies down on the highest bench. Again i have to continue as long as i am stopped, my sweat pouring. Next She orders me on my knees on the tiled floor. The space between the benches and the opposite wall is so small i have to kneel up with my feet spread weirdly. Now She settles down opposite me and wraps Her feet around my penis, which She turns to point down, and starts stroking me with Her feet, a foot job. i start gasping soon, and think maybe i could even cum. However She doesn't continue for long, it is a difficult position for Her in the hot. She orders me to do half water aerobics and add chlorine to the pool.

After sauna there is no time for me to watch TV. There is the washing machine and dishwasher to empty, tomorrow's meal to be prepared (chicken sauce and pasta) and as Mats installs O/our new modem and O/our net connection is re-established, She orders me to read and answer some PTA mails, too.


In the bed She allows me to sissy-masturbate with one finger for a minute, then to sleep.

Friday, 4 October 2013

Fully trained to fuck without cumming

This incident stopped O/our D/s until next Saturday as W/we talked through everything and i pleaded with Her to continue dominating me. She approved and became more demanding than before. She also said She wants three things from me: say and show daily that i love Her, kiss and hug Her daily and take care of kitchen - always, as She hates it. The following day was the busiest for me for half a year.

She likes forest walks, and doesn't object to a little rain either as i'm more an indoors and kitchen maid. First She drove to a nearby trail and lead me through a really long walk in a wet forest; we got some rain too. W/we stopped at a nice camping site by a small forest lake. She sat on the backpack and i had to stand or squat. She had some tea and drank it Herself. i got tired and in the last rises i had to slow down and She just picked up pace.

She drove U/us back home too. My first task was to prepare lunch, and fortunately i had ingredients for a mozzarella salad with olive oil and vinegar plus cold smoked salmon and vegetables, which i made especially for Her and which She found really good. i ate old chicken leftovers and kids ate breakfast.

She programmed my whole afternoon. Clearing the table, bringing Her tea, no reading the newspaper (i tried to but She stopped that short), instead getting laundry to laundry room, folding dried laundry, putting washed laundry on lines, new piles into washing machine.

She asked why where are dirty dishes by the sink. i said the dishwasher was full of clean dishes. i ask Her if i can empty it. She says 'No, go to the yard, collect the rest of the dead leaves and take them to the backyard.' As i have completed that, She has also come out, and makes me rake the flower-beds and take away the leaves. As that is ready i have trouble reporting to Mistress as i don't find Her. That problem occurs again and again when you have a large house and garden. i look up inside and outside, and finally find Her. Next i must dig up plants She has selected for my father's grave. Then i must fill plant-pots with earth and plant violets into the pots.

Next She ordered me to change the bed clothes for O/our bed and take Mats's old bed linen and bring Her new. i did this like everything else, immediately, swiftly and thanking Her for the command.

As She retired upstairs i retired with Her, and gave Her a back massage. i continued until permission to stop. i was hard in my thong and She ordered me to undress. She lifted Her nightgown, and as She lay on Her back, She steered my head to Her pussy. i licked it good, then thrust my nose into Her pussy rhythmically. She stopped that and guided my penis into Her pussy without a condom. As i am now fully trained to fuck Her without cumming, there is no need for condoms any more. Being made to fuck Her unprotected is great, of course, but adds to the difficulty of not being allowed to cum.

Soon She moved on all fours and guided me in again. i did my trick, keeping all the time almost entirely in, i do very small thrusts. They trigger Her to orgasm, but don't provide much movement to make me climax. i have to pull out as She is in the final orgasmic convulsions, which is a little minus.


However she allows me to lick Her pussy from below afterwards, cleaning Her up of her own juices and my precum. i can't help but masturbate a few strokes in the man way as i lick Her, it's a great final to the day. Next She orders me to put on my thong and sleeveless shirt and start sleeping with a hard dick. Yummy!

Friday, 27 September 2013

A session in a hotel room

Next weekend W/we went to my uncle's funeral to mid-Norway, and W/we stayed at a small hotel in a small town. Kids stayed at home, they have just reached the age that W/we can do so and that's great.

Mistress ordered me to take along a bag full of toys of my own choice. i took things like leather helmet, plastic black mini skirt, corset and stockings for Her, ball gag, restraints etc.

She called the shots during O/our stay, deciding W/we'll take a long walk first when W/we arrive, deciding the route etc.

Back at the hotel She ordered me to undress and put the electric dog training collar round my neck. But it had been turned on all the time and battery had worn off. Instead She ordered me ankle and wrist bracelets and the dog collar with a leash. She ordered me to remove Her tights. It was a bit cold so She decided to put on stockings and black leather boots.

She ordered me to kneel and lock the bracelets all together. i asked how She wanted my hands: between legs, She said. She went to the toilet and i waited ass up between the hotel beds. As She returned She took the cat-o-9-tales and started whipping my ass, switching to hit my balls with the handle. i was howling uncontrollably, and i feared that my cries could attract attention. i asked for a gag, but Mistress said no-one hears as a dance band was playing just below U/us. She said i sounded just like a little fearful dog howling.

She made me lick Her boots which was oh so lovely, and She even put my leash between the sole and heel of Her boot and yanked my head down to the boot by the leash, making me kiss and lick them. That made my sissy clit stand at attention, but soon the noise from the restaurant or something else distracted me and made my penis stay soft throughout most of the evening. i was practically impotent, something that has not happened to me after W/we started D/s. She put on the corset and made me suckle Her breasts, lick buttocks and finally lay on my back as She straddled my face and made me lick Her pussy, but i couldn't get myself hard. Without fingering me She went to bed and woke up angry in the morning as i gently woke Her up by hugging Her.



