Thursday, 31 January 2013
In the morning i decide i epilate daily only half of my epilated areas, either the crotch and genitals or belly and thighs. But, but. i have forgotten to wash the bathroom sink, so there are hairs when Mistress comes to use the bathroom. A majesty offence. She surprises me and makes me lick the sink clean and swallow the hairs! Then She sends me off to do snow work again, as there is new snow. She reminds of the quality standards She set yesterday. She has become so stern!
She keeps me pretty occupied during the day, which is the last of Christmas holidays. She has a big information gathering job for me. She makes me find out email addresses of Her acquaintances. It takes hours. i am allowed to take a break to go buy groceries, and then warm up lunch. After coffee it's back to googling addresses under the supervision of Mistress. After more long hours She finally allows me to stop and hurry to make dinner and finish the strawberry cake. She comes to my aid and warms up sauna.In the sauna She again instructs me to do full program of water aerobics.
After the sauna She sends me to pay Her bills with computer. In the evening i surf the net and as the cb has not been replaced, i masturbate a little, sorry!
Friday, 25 January 2013
Boxing Day started with me hanging the two locks and the toilet brush again from the foreskin piercing. Now i managed to carry the items all the while that i was shaving and doing my hair. For epilation and plucking ball hairs i took them out, but continued to hang the two locks. i only locked myself in the cb with one lock after the epilation as i wanted my penis to settle for a moment first. i used half an hour in the net searching more pictures.
Mistress woke up, W/we hugged warmly, She made me make Her tea, and grabbed my ass and cb while i was making it! i served it with a curtsey. Then i sat at Her feet and removed all my trousers, to put on the other lock. First i asked Mistress if She agrees that the cb'ed penis looked cute, She said She disagrees, She likes an erect penis better. A pity. Then i showed Her how i locked the piercing lock.
She is always cutting my hair, i have not used a barber for years. She uses a home barber set, shaver and hairdresser's scissors. Now She decided She will cut it and made me get the stuff ready. She shaved my neck as i was on all fours on the floor. Sexy! Now my hair is short cropped again.
W/we have a hobby room in the basement. There is a sink that nobody cleans, with traces of paints, glue etc. After i had fetched more firewood in, She ordered me to go clean it up, and also the sewer pipe. From 10am to 12am of Boxing Day i spent spooling the sink pipe, and brushing the stainless steel sink until all stains were removed. i used my fingernails, any tools that wouldn't scrape the steel surface. Especially my thumb nail turned out great.
As i was ready i reported and was sent to take out Christmas foods and lay the table. As W/we ate, She was quicker. That meant the rest of my meal was interrupted by orders to make Her tea, write things on the shopping list etc. i must complete all orders right away, my meal is second to everything else.
For some reason i was very horny, my sissy clit strained against its bonds as i drank coffee and updated my diary.
Soon my job was interrupted as Mistress ordered more tea. She wanted me to stay on me knees by Her as She reclined on the sofa, and serve as Her teacup holder! i held out one hand, and on the palm She rested the teacup. i mentioned to Her that being Her teacup holder, human furniture, was one of my fantasies i have written about. She said that's not much of a fantasy. She kept me kneeling for Her a long time, until my hand was tiring and i had replaced it with my other hand. Then She ordered me to fill the stereo with some of Her favourite music, and get back as Her tea holder after that, getting Her the TV guide and putting more things that come to Her mind on the shopping list. Teacup is empty, She awaits me to take it to the dishwasher now. As i am in kitchen i also prewash an oven form that has been soaking, put it into dishwasher along with some dishes and put the soaking water into other badly dirty dishes. Then i may sit by Her feet on the floor and continue the diary as She makes drafts in Her notebook.
She stops my musings by ordering me to continue with the big strawberry cake i should have ready by tomorrow, and to prepare something new to eat using elements from the Christmas menu. i suggest two pastas: a ham pasta and a salmon pasta. Accepted. While the sponge cake is in the oven i wash some shelves and rearrange some stuff after Mistress have approved the idea. i stop only to eat pasta with the Others and then clean the kitchen up including the sink trap, as well as i can. Then i report to Mistress. She says as a reward maybe W/we will go out for one hour to get exercise. She however doesn't think i did a good job cleaning kitchen and makes me fetch broom and dustpan to sweep the floor. She also checks the basement sink now and says it is cleaner now than when W/we bought the house.
