Sunday, 22 February 2015
On Sunday i woke up early so that i could after epilating take care of my blog. During this time i got first feedback through the blog, and it was positive which made me glad, and i spent time translating a lot of my diary to English. Then i got the paper and had to do quite a lot of work clearing the paths from snow again, as it had snowed enormously more.
Keeping my foreskin locked was irritating my tender bits. i was not required to keep the foreskin ring locked, as the ring itself made pulling out very painful, and i had not even considered it after getting pierced. On Saturday i locked the foreskin ring, and had no major issues nor concerns. But Sunday morning, every slight semi erection, during my morning net browsing, caused a hell of a pain. i got upstairs as i heard Mistress woke up, and with Her permission removed the foreskin lock.
She was relaxed today and let me read the paper with Her. She was going to Oslo to visit some art galleries, and decided to leave me home with a list of chores. First and biggest was to clean the insides of all the cupboards. She was going to check the results and maybe give me a prize or punishment again.
i started the job, She left and the girls woke up. i laid breakfast table for them and acted again as a good father figure by emptying and washing up cupboards and arranging stuff in them in good order, as they were having breakfast at the kitchen table.
Next on the list was clearing the yard (well!) of the snow, filling up firewood containers, making chili con carne for the kids, paying the bills and taking care of the accounts. Then i went through some personal email neglected for too long, PTA stuff etc. Then i text messaged Mistress and asked if i can skip the gym. i was glad She replied 'Ok'. Last on my list was heating up sauna, and i had used my day just as Mistress had planned as She bot back home and started ordering me around with little tasks, bringing Her stuff, remembering to curtsey if kids were not around etc. She did check the cupbboards and didn't find any issues there.
i was wondering if a prize was in order as She retired early, and i trailed Her upstairs. As W/we were ready for bed, Mistress tossed me a big bottle of skin moisturizer and said 'This may be a reward or a punishment, but now you will rub my skin up, and do a good job about it.' She made sure all dry parts were moisturized, and deliberate amounts of cream were used. i was since a long time allowed to touch and massage Her breasts and buttocks, along with all other parts of Her body. Except for pussy, as it is self-lubricated as She put it. Well it was a reward, of course. i'm happy W/we get back to normal step by step.
Thursday, 12 February 2015
Next evening She kisses me on the mouth as W/we lie on the bed. She has not kissed me on the mouth for months. i say i'm happy She has started to kiss me and make love to me again. She says She's starting to accept that She is still going to be married to me. Feels good!
Friday evening She ordered me to clean the glass windows and the doors of O/our wraught iron fireplace in the morning so that it's ready as She wakes up. i always use alarm to wake up early also during weekends as mornings are my only allocated times for net browsing. Now i had less time for that on Saturday morning.
i complied and everything was clean at 8am. As She woke up She had me first clear the paths of snow, then used me first as Her chauffeur, without telling me beforehand where we were heading. It turned out to be a tour of two second hand shops and grocery store for me. After W/we ate a tortilla lunch prepared by me, She ordered me to make rooibos tea for Her as i make coffee for myself, kids hearing.
Then i got a lecture for not updating my long term chore excel for nearly a year. It's a list of chores that are due seldom, like once in three months or once a year. For example cleaning the inside of Her car, cleaning the pool, moving certain plants to bigger pots etc. The excel file includes last dates when i have done it, and next dates when i should do it next time. However, there were many chores that were overdue.
So now She ordered me to do two dirty jobs that were much overdue. First i needed to clean up air conditioning machine and its filters, then empty central vacuum cleaner's waste container. The filters were very dirty and the waste container was crammed full, filters already non-operational. i had to walk in deep snow to get the dirt emptied in compost. As i reported back She forced me to kneel, as She was sitting on the sofa, and said that i had dropped dirt from the AC filters on Her stuff, and i will be punished for that carelessness.
But first She made me remove shit out of hamster's cage. Nice addition to emptying cat's litter box each day. As i wanted to report to Her after that, i faced a problem. i didn't know where She was, so i had to knock on many closed doors as i am not allowed to open doors without knocking.
Finally as i found Her in the bedroom, She said it was my punishment time. i wondered whether it would be electric shocks, eating restrictions, the riding crop or what, and my clitty tries to get hard in my cb. It hurts and i have to bend over. She orders me to bring the cayenne pepper. Now i believe She's putting it under my foreskin. As i have offered it to Her kneeling, She orders me to tilt my head and open my mouth. She scatters a healthy dose of cayenne in my mouth and makes me swallow, open up my mouth again and i feel the powder drop on my tongue as She repeats the process. My mouth's on fire and soon my stomach's too. Then She orders me to make Her black tea and after that get lost. i update this in my diary and have a nap, to be able to offer more service when it is needed.
