Friday, 31 October 2014
I'm going through my writing collection, i have some stuff i have written earlier and never published anywhere. Here's the first, called Assisting Her boyfriend
Then another one, cum on command. That is my oldest stories, Mistress trains her slave puppy style first and finally in the art of cumming on command.
Then another one, cum on command. That is my oldest stories, Mistress trains her slave puppy style first and finally in the art of cumming on command.
Wednesday, 29 October 2014
i have been not updating the blog since Mistress thinks i spent too much time there and too little time pampering Her.
Lately i have been working on a new story and now got that ready for publishing.
Main characters are:
-sissy slave mia,
-Mr Jensen, a guest
-female slave jane (mia's former wife)
You can find it here
i have been not updating the blog since Mistress thinks i spent too much time there and too little time pampering Her.
Lately i have been working on a new story and now got that ready for publishing.
Main characters are:
-sissy slave mia,
-Mr Jensen, a guest
-female slave jane (mia's former wife)
You can find it here
Saturday, 28 June 2014
Next day was again a lovely example of holidays that Mistress entirely programs for me. i could have written a more detailed account, but She has started to control also the time i write my diary, and the only time She allowed me to write i noticed my mobile battery was dead and She didn't allow me to get the charger, so i could start writing this in the next morning.
W/we woke up to a thunder, and as usual, Mistress sent me to unplug all devices. Soon the sounds of thunder were so load W/we couldn't sleep so W/we both woke up at 6am.
Typical for the day was that i reported to Her right after each task. Every time a new task didn't follow, especially if She was chatting with kids, which meant i could hang around with all of them. If Mistress left, i followed Her.
This doesn't mean She would hesitate to give direct orders to me in front of kids, though. She sent me many a time to fetch Her a cup of tea, or Her glasses, or something else, as W/we sat down together.
She gave me a new standing order. She wants the kitchen sink empty all times. It means i cannot collect and soak dishes there, i must change my ways so that i clean them at once and put them in dishwasher.
my day consisted of breakfast, digging basis for stone wall in the garden, preparing lunch (chicken tikka masala). Normally, though i may spend an hour cooking the meal, i will not join the O/others eating the new food, but warm up leftovers for me. It is disguised from the kids by letting them understand i am so mean with money i don't want to waste any food.
She kept my motivation up by kissing me on the mouth, twice that day, and once making me kneel and flicking my nose for some minor demeanor.
In the afternoon Mistress commanded again: 'Put on your work gloves' and lead me to the wall building site. The work with the stones was very hot because of our current heatwave. my sweat was pouring down. Then She stopped me, made me drink a lot of lukewarm water and lead me to the beach, where She ordered me swimming with Her. After a little swim She again yanked my trunks down, started squeezing my buttocks hard, reached for my balls from behind as i parted my legs for Her easy access. She felt and lightly tapped them and said 'Fish see odd things around here. Pants up!'
In the evening Mistress decided for a movie rental and pizzas. For me leftover beef and leftover pieces from O/others pizzas were sufficient.
As W/we were in bed, i started stroking and fondling Mistress: first shoulders, thighs, belly, then breasts, licking breasts, stroking Her pussy. She lets me also lick Her pussy, but then She orders me to stop and start sleeping.
Saturday, 14 June 2014
Next day W/we visited Her mother at Her summerhouse. my balls were still sore, so before W/we set off, She allowed me to remove the cb.
At the cottage i volunteered to pick blueberries. Picking berries is a perfect job for a slave: easy, not very meaningful. You can send a slave to a forest with a vessel, and it is clear even without words that the slave can return only with a full vessel. i picked two litres of berries and got praise for that.
Next i was allowed to stay inside for a 'nap' which allowed me to update this diary with my mobile. However i fell for it and did a little masturbation as i described yesterday's wonderful incidents. In the evening i had to confess that to Mistress, who punished me later.
i drove back according to Mistress's directions, including the choice of route, and back home, after making dinner (potatoes and steaks) W/we did some motorboating with the whole family. It was a hot day, and my activity level dropped, i didn't help empty the water from the boat, cast off the boat etc. i didn't even notice i was being lazy, until Mistress at bedtime asked me angrily what i had done wrong today. She informed me that as a punishment i will sleep on the floor by the bed without any mattress. i settled on the floor with a pillow and a blanket, which i used also wrapped under me as a mattress. She also told me to apologize a few times until it sounded sincere enough. A nice surprise followed after maybe 15 minutes, as She let me back to bed! She learned me to appreciate sleeping in a bed.
Tuesday, 10 June 2014
my long chastity went by the board as i got a nocturnal emission, and even another just 4-5 days later. Now as i write i have got only these two nocturnal orgasms, and nothing else in 3 weeks.
O/our summer holiday routine evolved into quite informal, even lazy time, with Her giving me only a few tasks a day, though some were quite tedious like gathering all O/our firewood in the shed or moving stones from a corner of O/our garden to another and building a stone wall.
The routine was interrupted with formal D/s days. One Monday W/we woke up together, so i started feeling Her thighs, belly and breasts with my hands, as She has allowed me to do, to seduce Her, and continued by sucking Her breasts under the blanket. She cut me off from Her breasts saying 'Enough of that, there's a hardcore day coming up', and She ordered me to open the toy chest, take out a pair of stockings, take my pants off, put them on me along with a mixture of a suspender belt / corset She produced from Her drawer. As i had them on She proclaimed that it took too much time as it did, told me to hand Her the riding crop from the top of the cupboard, and bend over the endpiece of the bed and extend my hands. She climbed on the bed, standing lightly on my hands, and started whacking my behind with the riding crop as a punishment for my slowness. Fifth stroke was so strong i howled. She gave me just one more and stopped.