Saturday, 21 September 2013

Licking Her - doggy style


Next day i epilated my crotch again in the morning. Mistress decided i will not do it on weekdays, but i will do it on weekends. i spent a long time shopping for groceries and then prepared lunch.

In the evening W/we sneak into bedroom early because She wants to fuck. She chooses for me leather ankle and wrist bracelets and ball weights, as i said they might make my balls bang sensually against Her clit while fucking Her doggystyle. She chooses Herself a corset and stockings, high heels, nothing else.

First She makes me shave Her pussy lips and narrow Her pubic hair a bit. Next She ties me up on my back to the bed, settles on top of me and inches towards my face until i could support my head with my arms and start licking Her sex. After a long while She moves back, and settles on my bare dick, taking it inside Her. She moves up and down, fucking me, then raises Herself letting me fuck Her. She frees my hands, sending me off to get a condom, which She rolls on my member, foreskin back. She warns me that i am not going to be allowed to come.


She orders me by the bed on my knees, and kneels on the bed Her backside towards me: 'Lick me from behind. I like it when you lick me from behind.' i had to stick my nose to Her anus to lick Her pussy. Then She wants me to mount Her doggystle. i start intense, quality fucking, but just as She was nearing orgasm so was i and W/we needed to have a break. After the break W/we had to start again, me on my back, Her on top. W/we resumed doggystyle, but same thing happened, i was too close, and it started to seem too difficult to get Her to vaginal orgasm without me cumming too. W/we tried it on O/our sides, to no avail. Once more doggy style, now i kept deep inside Her all the time, moving only in little jerky motions. This turned out to be a success, She started to orgasm quickly, and i could fuck Her all through Her orgasm without the slightest risk of cumming. W/we stayed lying, my sissy clit hard as ever inside Her, utilizing the last chances of getting wonderful friction inside Her pussy. i did a few fucking motions every now and then. Until She forbade that as 'masturbation'. Now it was time for me to wash up and go to sleep with my hard-on

Saturday, 14 September 2013

Day off - as Mistress's maid


Yesterday was the long awaited day, my day off together with Mistress. Preparations started already the day before, as She ordered me to prepare food so that O/our time together doesn't all be spent on chores. i made a large amount of chicken risotto.

It turned out a busy day for me: i was at Her beck and call from morning till evening. It started with a tea for Her and footwash-pedicure session. She sat on the sofa and ordered me to fetch a basin full of water with herbs, foot file, towel, nail polish remover and nail polishes. After a long pedicure session She ordered me to empty the water in the scullery sink, catch the herbs in the sink trap and take them away. However i forgot the last part, She found the herbs in the sink, and made me eat part of them - nice, soaked in footwash water, lain in sink trap in the scullery.

She made me get a corset and stockings, and provided me with a black lycra (spandex) t shirt and ordered me to take a wide short black skirt from the laundry basket. i was not to put them on yet, She ordered me to remove the cb and She gave me a supervised shower and also ordered me to take a swim in O/our coldish pool first. Then She ordered me to shave my crotch the same way i used to, and also armpits and nipple surroundings. i asked about pubic hair, and She approved my suggestion of a narrow landing strip. She ordered me to leave the door open. i had not been epilating any more in a couple of months so all hair had grown back. First i used the trimmer head of electric razor to shave myself all over, then used razorblades on the balls, and finished everything up with the epilator. Last i shortened the landing strip hair to 10mm. My sissy clit was oozing precum like no tomorrow. i like shaving my crotch, it seems. She came back, inspected my work and took me with Her. She said if it was too late to put on the cb now. my sissy clit was hard, but i managed to pull the a-ring on, and left it half mast, hoping it doesn't act as a penis ring that way.

Now i was clean and shaved and allowed to dress up. She had to help me with the leather corset, tying a knot to the draw-in strings at my back. Then followed stockings, the tight lycra t-shirt and a nice ruffled skirt, all black. Now She ordered me to add a white Spanish lacy apron, and it was like a maid's costume. It felt wonderful, especially the silky underskirt against my sheer stockings and the pull of suspenders when walking. That feel was familiar to me since i was 13-14 and tried crossdressing for the first time and bought my first own female clothes. Still it was thrilling, maybe because i so rarely could do it, and almost never with my Wife. Hopefully it will change.

Now started the chores. i had to first clean up the mess of hair i had left in the bathroom. While i was working i managed to not think about sex and got myself back in the cb, though i was bulging through the bars. i didn't have panties, but i think i didn't drop precum everywhere. After i had also emptied the washing machine, brought dirty laundry from the basket upstairs and put a set of dark clothes selected by Mistress in the washing machine it was time to take Mistress to the town. i only replaced the apron and skirt with pants, so my ankles were clad only in sheer stockings, thrilling. Feet felt odd with stockings in man shoes.

Back at home i was to make lunch, and put effort into serving it. She mentioned candles, so i lit two candles as well, and pulled Her a chair as i had summoned Her. As i was wondering if i can sit on the other seat, She ordered me to eat by Her on the floor, so i moved my plate and utensils there, and started eating on my knees and elbows. i kept my head down and even started to lick the plate clean until She forbid that. It was so much like eating from doggy bowls. Next i provided Her tea and cleaned up kitchen. Every time as i was ready i approached Her, curtseyed and knelt before Her.

She ordered me upstairs, and took the jar with my session ideas on paperslips, took one, read both sides. Not happy with the content She took another slip, and ordered me to remove the cb and put clothespins to my balls. i took it i must put all of them, so eventually it was hard to find place where more could fit.

She lead me to living room where i took my place kneeling before Her, legs slightly spread because of the pegs. She ordered me to masturbate without cumming. i lifted my skirt with one hand and started to wank with the other, easing the grip each time i was nearing the edge. She was taking time, and was surprised i could continue for minutes without having to ask permission to stop. i didn't have to slow the rhythm much, only a light grip when near cumming did the trick.