Mistress woke me up as She wanted a cup of green tea, and then i needed to prepare a lot of chicken pasta soup and warm up the sauna. Lina's four friends were arriving soon for a sleep over, and sauna and swims at O/our pool were in order. i am happy kids get a good example in O/our home that daddy can also be the one to cook and clean.
i had to eat the leftovers of the earlier tortilla meal myself, and as i was making dough after the meal to prepare fried bananas for dessert, Mistress ever so kindly helped me to clear the table and fed me the remains of cold chicken sauce. Mistress wanted to fry loads of bananas, as much to use up all the dough, and i was insolent enough to state as my opinion - which of course did not count - that less would be enough. Well, Mistress was right and everything was eaten with good apetite by Mats and the girls watching a movie.
Mistress sent me to get more firewood and girls went to sauna after i had brushed its floor and checked it was OK and then i bathed alone, Mistress wanted sauna on Sunday. I did unsupervised the whole set of water aerobics. i was unattended with the cb removed, but i didn't masturbate. However i did put my penis backwards, upside down on a bench, pretended my ankles were spread wide and tied to its legs and i flicked my finger across my frenum without cumming of course. i know it was wrong, but couldn't help it.
As She had punished me today, i was very surprised that in the evening She made me kneel by Her side of the bed, drop my thong and masturbate for a full minute, full hand, watching the time from my wrist watch all the time. It was a present for working hard for Her today. i was somehow unprepared and could not even edge during that time, though it's a long time since She made me spill my semen on the floor last time. We fell asleep holding each other.
Sunday, 8 February 2015
Back to the diary:
i ask Her every night if She would like sex. She is surprised, She thought i would not be interested due to my orgasm. She says She takes care of Her pleasure Herself. i am sad i am not allowed to participate.
Thursday morning as my alarm rings at 5.50, She sticks out Her hand and touches my head. Many times something like this has been a sign for Her willingness to sex. i start stroking Her, gradually start to hug Her body, and She allows me to lie on top of Her, kissing Her neck, feeling Her. i get immediately a hard-on that presses against Her belly. She doesn't want to take advantage of it, She just wants closeness and affection. i'm happy She wants as much.
Mistress is having Her period. On Saturday W/we go and have the swine flu shots. Mistress gets worse after the shot, and the weekend is spent basically in Mode 2, She ordering me around, but besides that, the only D/s is as She orders me to act as Her teacup holder after i have once again fulfilled Her order to prepare Her a cup of tea. As kids are around, watching TV with Mistress, She discreetly orders me to sit by Her on the floor. We are also used to sitting on the carpet, so the kids don't pay attention to me. The cup warms my hands as i wrap them around it, holding my hands folded near my neck, where She picks the cup as She likes. The weekend is of course filled with chores also: making all meals, churro dough (Mistress helps by baking), spreading ashes to the kitchen garden, filling up bird feed tray, fetching firewood and warming up with the fireplace (still really cold winter here), going to the gym, water aerobics, bringing Her various things, tending to the stove and oven and using special cleaner to them, paying the bills etc. i am also made to go over tops of all cupboards in the household with a vacuum cleaner and a wet washcloth.
In the evening She says She's not having sex with me any more. It cannot be discussed. She asks if i would need masturbation. i say i don't. She says She doesn't use that opimion as a basis for Her decision, but She doesn't make me masturbate.
Tuesday night there's a surprise. It was a very long day at work and after work i shopped for groceries so i got home very late. We got early to bed. We normally hug in bed, but this time She even rose on top of me. And let me stroke Her skin, and butt and breasts through Her nightie. However She was silent and thoughtful and i didn't understand what She was thinking about. Then She said She is in need of an orgasm and said that She puts on the new set of undies and stockings i brought Her for Xmas, and W/we will fuck without any foreplay, no licking Her sex etc. i remove my foreskin ring as She doesn't like its feel inside Her and put on a condom. i fondle Her from the back as She sits on the bed, W/we remove Her pretty new knickers together, and W/we fuck. i have drawn my foreskin forward to cover the glans so i don't get too excited and managed to fuck Her to an orgasm (from the back, on O/our sides) without cumming myself.