She told me to put on my pants and socks on top of the special underwear, and my chores started. She decided that because of a sore behind my balls, a cb is not going to be used today.
First i made Her routinely the breakfast of Her liking and W/we ate at the glasshouse. Then She commanded me to vacuum the upper floor (O/our cleaner is on holiday), put the central vacuum cleaner ready on the ground floor and ask Her to check the upper floor. i did as She told, and as She inspected the upper floor She found some birch seeds and a pine needle on the otherwise well vacuumed floors. She made me lick these up directly from the floor and eat them. The seeds were easy but the pine needle needed a lot of chewing until it gave its resinous taste and softened so i could swallow it.
i was positively surprised by this further example of Her ingenuity as a Mistress. The prospect of being made to eat whatever is found on the floor after my vacuuming made me continue extra carefully, especially checking i was not going to be made to eat things like dead flies, cobwebs, or cat litter grains. She checked my work on the ground floor next and approved it, then i had to vacuum also the lobby of the basement floor, but She didn't even check that. Next i had to do the laundry, folding, emptying and filling again the washing machine.
It was a hot day, and the stockings made me hot and made me wear long pants not to show, but i didn't of course complain, as i had long hoped i could wear women's underwear.
She had emptied trash cans and washed the kitchen floor as i completed the laundry, so She was not being lazy Herself. As i was ready, She ordered me to wash all the toilets. She was right. They really needed washing. There was shit on the bowls in many places. i washed it all away, and polished the taps as She had ordered, and washed the sinks as well.
It took too much time, Mistress told me, and therefore She ordered me on my knees in the laundry room, and smacked my face repeatedly with a wet washcloth and ordered me to say 'i love cleaning up', with passionate voice, repeating it until She was satisfied. Then i had to say 'i love cooking', which was easier and more believable. She approved the first take. After washing my hands She made me start lunch preparations, and after noon i offered really tasty shrimp sauce with rice. i only learned how it tasted later, as my own lunch was yesterday's leftovers.
After lunch it was time for a quick tea and coffee, all the while working out a menu proposal for the next week. She had invited friends, two couples, for the evening. Therefore it was going to be a busy afternoon for me preparing the visit. As i had the menu proposal ready, Mistress had me read it to Her aloud, while Mats was nearby, hearing that i had to get Her approval for my cooking.
As the menu was approved with a couple of changes, i had to prepare a shopping list and W/we left for the city, where i shopped for groceries and Mistress for wine and clothes. At home She sent me to pick raspberries for a cake She wanted for the visit. i was nearly ready as Lina opened the front door and told me i would need to stop and drive her for sleepover visit to her friend. i stopped as i assumed it had been approved by Mistress and as i had confirmed that, i did as she told me.
It was a very hot day, and i was sweating after all that raspberry picking in long pants and stockings. Therefore i was happy as Mistress informed 'W/we are taking a swim now'. In the beach house She said 'Take off your stockings, and you don't wear them after this. Bring them up in your pocket.' She didn't tease me in the sea, but as W/we were back in the beach house that opens to the sea, She told me i had earned a prize. 'Drop your swimming trunks. Masturbate!' My clitty was shrunk and wrinkled, but i noticed the head was slippery from precum. Just as i had stroked it into hardness, She said: 'Stop. You had not earned a bigger prize than that. Now take firewood with you up, change into shorts, clean thoroughly the balcony and lay the table there with O/our finest china, put cookies on the platters i have chosen, don't use O/our Rörstrand glasses as W/we don't have enough, finish the cake (which She had made as i picked raspberries) with whipped cream, raspberry jam and put finest raspberries on top'. i jumped into action. i was able to finish just in time. She had a snack before the guests arrived and i was allowed to eat leftovers from Her plate - this is how i tasted the lunch shrimp dish.
During the visit a few demeaning things happened. She told them that W/we have reversed roles when it comes to domestic chores, that i prepare all the meals, and She takes care of woodwork etc. men's chores. Later She said to me when to go prepare coffee and tea, and i also served all drinks. She even told me to go make another pot of coffee as the first pot was about consumed. Then as the topic was decor, She told everybody that She wouldn't like a house decorated by me, as i don't care where i live. Then one guest said: 'Even if you lived in a doghouse?' and i couldn't reply at all.
As the guests left after all the glass filling i had been doing the whole night, She told me to clear the table. During that, i checked some tennis results in text-tv and Mistress noticed it and marked me for punishment later. It came as i was ready for bed. She told me to close the bedroom door, find the leather bracelets in the chest, put them on, and She put the dog collar on my neck. Then She told me to attach the ankle bracelets and put my wrists behind my back. She attached my wrists to the back of my collar. She told me to get on my knees, upper body on the bed. She opened my knees with Her foot and started whipping my balls with a small penis whip: a small cat of 9 tales with short, soft and wide strips of leather. It hurt, but She thought it didn't had enough impact, so She just gave a few more on my clitty head, and changed to Her full sized cat-o-9-tales. She started hitting my naked ass with full force, as She told me to apologize as sweetly as i could for watching TV when given another order.
