Saturday, 23 March 2013
Next day W/we were in Mode 1, but i asked Her permission to eat some chocolate and She declined it and told me to eat a small pastry instead. Anyway, i was so addicted to sweet i took a little from my own Christmas present chocolate without telling Her, sorry.
She has cold feet in bed and ordered me to warm them up. i moved towards Her feet so She could press the soles of Her feet against my belly, and massaged Her feet and legs. i had to continue until She took Her feet away, but i was satisfied as She said this was luxury.
Sometimes locking my foreskin ring with a lock between the ring and the end of my cb-2000 makes my penis sore. It is caused by pinching. i tried locking the ring to the top bars also that go vertically along the cock cage. That didn't help. i think it's best to lock it to the end (B-ring) of the cb, and draw the foreskin back when you lock it. When foreskin covers the glans, the pinching problem starts. It is not a big problem and it may be even considered a suitable predicament for the male slave to be in chastity through a piercing in its male member. So locked i am, aware of my locked ring even now.
Being Mistress's teacup holder is becoming one of O/our most important rites. She sits on the sofa, knitting and watching TV. i will kneel by Her, facing Her, not TV, and keeping Her teacup on my palm. She takes it from there when She needs a sip. Today Lina came to the living room, and i just continued as Her teacup holder, pretending to be reading a paper at the same time so that it wasn't so obvious to her. She finds in a magazine two interesting recipes: an Indian veggie dish with lentils, and another: filled onions. She orders me to get ingredients and make Her both during the weekend. In the evening, as i think i am allowed to bed, She still sends me to handwash Her undies that She wants to wear tomorrow. i go downstairs to the laundry room and wash them in the sink, with a little washing powder, attending especially to the crotch piece.
Friday, 1 March 2013
Next day i laid out supper table soon after i came from work, at least now Her mother noticed i was doing extraordinarily much. As i thank my Wife for a wonderful session, again She wants no referring to the session. That evening Her mother went back home.
It is time for the last winter holiday. i note it's going to be something special as i ask Mistress if i can read part of the morning paper i have just fetched and She says i can read yesterday's paper. She's a strict Mistress today. If i am not completing an order, She keeps me waiting, standing at attention. i try to exaggerate, by keeping my elbows to my sides, wrists angled outward and fingers straight, thumb and the rest of the fingers separated, but She denies angrily overdoing it. i fear Her wrath, and settle for attention, or kneeling up if She is sitting or otherwise down, looking down expressionless, until as She talks to me, when i look at Her in the eyes and smile. At least that's what i try.
First She makes me divide laundry by colour and bring whites down to laundry room. i nearly run as i go, my penis bulging in its tiny prison. i work a lot as Her courier, She is arranging Her stuff, and quite a lot has to be taken upstairs from basement . i also work as Her teacup holder again. At times She tests my patience and keeps me waiting a long time for next order. i exist for Her orders only, i don't have control of anything that happens during the day. In the morning i had no idea i would be sitting in Her study, cutting old shirts to shreds. She supervises me and does less menial work Herself. At 1pm She starts to get hungry, and sends me to make lunch. As i stand up, She notes i have only little left of that sleeve i'm cutting, and She orders me to sit down again and finish it.
i make mushroom soup for Her, we others eat old food. i don't like it, but i have to eat rest of the minced meat sauce made for the kids. i apologize Mistress for a minor mistake (can't remember what it was). Lina notices and says 'You are her lowlist servant' - a saying she has heard somewhere. Lina adds:'you should be also my servant.' Mistress:'I have done most of the homework when you kids were small, it's only fair he's doing most of it now'.
i thank Mistress for each command, as each command is precious attention She's giving me. i also curtsey as i have completed each order and report back to Her, unless there are kids around. However, She gives me direct orders like to a waitress even when the kids hear. Like after lunch:
-'I want black tea with milk in my study'.
i thank (very silently if kids are there), and prepare it, while cleaning up kitchen altogether from the mess my cooking caused. As She gets Her tea, and i curtsey (She never thanks me, it's always for me to thank Her only), She says She's got so boring company (meaning me) that She wants Her radio moved here. i walk and run the stairs up to get it and switch Her favourite channel on. After that i will stay in Her study to cut more shreads, hours long. Then She gets hungry again and i'm sent to kitchen to prepare a serving of cake, tea and milk to U/us and the kids with their friends. After i have cleared the tea servings, Mistress says She will use my dog nose now. There has been bad smell in two of our toilets and She sends me to sniff around in them and report about the source of the smell. i do it thoroughly, and Lina and her friend see me lying on wc floor, head to the sewer pipe.
After my report She surprises me by 'It's time to go out. Put on your warmest clothes' It's the coldest weather, -16 degrees celsius. i must now follow Her to an evening walk in the nearly arctic weather. Face gets like frozen immediately. She fortunately decides to take a shortcut through a forest, and eventually the walk is quite short. i should be nearly at Her right side, a little behind, but lag at the crossroads further back so that i don't get on Her way if She decides to turn right. Once i assume She's turning left, and stay at Her side, but She does surprisingly turn right, to a beach, so i have to stop in my steps and apologize. As W/we near home, She stays outside in the pergola and sends me in to warm up sauna and prepare evening food and prepare Her lunch box for tomorrow. As she helps Herself to some sweets from a chocolate box, She gives me one, and says
- 'so much easier for you now, no need to make decisions'.
After the sauna and my water aerobics She relaxes a bit and allows me to watch TV with Her for a couple of hours, but then again, where's no time for intimacy in bed after that.