Enough of that, She sent me to make Her tea and a warmed slice of pie, to me She ordered coffee, and one ball of vanilla ice cream. The pegs, at least some of them were now starting to take their toll, and they were biting really bad to different sides of my balls. i managed to prepare the dessert, serve it and eat mine from a glass bowl on the floor with ever increasing hurt in my balls. As She ordered me to empty the washing machine, i asked if i could remove the pegs, as they were hurting so much. She allowed me to take just 5 pegs off. i chose them myself, and got rid of most of the strong, badly hurting pegs. It helped, but for a surprisingly short time. As i hung the clothes on the lines, the remaining pegs, especially a few of them, were making my life a misery again. i had to secretly change some pegs to new locations. After the task i again asked to remove them. She ordered me to do 10 jumping jacks instead, being such a pussy. Jumping made the pegs rock and hurt like hell. Then She did give me right to remove them.

As She sat on the settee again and i knelt before Her, She ordered me to masturbate again, but ordered me to stop soon, and go put on street clothes on top of my corset and socks over my stockings. Kids were soon returning from school.

As Lina was at home, W/we left again for shops, and while there now the tight corset started taking its toll, and i got a headache and became angry. At home i asked if i could remove it and was approved. i still needed to report to Her and She made me cut two shirts to shreds in the evening. Then i had to take Lina to Her hobby.


Tuesday, 3 September 2013

D/s versus S/M

A few days later She made another lottery and chose another paper slip. She ordered me to strip naked and open the toy chest, don my little leather corset. She needed to help me tighten the laces and draw the sides together in at the back. Next She ordered me to put on the ankle and wrist straps. She tied me spreadeagled to the bedposts and only then She noticed She forgot to make me put on stockings.

Anyway, She got a condom, and i was stiff as a stick as She started unwrapping it onto my shaft. She settled on my legs and started masturbating me, first coarsely later with short, fast movements until i started cumming. She stopped the motions, but kept Her hand around the base of my prick. That was enough for me to be able to experience about a normal orgasm. At least ejaculation was full, and i went through a down time after this.

As O/our D/s-relation had deteriorated back to S/M-sessions, Mistress noticed there had been more chores for Her, She even had to prepare meals a few times as She was at home and me at work. She didn't like it and in early April She sent me an SMS inviting me again as Her meek slave.


At home She made me make Her tea and a meal and polish Her boots and show them for Her approval. She didn't approve them on first and not the second time, until they were spotless.

Friday, 30 August 2013

'Do you really like this?'

A few days later, on a Friday night, Se lead me to a nearby deserted forest road, ordered me to drop my pants and briefs and sit in the big pile of snow. Just as i was sitting there having my butt frozen Her phone rang and W/we had to leave, as it was time to get Lina to her hobby and W/we had forgotten it.

Due to the unusual number of orgasms i had been allowed my sexual interest went through the bottom for nearly two weeks. During that time Mistress had me fuck Her twice without me having orgasm. The latter was special. She wanted sex as i entered the bedroom quite late, after reserving Her and Mats a summer trip to Paris. She made me start by licking and kissing the insides of Her thighs. Then She wanted my shirt off and settled on top of me, made me lick Her pussy from below. After a while She moved back, pulled my head up and made me suck Her nipples, and turned to face my legs and sat on my face again, which enabled me to fuck Her with my nose as i licked Her clit. This is one of Her favourite plays. She took my thong away and took to masturbating me while i vigorously worked Her clit. She kept the same rhythm with Her hand on my cock as i did with my tongue on Her clit. Next She turned again and sat on my bare dick, taking it in Her pussy. It was wonderful to be inside Her without a rubber, and She started moving about, then ordered me to fuck Her from behind, of course without cumming as She's not on the pill. Though it was 2 weeks or more since i last came, i managed to fuck Her to an orgasm without getting to the edge myself. i fucked Her all the way through Her orgasm and then pulled out, hard and ready. As an extra treat She allowed me to get on my back and lick Her pussy as She squatted on my face.

The fucking woke my sexuality up. Mistress noticed it. Her period was beginning, but She wanted to give me a session on the Good Friday. She ordered me to update the paper slips with session ideas, and i wrote another idea on the flip side of the paper. A little more daring things like sucking my penis in my own mouth, predicament bondage: a potential handjob if i draw my balls far from my body, hanging upside down, holding an enema in me or kneeling with ball weights and masturbated to a ruined orgasm, drawing a small cart with my genitals, keeping myself on the edge masturbating for a long time + ruined orgasm on command, ginger butt plug + butt strapping, prostate milking.


She entered the bedroom and chose a paperslip without letting me see it. As She read it She said 'Are you sure you really like these things'. Then She asked me what i mean with a penis ring. i didn't remember what i had written and whether this was new or old ideas. As i wore the cb-2000 with POI i said the a-ring is a sort of penis ring. She told me to strip, get some string and put on wrist bracelets. Then She connected the wrists bracelets behind my back and tied them tightly to the back of my a-ring through my crack. Then She left me kneeling by my bed and locked the door as She left. i could do nothing, with the cb on. My knees started hurting and i had to rest my forehead on the floor to ease the pressure from my knees. As She came to check on me She was not happy with that, She had not ordered that, and the session ended with that, no masturbation privileges.