Sunday, 8 June 2014
Last thing in the evening She told me i would pick up raspberries in the morning if i wake up before Her. i did, and after shaving i had just picked up the bowl for that as i heard Her wake up and made Her tea. She wanted another of Her regular sandwiches, so i had to visit the kitchen garden to get fresh basilica for Her. She chose to eat in the glasshouse and sent me in the kitchen to get more tea for Her and another time to get Her glasses. i love being Her errand boy.
After the breakfast She sent me to pick up the raspberries. As i got back with a litre She said simply, while Lina heard: 'change to your painting pants'. i left upstairs silently and as i got back She handed me a can of varnish, opener for the can and a paintbrush and told me to varnish the new ramp She built a couple of days ago. Off i went to the shed.
i had a little varnish left as the job was completed, so i approached Mistress to ask what to do now. She ordered me to use it on the underlying structure. As i was ready She sent me to prepare lunch, soy marinated salmon, carrots and potatoes. As the potatoes were cooking i relaxed on the carpet watching music videos - i hoped i could get a climpse of Lady Gaga in Alejandro doing those fucking motions behind a guy whose on all fours. Mistress got in and though i stood up immediately She noticed what i was doing, made me apologize and made a mark for a punishment.
After lunch, tea and coffee She let me relax at the beach, update this diary (i had not have time for that after O/our Rimini trip) and only take care of watering. However, She interrupts me to make Her tea, and kneel up to take my punishment. W/we have purchased this summer two electric fly swatters, cheap hand held ones. Now Mistress decided to use the swatter, and gave me one swat on the ass which i willingly exposed for Her, as She mentioned giving a swat on my nipple, which made me fearful and compliant. The swat was strong, like She would have given me a stinging blow. So i raised my trunks immediately, and was glad She didn't ask me to lower them again. Instead She ordered me to lick clean the dirty soles of Her feet. She took off Her sandal, and let me clean one sole thoroughly. There was definitively a lot of black dirt there. Then She ordered me to swim. She came with me but didn't play with me this time, and afterwards She sent me to prepare light dinner. After W/we ate, i remained to prepare raspberry pastries for dessert as O/others watched TV.
Sunday, 1 June 2014
Saturday, 22 March 2014
Next day She ordered me to swim again, and as soon as i was in the water She commanded me to lower my swimming trunks to my knees again, exposing my pink cb and pink butt under the water. She again had me spread my legs and felt the cb from behind and then yanked hard on my balls, pain really getting me this time. Then She allowed me to raise the pants. i'm beginning to like these swimming trips!
In the evening i managed to seduce Her again, much the same way as i just descriped. W/we fucked for a long time, but She got too tired and couldn't orgasm, and of course there was no orgasm for me too. Instead She let me fuck the space between the heel of Her foot and bed, pressing hard on my clitty occasionally. No cummies though.
W/we have a wooden ramp leading to a shed, and being 10 year old it has started to rotten. How it was replaced tells a lot about how flexible O/our sex roles now are. She dismantled the old one, planned the new one, measured the timber, used the saw Herself, then had me tighten the screws and carry it in its place, then tighten the screws to fix it in place and then She continued with boarding it, sending me inside to prepare dinner.
She made me order tickets for tomorrow for a cruise to a lighthouse island, so W/we spent the next day there together. As W/we got home i had to prepare a quick dinner for everyone - frozen pizzas, which i tried to compensate with a nicely set table. In the evening She stopped my updating of the blog which i did as She was watching a TV series i didn't care about, and She ordered me with Her to the pool for a night swim. Before that She soaped and washed my genitals and armpits for me, ordering me to lift my arms, spread my legs etc. In the pool She ordered me to move about in funny ways, lifting my knees and pulling water with my hands, or moving backwards, hitting my butt with my heels, pushing with my hands, and repeating this 4 times a pool length.
Later She had me remove the cb and masturbate. i tried to get to the edge but i was slow and She stopped me before i could beg permission to ejaculate.
Friday, 14 March 2014
After the trip W/we had another thorough discussion about O/our relationship. It turned out that W/we still tend to misunderstand each other's behaviour, She has interpreted my passiveness as being not interested in Her sexually and i was interpreting Her behaviour much the same way. So now i am allowed to try to seduce Her to sex play once, even twice a day: as W/we are together in bed or otherwise alone.
i succeeded in seducing Her the next morning. i started by removing Her night socks and sucking Her toes and soles of Her feet. i knew i was allowed to touch Her anywhere unless She forbids me. So i moved my hand to Her pantyclad pussy, and rubbed it and squeezed Her buttocks, pushed my hand in Her panties and continued rubbing and started inserting my finger in Her pussy. She was cooperative and She adviced that Her vaginal g-spot was on the back side (perineum side) of Her pussy, so i concentrated my rubbing there. She let me undress Her and i started sucking Her nipples as i continued fingerfucking Her. Finally She pushed me under Her, bit my nipples and removed my briefs that contained my much leaking hardon. She ordered me to put on a condom. i asked if She wanted my foreskin back or forth, She wanted it back. Soon i was fucking Her from below, then from behind, and She had a good, very good orgasm, leaving me high and dry.
That was a beginning for an intense D/s-period. i made Her a tomato-turkey-vinegar-basilica sandwich for breakfast, a recipe that soon became Her regular order for breakfast. Then i had to prepare weekly menu and use the hot day to shop for groceries. She had purchased and planned painting O/our porch, and i was allowed to assist Her in the painting.