It's time for the reward. She orders me to come out with Her and supervises and helps me clear O/our pathway of snow. It is really tiring and takes most parts of an hour - it has snowed a lot today. She orders me to continue at a lower pace and do a good job. As i would have liked to stop, She orders me to kneel, press my face to the snow and roll it cheek to cheek in the snow, and She helps by pressing my head with Her boot. This happens in front of O/our garage! Probably nobody saw anything as the garage blocks view of all but one neighbour.
W/we watch TV for a while. The only break comes when She orders some apple juice. i am allowed to watch TV and update the diary simultaneously.
Later i kneel in the bedroom. She orders me to undress but doesn't let me open the cb. my penis has tried to swell many times today, i don't know why. i know why it tries to swell now, kneeling naked. She keeps me kneeling knees wide, and kicks lightly my balls. i nearly topple over, i am very much afraid of any further pain as the points of intrigue are digging into my semi-erection.
Finally She allows me to take off the cb. i succeed though it is not easy. my penis is ready to burst into erection, it is bulging through the bars. my hardon prevents me from removing the A-ring that stays on like a penis ring. i go to toilet, and finally manage to remove the ring.
Nowadays i open first the original lock, slide the cage along the shaft a bit and then open the piercing lock. Actually i think now one of the locks is unnecessary. The pierced penis head is so tender it is difficult to push it through the rigid A-ring. If i would have pulled out, it would take much time to push it back in, maybe i couldn't do it at all. On the other hand if i used only the cock cage and piercing lock without a-ring, that would be a sufficient chastity against adultery at least.
W/we talk about wishes and prizes. i say i don't await a prize as big as being allowed to masturbate normally. Something less than that would be enough. She asked what i mean, and i explain masturbating without hands, penis between my thighs. She has also made me hump the floor once. Then there is cumming in a small cup, for instance - very humiliating as you have to concentrate. Oh, and masturbating holding a penny on top of your nose, standing or maybe kneeling with uncooked rice taped to your knees. If the penny drops, fun stops. She says my sissy clit skin is so sticky a penny would stay there forever.
Anyway, She chooses to let me show masturbating between my thighs. She asks when i have had time to try it out. i say i don't remember, a long time ago, i think that is true. i ask if i can remove my thong, but no, i can't. i settle on my side on the floor by the bed, put my hands to my neck, they are not needed. i try to catch my penis between my thighs, but the thong prevents it. She allows me to hump my thighs for a generous time. i do fucking movements on my side, but no matter how i try by crossing my legs again and again, i cannot get any friction to my clit. Finally She orders me to sleep.
Wednesday, 23 January 2013
my foreskin piercing is healing well. In the morning i tried fixing weigths to the ring. i had previously only tried with hanging the two cb locks in the ring. This time i also hung the toilet brush as extra weight. However it prevented epilation, as i try to epilate so that i see individual hairs against the white enamel sink. So i took it out after taking some humiliating pictures, some with my sissy clit erect, and carrying a large toilet brush, some with the dick limp, and drawn down by the weight. i kept the locks in the ring all through the epilation. As i was ready to put on the cb, like i always do after the epilation, i noticed the locks were wet as hell. All the precum had leaked on the locks. i washed them and locked myself in, now also locking the foreskin lock though it hurt somewhat, before it got used to being locked.
W/we had been essentially in Mode 2 whole Xmas Eve, i was excited at my life and as Mistress had woken up (very late) and i asked Her right after W/we had hugged whether W/we would now be in Mode 1 or 2. That was a mistake, Mistress said She was still so tired after just waking up that She's not going to do any decisions. So W/we were in Mode 1 and i went to my laptop. Later i came to Mistress to say that probably She doesn't object me surfing the net while W/we are in Mode 1. She said not, but that i should not be only interested in sex. i said if She would give me full orgasms that would help. She said She meant to give me that last time, but i deliberately ruined it. i said i was not sure what She wanted, and to be on the safe side ruined it - or maybe i wanted to interpret Her order that way.
