Sunday, 30 June 2013
Tuesday night there's a surprise. It was a very long day at work and after work i shopped for groceries so i got home very late. W/we got early to bed. W/we normally hug in bed, but this time She even rose on top of me. And let me stroke Her skin, and butt and breasts through Her nightie. However She was silent and thoughtful and i didn't understand what She was thinking about. Then She said She is in need of an orgasm and said that She puts on the new set of undies and stockings i brought Her for Xmas, and W/we will fuck without any foreplay, no licking Her sex etc. i remove my foreskin ring as She doesn't like its feel inside Her and put on a condom. i fondle Her from the back as She sits on the bed, W/we remove Her pretty new knickers together, and W/we fuck. i have drawn my foreskin forward to cover the glans so i don't get too excited and managed to fuck Her to an orgasm (from the back, on O/our sides) without cumming myself.
Next evening She kisses me on the mouth as W/we lie on the bed. She has not kissed me on the mouth for months. i say i'm happy She has started to kiss me and make love to me again. She says She's starting to accept that She is still going to be married to me. Feels good!
Wednesday, 26 June 2013
i ask Her every night if She would like sex. She is surprised, She thought i would not be interested due to my orgasm. She says She takes care of Her pleasure Herself. i am sad i am not allowed to participate.
Thursday morning as my alarm rings at 5.50, She sticks out Her hand and touches my head. Many times something like this has been a sign for Her willingness to sex. i start stroking Her, gradually start to hug Her body, and She allows me to lie on top of Her, kissing Her neck, feeling Her. i get immediately a hard-on that presses against Her belly. She doesn't want to take advantage of it, She just wants closeness and affection. i'm happy She wants that much.
Mistress is having Her period. On Saturday W/we go and have the swine flu shots. Mistress gets worse after the shot, and the weekend is spent basically in Mode 2, She ordering me around, but besides that, the only D/s is as She orders me to act as Her teacup holder after i have once again fulfilled Her order to prepare Her a cup of tea. As kids are around, watching TV with Mistress, She discreetly orders me to sit by Her on the floor. We are used to sitting on the carpet, so the kids don't pay attention to me. The cup warms my hands as i wrap them around it, holding my hands folded near my neck, where She picks the cup as She likes. The weekend is of course filled with chores also: making all meals, churro dough (Mistress helps by baking), spreading ashes to the kitchen garden, filling up bird feed tray, fetching firewood and warming up with the fireplace , going to the gym, water aerobics, bringing Her various things, tending to the stove and oven and using special cleaner to them, paying the bills etc. i am also made to go over tops of all cupboards in the household with a vacuum cleaner and a wet washcloth.
In the evening She says She's not having sex with me any more. It cannot be discussed. She asks if i would need masturbation. i say i don't. She says She doesn't use that opinion as a basis for Her decision, but She doesn't make me masturbate.
Monday, 17 June 2013
i have just published a fiction story (found on the right panel) In The Closet. The themes involved are being a shemale slave to a Mistress (Wife) and Master (Her boyfriend). Shemale has gone through surgeries, except for her genitals. shemale is a 24/7 live-in slave. It involves my usual themes of humiliation, punishments, behaviour modification and cuckolding.
Monday, 3 June 2013
Only next Sunday She puts me in Mode 2 again. She makes me do yard work, removing snow from O/our boat and certain plants that may break. Then i must clean thoroughly a toilet that is smelly to Her nose, prepare lunch, follow Her to the gym, warm up sauna, prepare food for the beginning of the week (enchilados and carrot cassarole, double portions each, kids eat SO much these days). Mistress organizes O/our cabinets again, i run errands and fold laundry.
As W/we go upstairs She orders me to masturbate. First She goes to the bed under the blanket and makes me open the toy box, and takes my idea list from it and orders me to kneel and undress. i take off my sleeveless shirt, thong and socks. She orders me to take 3 clamps. i ask
She commands me to place them on my nipples and one on my perineum. Next She orders me to get the new Chinese Tiger balm which She has bought. It's in the upstairs lobby so i'll have to go there naked and with the clamps on. As i get the balm box open, She orders me to rub it in Her shoulders, back and neck that hurt. After that She makes me rub tiger balm to my balls too. Then She makes me masturbate, still kneeling, with two fingers only. i ask Her to confirm whether i may masturbate until release, and She confirms. First i put one finger on both sides of the penis, but change them so that one is on top and one on the bottom. Now i start approaching climax quite fast and ask Her whether i withdraw my hand from first spasm or not. She considers it a long time and i am about to edge and have to hold back until She answers
i need just a few seconds, and i cum on the floor in a series of spurts. i may now remove the clamps, but i must put on a dog collar for the night. She makes me clean the floor and wait kneeling naked as She reads Her book. As She switches off the light i find my clothes by feeling and put them on. i offer my hand to Her under the blanket and She accepts it and warms up Her cold hand with it. However i'm worried, as She has used my sexual services only once for more than a month. She is probably not happy and so my happiness is on a shallow base also.