In the afternoon She ordered a break and a swim at O/our beach. The water was quite nice after a long hot period. After She got into water Herself She pulled my pants down under water, made me grab the jettyside as She reached between my legs, feeling the cb and grabbing my balls. She took leverage with Her foot from the pier and pulled my balls away from my body with full force. My clitty started to harden inside its prison, as i watched people near at the neighbouring jetties, so near but not able to see my nakedness and troublesome position under the surface.
She continued a more sexual approach to D/s, stopping my chores to grab my ass and balls from behind or uncovering and biting my butt viciously before making me continue. In the evening in the bed She had me naked kneeling up on the bed one knee on Her one side and one on the other. She felt my shaved crotch and changed one standing order: i will start again epilating the sides of my triangle of pubes, and keep the triangle neat, but i will not do it daily in the morning, only as She orders me to shave it, as She wants to cut down useful time i spend for grooming myself. She masturbated me a little as i knelt on top of Her as She said this, and sent me to sleep.
Sunday, 2 March 2014
Summer days came and went, i continued serving. She decided my work projects. On Saturday i had to clean the roof and gutters, a good job when it's dry, but now it was also very hot. On Monday She decided W/we would finally launch the boat, and i had to clean it, and help Her launch it. She was the one to do the difficult part, driving the trailer to the sea. However, the bottom bung leaked, and on Tuesday i had to get a new one, and She figured how W/we could change them without raising the boat.
Tuesday morning as Mistress woke up and i hugged Her, She was sexually active and ordered me back to bedroom. She was going to give me an orgasm as i would be out of Her control with Mats during the trip (She decided taking a cb would create too much of a risk of it being noticed by Mats on the beach). She put on a corset and stay up stockings and made me undress and put on ankle and wrist straps.
She made me lie on my back and lick Her pussy first, unfortunately i couldn't make Her cum and as my hard-on wasn't good enough She proceeded by making me kneel and whacking my bottom with a cat-o'-9-tale, making me howl. That caused a stiffy and i was allowed to stick my clitty in Her pussy while kneeling by the bed, but this wasn't my morning. As i felt Her breasts i noticed a lump in Her left breast and thoughts of breast cancer destroyed my mood and concentration. i planned to say about that to Her only after sex, so i wouldn't spoil to moment for the both of U/us. But i did spoil it anyway, i couldn't get my hard-on to stay.
Now as She wanted to finish me off before my trip, She now asked me how i suggested i would be done, and i wished She would tie me on my back to the bed, wrists to the middle of the footboard, feet up over my head and resting at the corners of the headboard, tied to them, as low as possible. Then, as my shaved clitty would point down to my face, She would not stroke me, but take a tight hold of my balls and rub my g-spot (at the frenum) with just one fingertip. Tight grab on my balls brought the hardon back, and soon i was so wet Her finger started slipping away, which added an element of tease.
But as soon as Her finger stayed at my frenum for a longer time, i warned Her that i would cum, and She stopped, and waited for a while. But then She continued, and despite my next warning She continued with flicking Her finger slightly over my frenum and keeping my balls in Her tight grip, and brought me determinedly over the edge and to a real orgasm. She rubbed until i started cumming, and still held my balls as the cum landed on my neck and chin in massive spurts. She didn't ask me to catch the load in my mouth and She had earlier said She didn't like me eating cum so i didn't. She put tissue in places where the cum started spilling towards bed linen. As i washed up afterwards, my whole neck was slimy, i had ejaculated so much, because of a 2 week chastity and a dream cum true.
Before my trip with Mats Mistress still made me do a lot of food for Her and Lina, and for guests She was going to entertain while we were gone, and She ordered me to make a chocolate cake in the morning of our departure.
Saturday, 22 February 2014
This morning i woke up really late, 8am, and i heard Mistress awake as soon as i was shaving my butt. Well, She vanished somewhere, so i could prepare Her tea, clean up the kitchen, empty the dishwasher and sow a row of seeds forgotten yesterday.
After breakfast She surprised me by saying She might want sex now. She ordered me to the bedroom. i checked time as i went before Her, it was 9am. She told me to undress and help Her with a suspenders/stockings set. No time for Emla now. Then i was instructed to open the toy box and put a dog collar with a chain leash on me. She took the handle and draw me near on the bed, kissing and hugging me. After commanding me on my back and mounting my face for a session of wet pussy licking She ordered me to get the condom, giving me just enough leash to manage it. First a little fucking with me on my knees and She sitting on the edge of the bed, then back on my back. She did the moving, fucking me. By far the best way to cum is that: passively on my back, legs spread, Her on top, fucking me. First i couldn't cum this way, and still it's difficult and takes time, but it's a great, bizarre fun. This time She didn't let me spread my legs, and soon She wanted to continue doggy style. i started banging away, but it was a mistake, it was too quick for Her and She told me so. i needed to start again, first slow, then faster, hitting Her buttocks with my loins. i had drawn foreskin up on the glans as i put the condom on, and it helped more than Emla did last time. i was not even near as She came, and could bang on through Her orgasm.
As i had put away the stuff, She ordered me to load the trash to O/our car, and She had me drive to waste center, and then to a couple of fleamarkets. First one i hadn't visited before, so the secret where i was driving was kept until there.
At home it was lunch making time, easy, warming up enchillados. Then i served coffee, tea and melon slices at the glasshouse. Good weather continues.
After lunch i needed to get Mistress and Lina cosmetics, medicines, toothbrushes, juice and many other things T/they wanted from the mall. But before that She ordered me to fix a scratch in my car's door.