Sunday, 25 August 2013

Tied-up afternoon & Mistress fucks me

On Saturday She ordered me to prepare lunch, and said after that She will tie me up for a longer time before i will prepare a cream cake using a recipe She chose.

i was allowed to wish for a position, and i asked for spread-eagle, and She decided to use that. She made me strip, take all necessary straps from the toy box, fix the ankle and wrists straps in place, and then She strapped me to the bedposts. i was still in my cb, and the points bit badly to my sissy clit, as i was extraordinarily excited. She said She would leave me to meditate, and locked the door from the outside as She left.

i had never been tied up for a long time. Without any stimulation it was difficult to make the time pass. Initial excitement wore off soon, though it was exciting to raise my head and look down on my pink cb. Spreadeagled i could only wave my hands a bit, i was really stretched. She had taken away my glasses. There was nothing else to do than follow the moving pattern that sunlight made on the wall as the sun travelled during the afternoon.

There was no clock i could watch so i didn't know how much time had passed when Mistress opened the lock and visited me. She asked how i was. i answered i was OK. She said She was not happy i answered so lukewarmly. She just touched my thigh and went away.

More time passed, the pattern on the wall made its way all the way to the corner. i could just lie and wait, think and meditate. After a very long time i heard footsteps approach the door, a key turn, and She entered again, freeing my hands and letting me up. i asked how long it had taken. It had been more than 2,5 hours. i was surprised how long i had been there.

Next evening Mistress mentioned She would like to have good penetrative sex. She was in the bed as i entered the bedroom wearing a sleeveless shirt and thong and asked Her whether to lock the door or not. She answered affirmative, and i joined Her cuddling Her. Soon She stood up and told me to open the joy chest and She dressed up in black stockings and a white corset, told me to remove my shirt and locked a dog collar with a leash to my neck. She used the leash to yank my head down to the bed (i was on my belly on the bed) and made me keep kissing Her feet a long time. She leaned over me and bit both my buttocks so i had to yelp twice. Then She turned around and used the leash to draw my head to Her ass with the inevitable licking consequences.

She told me to sit on the bed and sat on my thonged lap, making me suck Her beautiful breasts. She enjoyed and and kept sighing and breathing hard, rubbing Her naked pussy on my member.

Next She told me to lie still on my back and settled on my face. Her clit was clearly swollen, She was hot. She had me licking for a healthy time, then it was time to put on the condom and consummate the session. She had me fuck Her from behind until She came but i didn't.


However, it was not over this time. She climbed on top of me as i laid on my back, mounted me and put Her legs between mine. i was to stay totally motionless, She even rested Her hands and the weight of Her upper body on my wrists, nailing me to the bed. She started slowly fucking me, Her moist pussy sliding on my sissy clit as She laid on top of me and moved Her butt. i raised my legs up, knees bent, on either side of Her and concentrated on the supreme fun, being fucked on my sissy clit. She used to make me cum this way a few times in the past, but it was 3 years or more since the last time. i started drifting towards the edge and not until long i came. It is a strong experience to cum in a pussy without moving. i screamed, i felt the semen being pumped into the condom, wonderful, but light caresses, Her hands pinning my hands to the bed. She really took me. i have always loved this orgasm, it's authoritative but loving.

Thursday, 22 August 2013

Her Pussy doesn't need moisturizer

Sunday night W/we reserved time together also. i was waiting for Her in the bedroom, and She appeared with skin cream. She made me massage moisturizer into Her skin, all over. Handling Her nipples was much fun for the both of U/us, and made Her breath heavily. W/we noticed Her pussy is self-moisturizing, so there i used only my bare hand, massaging Her. i was lying on my back and She took position on all fours, facing away. i had to support my head on a pile of pillows, and lick Her clit as i pumped first one finger and then two in Her pussy. She appreciated this dual approach, and nearly climaxed. As it seemed She cannot orgasm on licking and fingering, She told me to fuck Her without a condom. i was strictly forbidden to cum, as She isn't on the pill. It may sound difficult, but as it was still just a few days from my full orgasm, i could easily fuck Her with my bare penis until She climaxed, not even edging myself.

The following week still saw extraordinarily lot caressing between U/us spouses. On Tuesday night She ordered me to undress and open the toy box, fix straps on my wrists and ankles and lie down on my back on the bed. She fixed my hands to the bedframe on top of my head and my ankles on the headboard as well, rendering my ass helplessly in the air. She didn't spread my legs much, as She was going to sit by me and read Her book while i waited tied up.


Monday, 19 August 2013

In the closet - again

i have updated my story 'In the closet' and published it here  In the closet - a shemale cuckold's story

i have included a whole new ending and the text is thoroughly checked. In short it tells about a life of a 24/7 live-in shemale cuckold slave. It's quite extreme this time.

Enjoy!

Sunday, 18 August 2013

More puppy play

On Saturday W/we both slept in. Cuddling in the bed after waking up. She orders me around in the morning, serving Her tea, doing the laundry. She says She wants me to prepare a 3-course meal on Sunday, including laying the table really neatly. i study the cookbooks and propose a few variations for the menu to let Her choose. Then i go shopping alone to get the ingredients.

As i get back home She reminded me it's lunchtime, so i prepared a meal out of old leftovers, eating the oldest stuff myself. For Saturday dinner i prepared a full fajitas meal.

Then by 7pm i reported to Mistress now W/we could have O/our 'time together'. She decided W/we sneak into the bedroom and lock the door. Then She outlined O/our future D/s sex: i was to write my sex ideas on 12 small slips of paper. There was not much space on one slip, only for 6-8 words. i wrote down things like 'being tied on my back legs up by my head + spanking', 'being made to masturbate with one finger, penis bent backwards', 'cunnilingus while tied down', 'kneeling, pressing a coin to the wall', 'puppy play session in a collar and leash', 'cbt session with ball weights', 'penis whipping' etc. She put all the paperslips in a bowl and would draw one each time She decides we'll play. Besides, She asks me what's my current favourite session type. However, She decides Herself if She realizes the type of session She draws, my current favourite or something totally different.