As W/we were in Mode 1 She said She was going on a long walk and i was allowed to accompany Her. i genuinely thought about it and decided to go with Her. Anyway it meant following the route She chose. Gradually W/we flowed into Mode 2, as W/we got back She had me hang Christmas lights outside, then i had to lay the table for dinner, prepare another chocolate mousse, this time using egg yellows - i'm quite good cook now. i also arranged O/our dried herb collection. Then i had to warm up sauna, and She ordered me to do water aerobics, though made me stop before i was finished, and had me provide pedicure for Her with new tools She got as Christmas present. After sauna She said She doesn't have chores for me, so i suggested i could make up 10 ideas what She could have me do at times nothing has to be done.
It took me a lot of time, as i started reading my D/s text collections to find suitable ideas, and some were so fun i masturbated a little, as after sauna i had not replaced the cb. Well, not to conclusion of course. When the list was ready, She said it was too late and just made me change bed linen and take a mattress to Lina's sleepover friend.
1) have me do something from the long term to do list of not acute chores
2)make me put on a corset and stockings under regular clothes
3) make me give myself an *** enema
4) put some tabasco in my asshole/glans
5) make me tend to Your shoes
6)spit in slave's mouth
7) slap(s) on slave's cheek
8) make me masturbate in bathroom (different variations)
9) make me put on the smallest butt plug and (only) tights to help keep it in
10) put / make me put after shave on my balls
Sunday, 13 January 2013
The foreskin pain subsided quite quickly. The ring stuck in the piercing two times, but i was able to get it moving without much ado.
Last day of the holiday W/we spent a lot of time shopping. i was mostly following the others, and tried not to interfere too much to their whims (like chocolate with churros). i was then sent ahead of the others to buy groceries and prepare lunch, and the merluza lunch with whole-grain rice was about ready as They entered. After lunch i started packing the bags, and then i got time to wonder in the city on my own.
W/we returned home right before Christmas.
Oh, Christmas Eve! Yesterday i went shopping with the list i made two weeks ago, and got all the food needed. In the morning i woke up to alarm at 6.30, and started making mashed swedes. Then i epilated, the first time after the trip, and did a thorough job. It took maybe an hour. i put on the cb, made sweet rice porridge, which is the traditional Christmas eve dish, and started with salmon mousse. At 9.15 Mistress hadn't woken up yet, so i edited my blog. She got up at 10, and came downstairs dressed to kill: a very tight above knee skirt, that showed Her perfectly shaped ass, black tights - i asked whether they were tights or stockings - and short-sleeved silk shirt. She ordered me first to change into more formal attire. She told me that Her period had started a few days early - a pity, She had not used me for a week.
i laid the table. i needed to ask Her what tablecloth She wanted, so i had waited until She woke up. Mistress had decided about the schedule also. At 12 i was to serve glogg and non-alcoholic version for kids and dinner will be at 2 pm. i continued with the salmon mousse, and prepared 2 mushroom sallads (one without cream for Her), brie salad, continued with the turkey and made warmed wine and served each one going around the living room holding a tray in my hands.
After that little pause, with Mistress taking me with Her outside to chill a moment in O/our pergola, i completed the salads, cook the Brussels sprouts, cut the turkey, ham and lamb, cold smoked salmon and fresh salted salmon, laid the table, warmed mother-in-law's carrot cassarole and a ready beetroot cassarole, and started with the chocolate mousse, and had time to finish it though one egg yellow fell into the bowl with the egg whites and it broke while i took it away.
Finally i asked Mistress to come and inspect the table. She came in Her hot costume that kept me hot too. i asked if i should move the mousse into a tidy bowl, but She approved the bowl where i had combined the ingridients. The clock was already 2pm. Mistress noted that the salads were missing spoons, and She ordered me to take out wines, red Christmas wine for Her and cheap white for me. As She was inspecting, i was washing the kettles, clearing meal preparation supplies into dishwasher, and finally washing the surfaces and sink until also the sink trap was emptied into the bin. a slave's job is not over before also the sink trap is cleaned!