For dinner i had to make shrimps tikka masala, then i was sent to pick up strawberries and cover the rest of the rows. As i get back in the house everyone's at Mistress's study, and i am sent to warm up sauna. As it warms, i must keep company to Mistress in Her study by cutting one more shirt of mine to shreds. In the sauna it's back to water aerobics regime.
In the evening i could again watch TV besides being Her errand boy. Once i understood Her instructions wrong and went upstairs looking for Her weaving equipment that was in the basement.
She started restricting my use of furniture. The easy chair in the glasshouse became off limits for me, and if She found me on the living room sofa without permission, She became really mad. Instead, She stressed, i should always report to Her and never sneak to watch TV.
Monday, 17 February 2014
In the morning i succeeded in shaving (also down there), sowing the seeds, getting the paper and updating my diary before She woke up. She wanted tea and a tomato-turkey sandwich in the glasshouse for breakfast. There She gave me the first task of today: 'Remove all dandelions with the removing tool from the long flowerbed. You'll need to fill a whole bucket with the weeds'. Now i understand that key to successfully serving Mistress is doing exactly as i am told. Therefore when given such a detailed order, it's a big risk to deviate from the given order at all, for instance by removing other weeds as well, or to remove even one dandelion from the lawn. Well, i faced the dilemma that i couldn't get my bucket full from that flowerbed, so i had to pick some other dandelions as well. Well, Mistress didn't check on my bucket after all as She moved on and had me help Her to collect all the trash that's going to the waste center.
For lunch i harvested O/our own first potatoes, but there were really few, so i had to cook rice too. Tea ceremony in the glasshouse followed, with slices of honey melons as dessert. She helped my motivation by an unsuspected hug and feel of my cb - 'Just wanted to know you still wear it' and making me part my legs as i was cleaning the sink, and groping thoroughly and aggressively my ass, crotch, balls and cb, leaving me panting with a simple 'Carry on'
Much of the Wednesday afternoon was spent weeding the path to the beach. As it was OK She ordered me to get a brush and brush it neat. Then it was time to dip in the cold sea, now it went a bit easier. In the cold water i came to think how i'm just Her puppet without a will of my own and i like it.
Next She gave me about an hour to just sit and update my diary. She made me program an alarm so that i notice when to go to the house to prepare enchilados, the menu item for today, and a family pancake. She interrupted me a few times, to go up to the house and fetch Her and Lina's novels, and then again to prepare Her tea and give Her a blanket as wind had started to blow quite a lot. She gave me a standing order that i must each time i walk to the house from the beach bring with me a lapful of firewood until the pile by the beach sauna is gone.
i could not plan it that well, but it was environment friendly to cook the pancake in the already warm oven. The time, 75 minutes, that i had reserved for preparing the meal was about right. i had everything ready a few minutes before the time set by Mistress, 6pm. Better that way, She could say. The food was this week's best.
In the evening Her carpenter showed up after dinner, and She spent a lot of time with him, going through the shed and the other projects. She said i may remain inside, T/they would come in, and i could relax by the TV. Later i had to take care of the watering which continued overnight. But no fun today either.
Monday, 10 February 2014
Tuesday morning i had to take my car for repairs. i wanted to give Mistress extra sleeping time in the morning, so i just took coffee and sandwiches with me and placed a note on the kitchen table reminding i am at the car repair shop and waiting for Her to pick me up. my phone was soundless, so a terrible mistake happened. The repair was finished before She got there, but She got there as i was driving back home, and She even drove to the wrong place first, as She had to check the address from the net as She didn't reach me. As She got home She was really pissed. i came to Her to apologize as She got off the car, but that didn't help. She barely spoke to me, and left directly to the beach. i didn't know what to do, which caused even more mistakes. She had not got Her breakfast, but i didn't know that and didn't prepare tea. It seemed to Her that i just let it go, and didn't try actively enough to compensate, so i got a big demerit i would face later today.
As things progressed, i understood W/we are now going to a big mall with Lina. i drove, not knowing which mall W/we were going to. She let me know as late as possible, to choose the route to the mall. At the mall She chose the shops, and if She was going to also look for clothes for me at some shop, She would order me to preview and present the discounted choices of my size when She would join me. All this not hidden from Lina. As She joined me, She chose what cloth types i needed and which clothes i would buy. Well, She did ask my opinion on the necessary cloth types in advance. i would then line up for the cashier to pay. i got two shirts, a tie, a v neck feminine t shirt and rather tight bermuda shorts.
i thought She would take U/us to a restaurant as it was lunch time, but no - She made me buy some buns to take home, and at home i would wash and cook more potatoes and W/we ate smoked salmon. i must of course always prepare some fresh salads, lay the table, pour drink for Her, and clear everything into the dishwasher, then serve Her and me coffee, tea and dessert (this time the buns) in the glasshouse or wherever She chooses to eat.
This afternoon She wanted Her tea on O/our beach, where W/we stayed, She tried to repair a pump used for watering plants and i got to have a little siesta. i updated this (lately She has kept me so busy i have not been update this much), and i even took a little nap.
Mistress informed me that dinner must be served 5pm sharp, and i left to warm up the grill: sausages for the kids and nectarines wrapped in foil with sauce for dessert. After W/we had eaten She ordered me to warm up the beach sauna, so i walked down to the beach again, and returned to assist Mistress in the kitchen garden: watering and weeding. She also told me to sow more seeds tomorrow morning, before She wakes up, like i did a couple of days ago.