She draw a slip, and She asked my favourite which would be tied legs up on the bed and spanked and teased. She made up Her mind, ordered me to undress and open the toy chest. She took out the big dog collar and placed it in Her lap, inviting me to settle my neck on it for Her to collar. She yanked the collar tight around my neck, i felt it taut around my neck. She clipped on a leash, twisted it until the leash was fixed to the back of my neck, and started my dog training session. With a huge hardon i heeled Her on my knees as She walked around the bedroom. She dished out commands: kneel, sit (on my haunches), squat, kneel, stand, sit... She said i was quite a well-trained puppy and She rewarded me by making me open my mouth and shoving bits of fudge in. Then some more heeling, with more fudge treats. She also liked my beg-pose, with hands held like paws by the chest, and as i was 'begging' like that She started patting me - but innovatively She patted the dog's male member which stood at full mast. She soon changed into patting it with Her foot, causing whimpers of delight emitting from the dog's mouth. 'Down'-command made me lie on the floor on my belly. i didn't dive quickly enough, so She pressed on my naked butt with Her foot. She ordered me back to kneeling and tossed me the rest of the fudge crumbs which i missed with my mouth. i gobbled the candy off the floor.

Finally it was time for my endurance test. She put me back to the kneeling position, placed the leash on my shoulder, unwrapped another candy, and placed it on my boner. 'I will be reading my book in the bed, you will maintain your stiffy and you will be either punished or rewarded if you are horny enough to stay erect for a long time without other stimulation but that candy on it.' She had placed me sideways to the bed, so She had full view. She would also hear the candy fall. i just had to kneel naked, collar tight round my neck, keep my hands by my sides and stay erect.

At first it was easy. Maybe 10 minutes saw little movement. Then the angle started to drop, as did my sissy clit. By straining my muscles i managed to raise my pecker an inch, then it dropped again, putting the candy in danger. The rest of the time became an ongoing struggle between gravity and my willpower. i tried to think of sexual thoughts, and succeeded in staying erect and dripping precum on the hardwood floor for about 20 minutes. i didn't know about time, or how long i should keep it up to qualify for a reward, but as the candy dropped to the floor with a clang, Mistress told me i was a good boy to last 20 minutes.

She stood up, took the candy, coated it in the juices that had collected at the penis head (sharp edges - ouch), told me to open my mouth and shoved it in. Then She took my leash, yanked backwards and told me to lean back, supporting myself on my hands, sitting on my bent legs. She rubbed my sissy clit with Her foot again and gave me my watch and told me to masturbate 90 seconds sharp, with possibility to release. My foreskin ring had been sore for some time now, emitting ooze, so it took me a moment to figure out best way to masturbate. i was quite wet and started caressing my bare sissy clit head with small motions which were steadily bringing my closer to orgasm. However, the clock was ticking fast, and at 90 seconds i had not even been able to edge myself. Well, i had had an orgasm just two days earlier, so it was no wonder. Then i needed to put everything away and lick the floor clean of my precum and wash it so that it doesn't become slippery.


Friday, 16 August 2013

Reinventing O/our D/s relationship

Dear Diary, surprising things have happened. We had a long conversation Thursday night in Her pc room. It turned out She was still in love with me and wanted to continue with me. She wanted to start O/our relationship all over again. A little crying, a little hugging, and W/we would reinvent O/our D/s relationship.

As W/we went to bed, She settled Herself on top of me, and some hot petting followed, kissing on the mouth, stroking of some crotch areas through O/our undies, some wetness in O/our pants, some sucking on Her nipples, some vigorous biting on my nipples, undressing the rest of clothes, removing the foreskin ring, condom on, on my back so She can mount me. W/we fucked, like never before, so energetic, so sweet it felt. She made a kind of a rope out of the sleeveless shirt i had worn, and pressed it into my mouth like a gag as She fucked me. Soon She wanted me to fuck Her from behind and W/we erupted in an orgasm, first Her, me trailing right after Her.

As for the new start, W/we decided to start with a date. The next day i took Her to a cafe, and there W/we outlined what would eventually become a feasible, sustainable D/s relationship. First, instead of rigid, long periods in D/s or non-D/s-mode, W/we will go into D/s mode every time Mistress wants it. She simple gives me some order, and that means i will now be Her slave and i have to thank Her if W/we are alone, carry out the command and afterwards curtsey if alone and report. Now if She continues to command me, D/s continues, if not, W/we continue automatically in vanilla mode. Besides, i will be responsible to find and arrange mutual time and suitable place for being privately together especially in the evenings before W/we get too tired. It's for Her to decide what W/we will do during those moments. It can be me pampering Her, just hugging and kissing, or something else. But once a week, probably during the weekend She will use this time to a sexual D/s session. She will also require intellectual input, ideas and plans from me. She doesn't want just a slave who says 'thank you' to everything. W/we also decided that for the time being i don't epilate nor wear the cb as these are not to much interest of Hers.


Monday, 12 August 2013

No rewards today

On Sunday Mistress left in the morning to a work assignment of Hers. i know She was doing some work together with a male colleague, but i'm pretty sure She isn't secretly cuckolding me. For me She left a challenge: if i can think of 10 tasks which improve O/our home and complete them, i get a reward. i said right away this is really difficult. i could easily COMPLETE 10 tasks, but to PLAN them, is hard for a slave, not used to thinking.

Well i explained my predicament to Lina who brought me to the laundry room, we piled dried laundry, started the washing machine and ironed two jackets and a tablecloth that had been waiting for some time to be ironed. Then i washed O/our fireplace, cleaned up the kitchen, brought firewood inside, kept fire in the fireplace. However i didn't quite get 10 tasks together and did not get any reward. Instead She took me for another walk with Her deciding each turn as She always does. In the evening i had to warm up the sauna and prepare a large amount of creamy salmon soup as the rest of us were watching TV.