We ate, and i thought everything was superb, but She noted turkey was just satisfactory.
After W/we had eaten, She helped me (!) to clear the table, and announced W/we will retire for a nap in the bedroom. i honestly did not know at all, if She meant it literally or if She was preparing an hour of fun. Upstairs She tossed me a blanket and told me to get under it in the bed. She joined me soon, and hugging each other W/we soon fell into peaceful sleep. In my sleep i felt my cock filling every nook and cranny of the cb - i was not used to sleeping with cb-2000 on. My foot was under Her, and going dead and woke me up after some time of sound sleep. i started to move my foot, but noticed Mistress had woken up too. She ordered me to squeeze Her butt. Her skirt was so tight Her butt felt like rock. i also felt Her thighs, She encouraged that too. She turned Her ass on me and had me hump Her butt with my cb'ed tool. It felt wonderful. My cock is normally never trying to get hard in my cb which is always equipped with points of intrigue. On the other hand Mistress has normally removed cb for sexual play. Now She seemed to have no intention of doing so. The humping fooled my cock and the points started to dig into my poor flesh. She was not satisfied, though i was in severe pain. She ordered me on my back and opened Her shirt a button at a time, took out Her warm tit and had me suck Her nipple. That sent the pain over the top. She let me leave, with an order to fill Her waterglass by Her bed and go make Her tea. My stroll was really crippled, i moved like a hunchback, my cock showing no interest in shrinking back to allowed size, points still bothering. i asked if i could shower my cock with ice cold water. She said i could do whatever i wanted to get back in basic dimensions. i started cooling my hot private parts, and thought i was making progress. However the water was making me need to pee. i tried, but the urethra was blocked because of my hard-on. The feeling was so bad, i asked Mistress the keys, and She let me open the cb. my penis sprang up right away, and now the points caused even more horrible pain until i could carefully remove the points. Now my penis was rock hard because of the a-ring, but i could pee. Oh what a relief. Mistress came to watch me shower the whole length of it with cold water. i was allowed to start making tea and coffee without cb, and fitted it back as the erection had subsided.
Before opening presents She still sent me to take out garbage.
Thursday, 10 January 2013
Next day starts with me making Mistress tea and sandwiches, then coffee and sandwiches for me, and getting a new bread for the kids. i am to go with the kids to a waterpark, where i have to go to many slides with the kids. i get totally under water many times and it's fun for the kids. As we get home, i have to make a dinner for all. OMG this merluza is a great fish, have to look it up as W/we get home.
i have taken the foreskin ring off for the waterpark, fearing a big washroom/changeroom. There was none, so i took it off for vain, but putting it back after 6 hours was pain, and exhausting. i could not get the ring in at all. Then i got two small sewing needles and pushed them into the piercing, no problem - well maybe i draw a little blood accidentally. i tried to grease the ring and open the piercing by pushing the two needles into different directions, but no avail. Finally, by keeping the two needles in the piercing and pushing them out with the ring i manage to get part of the ring in. But no matter how i try, i cannot push it through. This is the problem with my foreskin piercing: the piercing route is very long as it was made horizontally along the skin. Mistress comes in to use the bathroom, says kids are wondering why daddy's so long time in the bathroom. She says i should move to O/our bedroom. i try to push the other end of the ring into the other end of the piercing, and finally it comes out altogether and i am in the starting point. i am exhausted, and the piercing is getting raw.
i move to the bedroom, and after a new try with the bulkier ends of the needles, and stretching the piercing and pushing the needles out by the ring i finally succeed. It seems near the other end there was some kind of blockage emerging, but finally the ring is all the way in, and i ask Mistress to repclace the captive bead ring as it requires me to draw on the ends of the ring, and Mistress simultaneously stuffing the ball in place.
Now the piercing is so sore i missed the evening walk with the family and took a painkiller. There's more pain than when it was new. Now i lie down and write this down.