As it was time to go to the sauna She mentioned: 'Take also your FUNCTIONING electric shock collar to the sauna'. i changed the remote's battery and tested it against the inside of my wrist: works well. Then i walked down to beach with a thermos mug full of zero cola, my sauna drink. i had took the cb off like i am always allowed to do as W/we use sauna.
We first sat in the sauna and then She ordered me to dip in the sea with Her. Now the water felt much warmer than before. i got in the water much quicker as She was following me and pinching my buttocks painfully underwater.
As W/we got up She ordered me to fix the training collar around my genitals. i knew to put the contacts against the base of my penis. i handed Her the remote and She started pressing the buttons again. i was on all fours by Her.
Oh how large the scale was: i didn't feel number 1, number 2 made me yelp but mostly because of fear and surprise, number 3 or 4 (She never told me which She used) made the current go through my whole clitty, i felt it even in the glans. And man, did it hurt! Each time She pushed the button, i cried out really loud, and as She went on repeating it, i started sobbing between the shocks as well. One of my feminine attributes is that i squeal a lot, especially if i'm surprised. She reminded me between shocks that i'm Her 24/7 slave, and i must act accordingly always. She asked me to confirm that, and i told Her i was Her slave and happy for it. i lowered my head sobbing and moaning. She told me to lift my head and continued to shock me.
Finally She ordered me to put the toys away, and W/we continued to bath. It was then that i noticed Mats was outside the sauna. Had he heard my moaning and the conversation?
my motivation to serve was improved a lot by Mistress's dispicline. In the evening i helped Her in the kitchen garden, watering the plants, and She made furrows, ordering me to sow rucola and parsley seeds in the furrows tomorrow morning before She wakes up.
Monday, 27 January 2014
So Monday morning started with me sowing three kinds of seeds. It was time of the summer holidays. She didn't take me to clothes sales, but decided to replace O/our old mower which stopped working as She was away. She has now taken over the male role in deciding about house maintenance and purchasing tools and machines, and so She had beforehand talked to real estate people and found out what mower pros use. She wants a heavy-duty make. Then She ordered me to take the big car (i didn't even know why) and start driving. She guided me to a machine store. It was holiday season, and the manager was probably a deputy, plaited beard, bold, many earrings, quite young, but heavily built and muscular. She took care of all the talking to this guy, my role was just to take out my credit card as T/they had agreed on the model and price. The mower fit well in O/our big car, and then it was time for me to drive to the mall, She shopped for tools and stuff, and i shopped for groceries. i had made the long list for myself and they should last a long time. i also bought the battery for the electric shock collars remote.
At home i once again prepared lunch, basicly old stuff and canned Thai soup for Mats, one of his new favorites. After lunch it was beach time again, and like in O/our first D/s day She made me once again dip in the cold water. Soon i am taking Mats to a beach holiday in Rimini and She allowed me to read the Italyguide after the swim.
It was time to sample the new mower. Oh, how quiet and easy it was to start. Mistress is spoiling me with things like that. As i had mowed most of the lawn She interrupted me, took over the mower and sent me to prepare dinner. In my menu Monday dinner was a difficult one. Nettles chili pasta for Mistress - yes, W/we have a square yard of nettles in O/our garden, and besides applying them in my pants, i am ironically also ordered to harvest the nettles every once in a while, leaving enough for disciplinary purposes, and cook them into a kind of spinach for Mistress, who genuinely likes this stuff.
Besides, i had to cook the pasta, fry onions for the nettles sauce, but also fry steaks for the rest of the family (Mistress doesn't eat red meat), cook potatoes as well, and somehow cooking all this simultaneously exhausted me so that i just fell down on the couch.
Mistress found me on the couch and got mad. i jumped up. She was carrying a screwdriver and some accessories, i don't know what She had been fixing. She poked my nipples with the screwdriver: 'What the fuck do you think you're doing!' She was mad for finding me on the sofa. She pressed the tip of the screwdriver into my nostrils and then under my chin and pushed my face up until i was looking at the ceiling. She ordered me on my knees at once, and to lower my head to the floor, sideways, the temple facing the floor. Then She stepped on my temple and cheek many times, while reproving me: 'What were you thinking' Stomp. i tried to explain: ' i was just spent after making the dinner'. 'You have been relaxing the whole afternoon, one little meal can't make you exhausted' Stomp. Then She left out. i dare note move, even though i was afraid of kids maybe poking about. Soon Mistress re-emerged. She was taking care of something while keeping me in the living room cheek to carpet, ass up. As She went by She said 'Think up 3 ideas how to make up for this shit'. i started immediately gathering thoughts: to prepare pancakes, to give a herbal footbath to Her, to style Her pubic hair... After coming and going a few times She addressed me again: 'No idling, you are always my slave, remember it'. With a final stomp on my cheek She asked about my compensation ideas. She was not happy with them: 'Those might please you more than me!' This treatment really made me an eager slave for the rest of the evening, and i knew now that i must ALWAYS report to Mistress as the work is done.
Instead, She made me pay some bills of Hers on the net bank, and bring tea and nail polishes to the glass house. There i kept Her company, sitting as commanded, observing Her and the surroundings again, as She removed old nail polish from Her toe nails and repainted them. She asked me how many tomato strains She has, but my answer was wrong. i accumulated a lot of demerits today, and got no sexual fun today either. Instead She sent me to pick strawberries, and i had to slice them in 4 bowls for each of us to have with ice cream.