Next week went without much to report, Mode 1. my piercing had been a bit sore for some time, but Next Saturday it had felt cured, so i locked my penis again with two locks.

Saturday, 10 August 2013

A new short story: backing

This is the newest short story written by me
Themes: cuckolding, humiliation, orgasm control


-'Do you want to wear your highest heels today', Mistress asked me in the morning,

glancing at the shiny 6" lockable strapped-on heels in my closet.

Even though it meant extra pain in my calves, ankles and feet starting half an hour after

putting them on i always answered 'Yes, Mistress' to this, for a good reason, which

you, Dear Reader, will eventually learn. Well, normally She just teases me with this. i

volunteer to wear torture shoes, and i get nothing in return. But sometimes, very rarely,

the difference may be in orgasmic proportions. i never know when...

This was one of the rare occasions.

After serving lunch Mistress informed me Tim was coming over tonight and i should

vacuum and dust the whole department in the afternoon. you might think i was sorry for

choosing high heels for a cleaning day, but i wasn't! If Mistress ends up fucking with

Tim, i might get my rare chance to cum! Actually the spikes inside my chastity cage

dug painfully into my tightening flesh as the absurdness of my situation sank in. i was

cleaning my apartment for my Wife's bf's visit, working in a maid's dress that revealed

everything, kneeling as much as possible to get little relief for my feet.

As i mentioned i got lucky. After serving Mistress and Master Tim dinner i was sent to

vacuum Tim's car and:

-'As you are ready, you will wait at attention on the porch facing the front door until you

are summoned'

(Basic military commands:
ATTENTION: The position of attention is the basic military position. It indicates you are alert and ready for instruction. On the command ATTENTION, stand with your heels together, feet forming an angle of 45 degrees, head and body erect, hips and shoulders level, and chest lifted. Allow your arms to hang naturally— thumbs along skirt or trouser seams and fingers joined and in their natural curl. Keep your legs straight, but not stiff at the knees. Direct your head and eyes to the front. Keep your mouth closed, and pull your chin in slightly. When called to attention, bring the heel of your left foot to the heel of your right foot.)


Waiting was tiring my already strained calf muscles, but i was turned on by what could

be going on between my Wife and manly, muscular and dominant Tim. It was so sexy

to think about them while i was standing awkwardly on the porch a long time risking catching

some bypasser's attention. i had to remain absolutely still and facing the door, because They

could be watching me from any window! Fidgeting in a similar situation changed once a

chance to cum to a session of ball slapping by my Wife while Tim kept me still by sitting

on my chest. i felt so weak and powerless standing on my aching feet thinking about

this.

Suddenly the door opened and i immediately dropped my eyes demurely as i am not

allowed to meet the gaze of my Superiors. i am not entitled to look Master any higher

than His "Manhood" like i must call the Organ that takes care of pleasuring my Wife's

sweet Pussy. i also curtseyed to Him - whenever seeing Him i must. Neighbours think i

am a real maid, a really well-behaved maid. He was wearing a bathrobe.

'Get your lazy ass inside and kneel!'

i needed no further reference to my ass. i wiggled it exaggeratedly as i pranced past my

loved and feared Master. Inside Master fixed me a full leather helmet complete with a

laced-on posture collar, nostril holes and an open mouth, covering eyes completely. He

fixed a leash to my collar and lead me further inside using unnecessary force. i followed as

quickly as i possibly could, bending over and trying to avoid choking by the leash.

Pulling ceased. my Wife speaks out.

-'Was the sissy behaving himself?'

-'Yes, so far. i watched him for a while and I didn't notice anything, fidgeting or even

moving his eyes. it may be you are right. Maybe he is worth a try.' Then the tone of His

voice changed.

-'Kneel! Hands to neck, front, you ape slut!' Master's orders are stern and He raises His voice

right away if i am not quick enough for Him. And His raised voice reminds me of pain,

it's always just a push button away, seering pain in my clit.

He locks my wrists directly to the front of my posture collar. i am not allowed to close

my fists, so i tilt my wrists, hands are horizontal below my chin. my hands are useless.

A buzzing sound begins. Hitachi. Somewhere in this room.

'Get up. Find the vibrator. A cock is attached to it. you must get the cock directly in your

mouth if you want to get better acquainted with Mr Hitachi'

With only the promising sound guiding me i started fumbling towards it, so cautiously that

i earned a big zap to my clit before moving more purposefully towards the sound. i bent

my knees and pushed my opened mouth forward as i was getting nearer the source of the voice,

carefully trying to guide my mouth to the dildo without sight, as i heard my Wife's voice again.

i felt my sissy clit twitch inside the tiny made-to-measure cage, and a tiny

squirt of precum into the condom i was wearing on top of the cage to prevent precum

dripping on floors. i wash and reuse the condom of course, for months. The reason for

the squirt (which i feel very well as the cage is compressing my bits and urethra as well) was that i

acutely became aware that my utter degradation was being witnessed by my Darling Wife.

'Give me the remote', She said with a degree of edginess in Her voice.

Soon i grunted as a serious of medium to high level shocks thrashed my genitals while

She spoke with shades of disgust and bile.

'We don't have the whole evening for the entertainment of Our slave. It is OK that you

are not a man, but this kind of idling is not tolerable even for a sissy shemale. Now go for

it, fail or not.'

This encouragement made me speed up and dart my mouth towards the buzzing until

surprisingly my lip hit something and soon i was fellating Magnolia, a Cock attachment

to Hitachi. i started bobbing my head furiously on it, taking it all the way in to the back

of my mouth with each shove. i was shoving my enthusiasm, trying to make up for the

seemingly lazy performance finding my "boyfriend".  i am not allowed to spread my legs

before being told to, so i had to bend my knees a lot because the Hitachi was fixed at the

level of my hips. An awkward position for an awkward sissy, hands to my neck, still in

full maid's costume.