After the walk, as W/we were preparing to go to bed, there was a new surprise. Mistress pointed the floor in front of Her making me kneel there, said
-'How's your weewee doing, is it totally useless?'
i said it is OK, and got demanded to undress totally and give Her the toy bag. From the toy bag She produced the ball gag, collar and ankle bracelets, tossed the bracelets for me to fix on myself, took the gag, which meant i brought my open mouth nearer, took the ball in my mouth and bent my neck helping Her to violently yank it closed. Then She opened the collar, inviting me to press my neck against it. Again She yanked it closed so violently She choked me a bit while doing it. Then She asked if i could play with myself, and i said i could, even not in the normal manly way. She said i could play with myself and cum if i could, before She stops me. i started quickly, rubbing the underside only, as the piercing side was too tender. Quite soon She stopped me and i thought it was over. She took the leather hood, draped it over my head and closed the zipper. i was no in its dark confines again. Merely i heard Her say, 'you can continue'. And i did, happily, kneeling in the dark with my hairless crotch except for the triangle of pubes, ball keeping my mouth crudely opened, tight collar round my neck, foreskin ring going back and forth with my stroking. i was as humiliated as happy and accelerated stroking the underside of my cock until i was at the edge, and continued a bit after that, taking my hand away as the spasms began. They were strong, i felt spurts, but i kept myself at standard upright kneeling positions, hands at sides, during the orgasm that i deliberately ruined. One of the spasms was so strong it made me quiver and bend my knees slightly. Mistress took away the hood, the ball gag and the collar, yanking on them again.
-'Clean up that mess you created!'
-'Yes Mistress, thank you Mistress' i saw a surprisingly big pool of semen on the floor in front of me. The tease and the long build-up must have increased the amount. i knew not to lick it up, i got some hankies and wiped it off (needed two hankies), only then licked the floor clean.
Sunday, 6 January 2013
Sorry for not posting, the holidays made it impossible. i continue from where W/we were left in Tenerife :
In the morning i wake up first again, and note Mistress's panties waiting for me at the floor. i pick them up and to make it more fun, make them into a ball with the crotch piece on the outside and stuck the ball in my mouth. i have not have my Wife's used panties in my mouth in a long time. i didn't remember they fill it up so tightly. In the bathroom i wash them up with dish washing liquid like She ordered. As Mistress wakes up as i am epilating, i go to Her and ask if i go and buy fresh bread. She agrees, i do my hair and shave and go. As i return, i get permission to first wash dinner dishes, then prepare tea, coffee and sandwiches.
Mistress decides W/we'll go for a walk that ends on the beach, and i'll stay there with Lina. She goes back to the hotel after the walk, as She doesn't like the hot sun. She sends Mats who just woke up, to the beach as well. Mistress has decided we'll go to a good cafe for crepes or cakes and i'll have to call Her as we are ready to go. After the waffles She sends me plain openly to supermarket and to prepare lunch at O/our apartemento. It's a hot day, They'll chill out and do some shopping while i'll be laboring away in a hot kitchen. Next day is Sunday, so i'll have to shop some extra. i'll choose 'merluza' fish to get variation to Mistress's diet. i'll fry part of that and warm up old leftover from the Indian meal and yesterday's lunch. Then i'll set the table just as They arrive. However Mistress and Lina choose to go swimming in the pool first and leave me to finish the preparations.
After the meal i have to make tea for Her. i am allowed a small pastry with coffee. Then She writes down on a piece of paper: '40 seconds free time, don't cum'. i say 'yes thank you' and head to the bathroom, drop my pants to the floor, admire my large but subjugated hard-on for a moment, move my attention to my wrist watch and start my handiwork at a suitable even second. i wank thinking of being so pussy-whipped even without cb i am in Mistress's total control and withdraw my hand exactly at 40 seconds.
In the evening W/we climb to a large hill and walk around in Los Cristianos. W/we get back home and i am sent to get lasagne takeaway portions for kids. After evening i'm quite spend. i put on the red thong. Mistress thinks it's funny, like a sexy Santa. She orders me to do a suitable dance for Her. i try a Christmas Carol, a julenissesong, She thinks it was not too great.