Monday, 20 January 2014
In the morning i edited my blog as i woke up early, shaved my crotch and prepared tea for Her. i also finished the covering of the strawberries. She liked that but didn't give a merit. After breakfast that She chose to eat in the glasshouse, ordering me to prepare and serve Her meal there on a tray, She made me cut patterns of two skirts for Her using Her silk paper.
Then it was time for my punishment. Middle sized points of intrigue made any attempt to get hard agony. She ordered me to undress totally and put on ankle and wrist cuffs. Ankle cuffs were connected and so were the wrist cuffs behind my back. Then She fixed clothespegs on my nipples and six on my balls - the cb-2000 stayed on - , and started flicking on them with a whip as i continued kneeling up. i closed my eyes like i did in the rollercoaster with Lina. It helped. After flicks on my nipples and balls She continued with heavier blows on my ass. I was afraid She might accidentally hit my balls as She made me bend down, grabbed my neck and pressed me against the bed and administered more heavy blows on my ass. Then i was done, She clicked my wrists open and told me to put everything in place. i thanked Her like i do after each order.
She wanted a morning walk next. She told me to put shoes on and wait in the lobby. Next She lead U/us to a walk to the nearby mall, where W/we browsed a lot but only bought a wooden spatula for my cooking. i thought W/we would have some coffee there, but it didn't happen. As W/we were walking back She took my hand in Her hand. Later i thought W/we would cross the road at the 'usual place' and started to slightly pull to that direction. She was angry i tried to lead and let go of my hand. She ordered me to follow exactly behind Her as a punishment. She continued that a long time until She pointed at Her side, meaning i could again walk at Her side, only a little behind Her.
At home it was time for lunch. W/we still had lots of old food, so i just laid the table, and brought Her wine glass and water glass with my meal on a tray to the glass house which She likes more and more. After eating She sent me to prepare coffee and tea and bring them in with slices of cake for both.
Next She prepared for the beach. She told me to take with me all i needed to prepare the menu for the next two weeks. She told me the meaning was not that i spend all the time in the kitchen, so at least partially it should be easy cooking. i was allowed to relax in the reclining chair by Her as i prepared the menu. i had 3 cookbooks with me, but it took time to draw up a balanced and suitably varied menu. She interrupted me later, and told me to change to my swimming trunks. i had to go swimming again, and this time She didn't help me. It took time, but finally i was up to my neck in the cold water , and took a swim. Later i had to cut some water weeds for Her with a scythe. As W/we got up, i was made to hang O/our swimming gear on a line and go round the shed to Her. She had prepared me a juice, and made me gulp it down. She takes care of the liquid balance of Her slave. Then She ordered me to collect the cushions in the shed, and bring an armful of firewood up to the house. The time at the beach was over.
In the house i had to complete and present to Her the menu, which She approved, and i had to prepare a shopping list based on the menu. Tomorrow She's going to take me to the season sales, and reform my clothing. i'll get to replenish our groceries then. As i was ready She made me empty the washing machine. As i reported back She sat at a table. i just stood there by Her, eyes fixed to Her feet, with a happy face, like She wants me. She pointed at the floor. She wanted me to kneel, as i must not be taller than Her, as She sits. She sent me to get Her tea, and i knelt again after curtseying as i brought it. She just kept reading and let me kneel there. my thoughts wandered a little. i thought Men are watching Sports Channel now, but i don't have any control, my life is totally Hers. But soon i got my thoughts arranged and studied Her clothes, hair and jewels. She turned to me. 'Close your eyes. What plants do W/we have by the window?'. i could name Her the exact numbers and sorts, as i studied them closely yesterday. She laughed, wondering whether this is making me forget something else as i use my brain capacity on this type of things.
After some 20 minutes on my knees She sent me away to prepare dinner, which was easy, i just had to cook more rice and warm up some food this time, and of course lay the table and clean up kitchen. After dinner She sent me to warm up sauna.
She had gone out to wander in the garden, i found Her and reported, with a little bob. She kissed me on the mouth, turning my head so She was on top. She talked about the plants for a long time. i listened and kept replying appropriately, but then i made the mistake of saying 'Okay' as She was not saying anything. She thought, quite right, i was being impatient and trying to influence Her. A bad mistake.
She ordered a glass of red wine to sauna, which i brought with me. In sauna She let me kiss both Her buttocks as a prize for a fairly good behaviour. As i lay on my back knees up, She sat by me feet, and grabbed my balls, pulling on them until i cried out. She reminded me of a standing order not to yell when being molested, and was quite pleased as i let out only small whimpers after that, as She continued to pull and grind my poor balls. Next She started to knead my genitals with Her hands and then Her feet and sounds of pain turned into sounds of pleasure, which however lasted only so little.
In the evenings W/we are normally a little more relaxed, watching TV together, but today She interrupted that many times, running me small errands and such. She also required a buffet table for supper which has not been the custom. i also had to clean up the kitchen thoroughly and run the dishwasher before going to bed. For tomorrow morning She showed me a place in the kitchen garden where i must sow rucola, dill and radish tomorrow morning before She rises.
Saturday, 11 January 2014
Next week Mistress went on a holiday trip to Athens with Lina. i was again left at home with chore lists to complete before She got back. i also had the key to my cb, but right after the lovemaking and a full orgasm i had no urge to masturbate. It was the last week at work before my holiday.
As Mistress got back She put me into extreme discipline. She explained to Lina that i needed to relax to get into holiday mood, and doing exactly what told by Her was my only way to not think about anything, and relax my brain. i was not allowed to do anything without an order. Lina noticed that as i had to put back to the table some dishes as She hadn't given me an order to remove them.