'Keep your mouth open until I tell you to close it. On your back'. As fast as a bolt of

lightning i obeyed my Master's command, lying on my back about the same time He

closed His mouth - i think. But i kept my mouth open. Maybe She had a creampie baked

for me?

But She didn't give me Her pussy to be licked. It is becoming an increasingly rare

privilege for this cuckold. Last time She even asked me whether i wanted Her creampie

or a chance to ejaculate myself, and i chose Master's cum instead of my own.

But then the familiar tasting goo poured in my mouth in abundance! They must have

saved it for me in a condom as the used condom was then tossed on my nose and cheek. i

kept it there and also the stuff in my mouth because Master's semen is so valuable i need

a permission to swallow if i get a mouthful. After i had heard the all too familiar click of

the camera it was my Wife who told me:

'you may swallow your Master's cum and lick the condom clean. It will be used by you

daily from now on. you may use your hands to help.'

i could have licked that rubber for ages, but at some point i was interrupted.

'Take the condom from your mouth and keep it in your hand. If you drop it, fun is over.'

i pinched the condom between my thumb and forefinger as closing my hand was out of

the question. i was proud i remembered that i had not been ordered to close my mouth so

i opened it wide again.

'Attention!'

Another minisquirt was emitted as i tensed my stomach muscles to raise myself. How

They know how to push all my buttons? This military style drilling combined to all these

sexy humiliations was a bliss for a submissive sissy like me.

Now a dildo gag was rammed into my open mouth until i felt it filling the back of my

mouth cavity and it was snapped on to my helmet.

'Can you think of anything more degrading?', Master asked rhetorically. i must have been

quite a sight in my dress, holding the used condom in my tied hand under my chin...

After a moist, dreamy moment commands continued.

'Remove the dildo attachment and place it  on the floor'

i still had my left hand to use. The vibrator went on buzzing. The sound alone made me

moist.

A Pavlov's dog. i stood up and curtseyed. Hands touched my bodice, tugging my neckline

down, easily baring my pert little breasts. i was proud as they very much reminded real

teen girl tits.

'Massage your boobs against Hitachi!'

Proceeding blindly i managed to get my left breast and Hitachi business end in contact.

The vibration was stronger now without the attachment. i leaned against it. It was

firmly fixed to a rack, i had of course seen the arrangement many times. i managed to

decide when to change to my right tit. i'm not good at making decisions. i have so little

experience about that.

Mistress keeps saying my tits are an important erotogenous area now, and i should learn

to cum by having them played with while my ass is fucked and my clit remains locked up

and only gets the compression in the cage, nothing else. But i'm not there yet. She says i

will get to cum more often if i learn this.

It is nice to get my tits rubbed. Hitachi is really my "boyfriend" as it is used much to tease

and edge me. The proximity of its friendly buzz was slowly having me drift away on

a soft cloud. my knees were again bent and my butt sticking out as i leaned against the

erect wand. i noticed that someone was slowly lifting the hem of my maid's dress from

behind and something been done at the back of my waist, and after that i felt my butt

was completely nude. In my position my genitals were behind my joined legs. They were

completely showing from behind. Next someone started slapping my balls with some

implement, maybe a small riding crop, resulting in a feeling of nausea and muffled grunts

from my gagged mouth, but nothing else, i just changed the buzzer to my left tit.

'Turn around!'

The vibrator was turned off and i felt nostril holes of my helmet blocked. i panicked

momentarily but noticed i could breath through the mouth gag.

'Before you may indulge in your dreams and  satisfy your disgusting urges with your

Boyfriend, you will be fitted with a rebreather. So concentrate in long inhales and exhales

if you don't want to pass out and miss the fun.'

i felt the air become foul, and quickly i started inhaling long and hard.

'Now you may begin to try and  get your clit fucked by Hitachi. From behind, of

course. No cumming unless I tell you to! Flap your hands if you are close to having

an "accident"'

Buzzing started anew and i eagerly started backing towards the source of sound. Soon i

gasped as the bulbous vibrator head pressed directly into the opening of my boy pussy!

A bull's eye!  It felt heavenly and i pushed my ass firmly against it having it thoroughly

massage the valley around my pussy. But to get off i needed to get the vibrator in contact

with my chastity cage.

i arched my back in order to trap my genitals behind my thighs again, and then crossed

my legs. i had learned that this was the only way to press my genitals against the

vibrating wand. In this position the tip of my clit cage was pointing straight backwards.

Now you, dear Reader, learn why i chose to wear ultra high heeled shoes in the morning!

Even though i tried to straighten my legs and lift my butt, the vibrator ball pushed against

my perineum. i stretched some more, stood on my toes, arched my back as far as i could,

but all i could manage was a contact with my balls. i couldn't reach high enough with my

clit cage tilted back. Had they again lifted the position of the wand!?

This was evolving into an arms race between my heels and the vibrator rack. i was forced

to learn to walk on higher and higher heels to be able to reach orgasm, only to learn that

the bar is again raised.

Chastity and very, very few ruined cums mean i am very frustrated and need very little

stimulation to explode. i have learned to cum inside a clit cage, without an erection. i

have learned to cum with a sharp anti-pullout spike pointing into my clit, to cum while i

am totally limp. i have learned to cum limp in 10 seconds when Hitachi is pressed against

my Jailbird cage. Therefore i normally have to wear a full metal belt Neosteel shemale

chastity belt now.

They let me try for a few minutes. i forgot to breath heavily, and only noticed it when

oxygen level had sunk very low. i relaxed concentrating in inhaling and exhaling deeply

and noisily, having my pussy vibrated. i tried my clit again, but the results were the same.

Then Mistress made an interesting proposal.