'/we are going for a walk', She said and sent me to get a small pink backbag. First i got a wrong pink one, and had to return to the basement to get the one She wanted.
Then She invented a totally new way of control. As She was applying makeup to Herself, She told me to sit down by Her and stare at a towel hanging by the opposite wall. She said She's going to ask me some questions about it so i better stare and concentrate. This way She controlled my brain, too! As She was ready and i was ordered to fill a water bottle, She asked how many blue colours there were in the towel. I said 5, She said there were 5 colours in total, but only 3 blue ones, so i earned a dismerit. She told me to go sit in the entry and wait for Her.
As W/we took off, She told me new walk rules. i was not allowed to pass Her by, but i had to stay within 10 meters behind Her at most. Otherwise i would earn another dismerit. i succeeded in that, but She did some challenges for me: i had to count the waterlily flowers, and got a dismerit for being slower than Her. Then i had to name 10 plants within sight, but could not: another dismerit.
i could chat with Her, but sometimes She said 'stop' and i had to shut up. She also asked me to run to the next birch and wait for Her there. Just as i approached the birch running, a group of people appeared from the other direction of the path. i could not just stop and start waiting for Her, i stopped and deviated from the path, walk a couple of yards as if looking at some plants. Mistress was not happy i didn't follow Her order in full, but didn't give another dismerit. Then She ordered me to walk backwards, and again a man appeared, and She ordered me to turn back. He saw me walk backwards, but he said nothing and me not either.
As W/we continued i chatted to Her about new potatoes i prepared for the guests yesterday. i had looked up directions in the net, and followed them precisely, drying the potatoes thoroughly before applying dill. She gave a merit, not for preparing a quality dish but for not bragging about that to the quests. Later W/we walked through some woods. In case for mosquitoes, She ordered me to trail Her and watch Her back for them.
As W/we got back, i was given an order to put the dishes on the table for a lunch serving, and to wake up Mats. She decided W/we'd eat at the glasshouse, and i was to bring Her water and wine there on a tray. As She had eaten She sent me to get Her more potato salad and strawberry salad. Then i had to clear the dishes and prepare coffee and tea and serve them to Her in the glasshouse, where She waited and read Her book. i had to tell kids what i was doing, as Lina asked.
After lunch Mistress unpacked Her bags. It meant She collected a few things from the luggage, gave them to me and told where each item was going. i delivered them and came back for more. After that She told me to put on shoes. She lead U/us out, ordered me to scatter a bucket full of sand on a path, then lead me to the beach. She told me to undress and put on swimming shorts. Then She took hold of my hand and walked me to the sea, still wintery cold.
After a short swim i was allowed to dry, but then She ordered me on my back on the floor, knees up. She towered on top of me and i spread my legs to enable easy access. She told me to put my feet together and She stepped on them. She was training me, ordered me to do 25 abdominals with Her keeping my feet down. She said my belly seemed to have grown and now will work out until it's gone. Later She allowed me time to write my diary, and took a nap Herself.
As She woke up the drilling went on, i had to cover strawberry rows with gauze. i found an ant nest and started to kill the ants with hot water. After a while i found more ant nests. As i had been working there for a while Mistress ordered me to join Her. i said the task was still uncompleted but She summoned me anyway. She was angry. i had been destroying the ants without Her express order, and because of that i couldn't complete it in time. She ordered me to pick up two large stems of nettles, or 4 regular ones. i found nettles easily, behind O/our fence. We both had garden gloves on. She divided the 4 stems i brought into two parts. 'Put one pile in the front of your briefs and one in the back. Do it in the shed'. i had a cb-2000 with medium long points of intrigue, and once again the points pushed into the base of my clitty as i walked into the shed. i was happy for the cb to offer my penis some protection against the stinging nettles. i opened my pants and shoved the first pile into the back of my briefs, then the other pile into the front. As i drew the briefs back into place, the horrible stinging started against my buttocks, balls and crotch. What a convenient way for Mistress to punish Her slave! i felt two stems coming out at the back, i repositioned them and left. The way back to Her (after fulfilling each order i will of course find Her, and report by curtseying, if others are not seeing) was pure agony with season's first nettles in my pants. My walk was far from normal as the stinging continued all the time. 'This punishment is not any of the two you acquired earlier. This is for doing something else than ordered to!' i said i understood well it required instant punishment. She made me rake the lawn and deposit the weeds She had removed in a compost. The nettles made this simple task agony all along. She allowed me to go back to the shed and remove the nettles after some 20 minutes, but the stinging and later warmth at my butt continued the rest of the evening as a remainder of what happens if i don't follow Her orders exactly.
She sent me inside to prepare sweet and sour chicken for dinner. Later She ordered me on my back in the bathroom tiles, and made me do still 25 abdominals. As there was no work for me, She made me sit on the table opposite to Her as She was reading a magazine. i was afraid She might again check on my attention and ask me questions about something in the room, so i examined Her clothes, colors etc., the plants at the window, much everything i saw, but She didn't ask anything this time. She has control over my thoughts now also!
In the evening She asked me for 3 ideas about the 2 remaining punishments, i mentioned penis and ball whipping, electric shocks to penis with the training collar and holding a penny to the wall kneeling, with hard rice taped to my knees. She said She wouldn't probably use any, but then as W/we were going to bed She wanted me to take out the training collar. Then i noticed the transmitter batteries were dead, not the collar batteries, which i had replaced, and She spared me this time.