'Would you like me to try to tie your clit cage up along your crack? That bring your clit

closer to heaven. And i could help you in an other way also. you can have a vibrator up

your ass too. Having your pussy all full and stretched will surely help to get your rocks

off. If you would like me to fill you up and tie your chastity cage backwards in your ass

crack, you will - as soon as I have finished - perform your best royal curtsey, then kneel

and push your forehead to the floor, and spread your legs, and We'll get you all fixed up'

Hearing this caused another precum minisquirt into my condom that was carrying more

and more load, as if i had already cum. i hurried to comply, stepped forward with my

right foot, kept my left foot back and lowered myself to a deep curtsey which must have

looked funny my hands held under my chin. Then i fell on my knees and dropped my

head to the floor after getting the rebreather to slide flat on the floor and finally slid my

stockinged knees apart on the floor as far as they went, and did the same with my feet.

When i spread my legs, i have to spread them to he hilt, unless told otherwise. my ass

was naked from the stocking tops up to the bottom of the strict corset. i was waiting

to be plugged and waited for even more unnatural genital bondage, and i had wished

so willingly. i needed to get off and i believed tying my clit cage back as far as it goes

would help me to stand on my tiptoes and reach the vibrator. And it was pretty cool to get

attention of my Superiors in a sexy position like this. Totally vulnerable and passive.

The squirty dreaming in the 'fuck me' position turned into a struggle as soon as someone

started pushing the vibrator in me. Mistress had mentioned "filling me up", but i didn't

know i had to take the largest (non-inflatable) vibrating plug i had ever managed to get in

my pussy. There was nothing sexy about it. It was a struggle for survival, which ended as

Mistress shouted:

'sissy's squirming so that i can't shove it in. Please come and hold her in place' Sometimes

i am he and sometimes she, now i was definitely a she.

Master knelt with one knee on either side of me and soon i felt Him sit on my upper back,

pinning my shoulders to the floor. Next He wrapped His strong arms below my belly,

pinning my waist upward to His body, holding me tight. Now i felt a more obtrusive push

at my pussy as the anal intruder was again entering me, now with more determination and

leverage, and i screamed in my gag as the pain got searing and impossible to bear as She

rammed the bulky plug further and further, stretching my sphincter to its all time wide,

before the bulky part finally went past the sphincter and filled me up inside, leaving the

sphincter stretched but bearable. He still held me as She continued to tie up my clit cage

as if nothing had happened. i was limp so She just yanked my metal prison back so that

i felt the tip near my pussy, balls were divided, one on each side of the tube. She tied my

cage to the ring at the back of my corset so that plug and cage where kept in place with

the same string.

They left me on the floor for a while to regain my restricted breath. my pussy throbbed,

i was sooo penetrated. my clit cage felt funny, so tightly tied to touch my ass. i had

never been tied up like this, but as i understood how my clit had to be bent backwards,

i understood this might become Master's and Mistress's new favourite. i was kind of

happy for them to find even new ways for more extreme humiliations, and only hoped

this "invention" would make them more interested in playing with me and my sexuality in

the future.

'you may place your ass in the yummy place now. Start playing with your tits - with both

hands - but don't lose your new condom!'

Hitachi was switched on again. i got up, curtseyed blindly to where i thought They were,

thus obligatorily thanking them for fixing me, and then i navigated backwards towards

the friend in high places, Mr Hitachi. As i backed my ass against the wand, i noticed that

i only needed to arch my back a bit and stick my butt up and the blissful vibration filled

the cage - and then the vibrator was turned off, leaving me breathing the used air. Mistress

explained why.

'Now you must concentrate b o t h   in your breathing and cum
ming. Get ready to orgasm

n o w , as when I switch both vibrators on the next time, you have 10 seconds only to

cum. you will  n o t  get another chance. you must use your time slot and get over the

edge, and then you can dribble as long as you wish. Take hold of your nipples and start

pulling on them repeatedly. The dildos go on 3-2-1-now!'

i kept pressing my cage to dildo as She spoke. i had contact and i was not going to lose it.

The total humiliation of being made to cum before Their eyes this way, and on command,

was so totally hot, that it was all foreplay i needed. As the countdown was over and the

strong buzzing vibration massaged my mostly limp excuse for a clit, i was more than

ready. i became my ass, stretched around a giant fistlike vibrating plug. A new hotline

connected my brain and my clit. Somewhere behind my back my clit, still pestered

with the sharp anti-pullout spike,  was receiving the treatment it needed, and everything

else disappeared in a blur. All i needed was stick out my butt and receive the humming

massage. And just as my 10 seconds was over and Hitachi was turned off i exploded in

a mind-shattering orgasm like never before, teetering incoherently on my ridiculously

high heels, uttering unintelligible mumbling, pulling on my bare tits, my Wife's bf's used

condom between my fingers, breathing in a bag, trying to still push against a dead dildo.

'Stand still, in attention, only hands keep working those boobs', shouted my Wife.

It helped me to pull myself together. Gingerly i withdraw my cage from the silenced

wand and straightened my back. i had to keep still as the giant plug was still working

my ass. It was providing that little something needed to continue the longawaited and

magnificent orgasm, which went on for ages while i stood motionless. So much going on

inside, nothing on the outside. It was half a minute of brainless levitating, little squirts

through half blocked urethra into the well-worn condom. i would have been speaking in

tongues if my mouth had not been plugged with a penis.

Soon i was kneeling before Master and my Wife. i had been told to remove the helmet

and everything and restore my maid's outfit and makeup - and remove my full condom

and replace it with Master's used condom, roll it over the cock cage. i was licking the

contents of my condom, a lot of nice tasting precum with a smaller amount of cum. Then

i took Their orders for supper and continued my duties with a sore ass - and the highest

heels that were killing me.